well i suddenly started a blog. a fitness blog. and this is my first entry in this blog. and it totally sucks.
ok, i think i need to be little honest in here.
first of all english is not my native language and i guess it's already obvious. why write in english though? because i don't want anyone who knows me to find out about it. yeah i am soooo confident :) and also it would be a good practice for me. i like read in english ao why not to start write in english?
second of all today i ate like 4000 calories. well in fact i ate less than that but almost. and it was kind of a boiling point to me if that makes sence. i hit the ground. that's it. today by starting this blog i'm making a commitment. i'm not going to find excuses for me not to excersice or to stick to the diet etc. today is the start of my... not particularly a new life rather a better life of myself and to myself. and that's just pathetic.
anyway if this helps me to keep the path well then let it be pathetic. i'll survive :)
and last but not least. i made a bet with my friend this new year. i cannot tell in details what is on stake but the point of a bet was to motivate me to well... lose weight i supose. actually i promised to her and to myself that i'm going to take a picture of my six pack (hopefully) in the very end of the year december 31st. and for that i will need to lose some weight and basicly to make this damn six pack.
so... that's it. that was my first entry to my fitness blog where i'm about to post motivational pictures, fitness tips, my progress (fingers crossed) and do random stuff that they do in fitness blogs.
and also. most important thing.
from now on i will eat 1300 calories per day no more or else my biggest dream (which is not go get fit actually) won't come true.
if this is not motivation i don't now what then.
i've already spent one month for nothing. eleven left.
