Sun dried petals coat the bottom of the music boxâs hidden compartment, and old parchement holds onto the last remnants of charcoal, sketches of Maryse, whom Jocelyn canât forget.
The music box comes to life with a gentle melody, melancholy waltzing off with memories Jocelyn locked away a long time ago, a ring on her hand like manacles snapping shut, tied and bound to a man of power. Valentine gathered clout and followers, until his power consumed him, only leaving ashes in its wake.
Jocelyn believed him dead, and it pained her, because she couldnât be certain of his demise.
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Isabelle doesnât realize sheâs spending so much time at Claryâs house until the day Clary calls her out on it.
âI know Iâm not your only friend, Iz. You donât have to come over every day, you know,â Clary jokes. She doesnât mean anything by it, certainly not anything unkind, but Izzy hears the words and immediately panics.
âItâs becauseâŠâ
Because I can never spend enough time with you, because nothing makes me happier than the sound of your voice, because I love you.
âI have a crush⊠on your dad.â Izzy says the lie without fully meaning to, but she canât bring herself to admit the truth. She canât actually tell Clary how she feels about her, so instead, she comes up with the first thing she thinks of to explain why sheâs always hanging around Clary.
âMy dad?â Clary repeats, scrunching her nose up in that adorable way she does when sheâs overthinking something. Izzy loves that look. Though, to be fair, Izzy loves all of Claryâs looks. âGross.â
Izzy forces a laugh, hoping the nervousness she feels translates to something a bit more âteenage shynessâ than actual anxiety. âItâs just a stupid crush. Anyway, letâs get going on this art project you need help withâŠâ
Izzy hopes thatâll be the end of it. Change the subject and move on for good⊠except Clary says something to Simon who says something to Jace, and soon itâs a whole group inside joke about how much Izzyâs in love with Mr. Morgenstern. It starts to get increasingly embarrassing, and Clary is obviously uncomfortable with the whole thing.
Isabelle starts going to Claryâs house less and less, which in turn makes her more and more miserable because that means seeing Clary less and less. Itâs all ruined, everything good she had going destroyed by one impulsive lie.
It stands to reason that she could fix it with the truth, but that thought terrifies Isabelle. So much so that she remains silent and distant for as long as she possibly can.
In the end, the breaking point isnât herâs at all, but Claryâs.
âWhat did I do?â Clary asks one day, approaching Izzy outside Jaceâs coffee truck.
âWhat?â Izzy asks, confused. That much isnât an act at least - Izzy has no idea where the sudden question comes from.
âYouâve been avoiding me. Donât think I havenât noticed,â Clary adds quickly before Izzy can try and deny it.
âIâŠâ
âJust tell me what I did, so I can⊠fix it, or apologize, or something. I miss you, Iz,â Clary confesses.
âYou do?â Izzy asks, knowing she isnât contributing much to the discussion but unable to form a single coherent thought beyond Claryâs revelation. Clary misses her. Izzy thought for certain that Clary hadnât even noticed her pulling away, certainly not enough to care.
âOf course I do, Izzy. Youâre my best friend. YouâŠâ Clary trails off, shaking her head. âIt doesnât matter if you wonât even talk to me.â
âI donât have a crush on your dad,â Izzy blurts out, nervously pushing the bridge of her glasses higher on her nose.
â...okay. So, what? If you arenât visiting me for my dad you donât even want to see me anymore? Because-â
âNo!â Izzy cuts Clary off. âThat isnât⊠Iâm saying this all wrong.â Isabelle sighs. âI was never visiting to see your dad. I was visiting to see you. I have a crush on you.â
Isabelle waits for Clary to not believe her, or to be angry at her for lying about it, or any number of reactions besides the one Clary has.
Clary laughs. She smiles wide and laughs, relief ringing through the sound. âThat makes my crush on you a lot more promising, then.â
Izzyâs heart skips a beat or two at that, but it isnât long before sheâs beaming back at Clary.
âVery promising,â Izzy agrees. âAssuming I didnât mess things up too badly?â
âYou didnât,â Clary promises. âAs long as you promise to come over after school tomorrow for dinner.â
Izzy nods immediately, leaving no time or room for miscommunication this time. She has a second chance and she isnât going to mess it up.
Pairing: Jocelyn Fairchild/Dorothea "Dot" Rollins
Rated: Gen
Prompt: Portal/Laughter
âI havenât seen you smile in weeks,â Dot said, earning a sigh from Jocelyn in return.
âI smile. Youâre just being dramatic,â Jocelyn retorted.
âIâm a warlock, weâre allowed to be dramatic,â Dot countered.
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âYouâve been a mess of anxiety all day, Joc. You deserve a night out,â Dot spoke from the doorway. Jocelyn didnât hear her enter and glanced up from the book she was pretending to read with a scowl on her face. âI havenât seen you smile in weeks,â Dot added, earning a sigh from Jocelyn in return.
âI smile. Youâre just being dramatic,â Jocelyn retorted.
âIâm a warlock, weâre allowed to be dramatic,â Dot countered. With a swirl of her hand and a dart of blue magic, Dot successfully closed Jocelynâs book and flung it onto the shelf behind them.
âHey, I was reading that!â Jocelyn complained, crossing her arms as she sat up on the couch.
âNo, you werenât. Iâve been watching you stare at the same page for ten minutes,â Dot commented. Jocelyn was suddenly a lot more aware of the ache in her back and the stiffness of her legs that shouldnât have been there. When she glanced at the clock, she realized she had been sitting in the same position for almost an hour.
âThatâs a bit creepy, donât you think, Dorthea?â
âOh, she brings out the full name!â Dot said with a small laugh. She walked forward and held her hand out, wiggling her fingers as if urging Jocelyn to take it. âWell, Jocelyn, Iâm taking you out.â She tugged Jocelyn up to stand with one hand, the other snapping, a harsh sound through the otherwise silent room. All of a sudden, Jocelynâs tattered tank top and boring sweatpants were replaced with a bright purple dress she knew for a fact wasnât in her closet while Dot was in a similar black outfit that was entirely too formal for her living room.
âI canât wear this, Dot, and I canât go out. I have to be here when Clary gets home for curfew!â Jocelyn argued, already tugging down the hem of her too-short dress.
Dot rolled her eyes as she explained, âClaryâs at Simonâs for the night. Mrs. Lewis was more than happy to take care of her while you take some time to yourself. Even she knew you needed it.â Jocelyn groaned and tilted her head back, staring up at the ceiling as she tried to figure out another way to get out of whatever Dot had planned. âDo you trust me, Joc?â Dot asked, tugging on Jocelynâs hand so that she would glance into her eyes.
âWith my life, you know that,â Jocelyn responded because trust had nothing to do with it.
âThen come with me,â Dot urged, though it sounded more like a demand than anything else.
Jocelyn didnât have time to say no or come up with another excuse because Dotâs hand was already conjuring a swirling purple portal that matched the hue of Jocelynâs dress. Dot didnât force her through and instead, nudged Jocelyn forward, letting her take the first step.
When she couldnât think of a reason not to walk forward, she took a step inside of the portal and found herself in a⊠bar?
âDot, what are we doing here? I donât even drink,â Jocelyn said, her fingers still laced with Dotâs.
âLook around, Joc. Weâre not here to drink,â Dot reasoned.
When Jocelyn did, she noticed immediately what kind of venue they had stumbled into. Sure, it was a bar for all intents and purposes, but the signs covering the doors and windows had her realizing what the night was going to entail.
âYou brought me here to⊠dance?â Jocelyn asked, a mixture of confusion, hesitance, andâif she was honest with herselfâa hint of excitement in her tone.
âI brought you here,â Dot began, clearly exasperated with her best friend, âso that you could let loose a little. Let your hair down and enjoy life in a way I havenât seen you do since Clary was in diapers.â
âI love my life,â Jocelyn argued. Dot raised her eyebrows in doubt before taking Jocelynâs other hand in her free one.
âYou love your life as much as youâre allowed to, but tonight? Tonight youâre not Jocelyn Fairchild; former shadowhunter on the run from her psychotic ex-husband who spends all of her energy keeping life-altering secrets from her almost teenage daughter.â Dot dragged her toward the dance floor, her hands moving to Jocelynâs hips once they arrived. âTonight, youâre just Joc; a simple mundane who is free to have whatever life she chooses without consequence. Youâre a beautiful woman out with her equally as stunning best friend.â
âCan it really be that easy?â Jocelyn asked suspiciously.
Dot nodded sternly as if she was challenging Jocelyn to argue but knowing she couldnât. Instead, Jocelyn started to slowly let her body move to the beat with a bit of uncertainty that was quelled by Dotâs grip on her waist. Soon, all she could focus on was the music pumping around her, vibrating from her feet and resonating through her head. If she had a worry in her mind, she couldnât hear it over the beat. She was spun into the arms of strangers only to end up back in Dotâs.
There was something magnetic about it, the way she found her way to Dot no matter where they had wandered in the room. If she didnât trust Dot so much, she wouldâve thought she was spelled. But no, that wasnât it. Dot was the only person in the world that Jocelyn relied on so fully, trusted with every fiber of her being, cared about almost as much as she cared about her child. Dot was her best friend, had been for several years, but something about finally freeing herself from the darkness of her own mind had her seeing Dot differently.
It was almost overwhelming how Dotâs smile burned into her mind, how her laughter matched Dotâs in brightness, and how the movements of their bodies complemented each otherâs like there was no possible person for either of them to dance with. Jocelyn realized that she didnât want to be in anyone elseâs arms, not when Dot was right there, staring at her like she was some enigma, a treasure that she had searched for and finally found.
Jocelyn realized then that she hadnât stopped smiling. She hadnât stopped laughing, singing, dancing. She hadnât stopped being happy, an emotion she had assumed she didnât have in her anymore. Dot brought that out in her, though. Dot made her feel capable of anything in the world, happiness included.
âYou figured it out, huh?â Dot muttered against Jocelynâs ear. She had pulled Jocelyn in as a slower song mellowed the crowd, her arms sliding around Jocelynâs back and holding her still like she was afraid Jocelyn might pull away. Jocelyn wouldnât have dreamed of it.
âThat I love you?â Jocelyn said in a fit of courage. Dotâs eyes widened in surprise and she said nothing in return so Jocelyn filled the silence. âOr that you love me?â she added. âBoth of those are true, arenât they?â
âYeah,â Dot whispered through a breath of relief, âtheyâre true.â
âWas this⊠a date?â Jocelyn asked, suddenly nervous and a bit embarrassed that she hadnât seen it sooner.
Dot shook her head and responded, âAt first, it was just a way to make you smile.â
âYouâre the only one that seems to be able to do that,â Jocelyn admitted, a slight blush forming on her face. Dot ran a finger over her cheekbone before tucking a strand of her orange hair behind her ear and cupping her jaw with her palm.
âWill you let me do it more often, then?â Dot asked.
Jocelyn nodded but really, she understood she didnât have a say in it anymore. Dot made her happy and she wasnât going to hold herself back any longer.
Femslash February Prompt: Strangers
( @shadowhunterbingo fill: Blind Date)
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This isnât the first time Lydiaâs been in Magnus and Alecâs apartment to discuss official business. Itâs less stuffy than having it in one of the offices, and honestly, after a full day of bureaucracy what both of them need is a place to unwind, have a drink, and actually discuss rather than debate whatever topic the two of them need to cover together. Itâs a system thatâs worked out rather well for the two of them so far.
The only problem is when the Lightwood-Bane household gets social calls, which seems to be a frequent occurrence for someone as popular as Magnus Bane. Lydiaâs in the middle of making a very solid argument against Alecâs last point of contention when thereâs a knock on the door, followed by the door immediately swinging open despite no one getting up to answer it.
The woman who stands on the other side of it is beautiful, Lydia immediately thinks, in one of those classically understated sorts of ways that many might overlook at first glance. Lydia isnât one of those people, however, and doesnât even realize sheâs staring until the other woman hesitates in the doorway.
âIs it a bad time?â The woman asks, her eyes on Lydia who finally remembers her manners and tears her gaze away to look back to Alec.
âNo, no, Magnus will be here any minute, heâs just running late. Come on in, Tessa. This is Lydia Branwell. Lydia, Tessa Gray.â
The name rings a bell, and it takes her a moment to place it as the warlock Alecâs mentioned quite a few times recently who is a friend of Magnusâ and involved in the Spiral Labyrinth.
âNice to officially meet you,â Lydia says, doing her best not to stare even more as Tessa enters the apartment and closes the door behind her.
âYou too. Iâve heard a lot about you, actually,â Tessa says.
âOh?â Lydia asks, eyebrow raised.
âAll good things, I promise,â Tessa says with a light laugh.
âTessa, why donât you join us for a drink until Magnus gets here?â Alec suggests, already standing up to offer her a seat.
This surprises Lydia, though she supposes if Tessa is a friend then it isnât that strange.
âI wouldnât want to interrupt,â Tessa insists.
âYou arenât!â Lydia promises. âIn fact, Iâd love your opinion onâŠâ
Magnus, as it turns out, runs very late, but Lydia doesnât mind. She ends up getting along wonderfully with Tessa and hardly notices when Alec disappears to take a call and doesnât come back for nearly thirty minutes.
In fact, sheâs quite disheartened when Magnus does finally arrive and pull Tessa away⊠and while she could be imagining it, Lydia thinks she sees the same flash of disappointment in Lydiaâs expression as she leaves.
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âAre you sure this is a good idea?â Alec asks Magnus once Tessa and Lydia leave for the night.
âTheyâre perfect for each other,â Magnus says.
âLyds is going to hate me setting her up,â Alec points out, and not for the first time.
âYou arenât. Weâre just going to cross their paths until they figure it out on their own.â
Alec knows thatâs a technicality. He also knows that both of these women are smart enough to catch onto what theyâre doing sooner rather than later, and both will likely spurn the idea out of spite once they do.
He supposes he can only hope their interest in one another is piqued before that.
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It takes Tessa an embarrassingly long time to realize what Magnus and Alexander are doing, mostly because she canât believe one of her oldest friends would even bother to try and set her up. Magnus knows she has no interest in another relationship, he knows she has not the heart for it, no matter how well she and Lydia seem to get on.
Tessa knows she has to say something now before things go too far, but she doesnât want to lose Lydia as a friend. At this point the two of them have begun spending time together on their own, meeting over drinks or lunch, sometimes under the guise of discussing policies and laws and reference texts but increasingly often just to enjoy each otherâs company. Tessa doesnât want to lead Lydia on, but she doesnât want to lose Lydia from her life, either.
âThereâs something we need to discuss,â Tessa finally brings herself to say.
âThat sounds ominous.â Lydia doesnât say more than that, waiting to hear what it is thatâs on Tessaâs mind.
âIâm not sure if youâve noticed-â
âAlec and Magnus trying to set us up?â Lydia finishes for her, a small smirk on her face. âTheyâre not exactly subtle.â
âThe thing is,â Tessa continues, forcing the words out before she can lose her nerve. âIâm never going to love again. Iâve had my true loves and Iâve lost them, and I know that Iâll never be able to give my heart to another in the same way again. It wouldnât be fair to expect you - or anyone else - to love me in a way I cannot return. So if thatâs all this is, I will not hold it against you if youâd like to leave.â
Tessa expects any number of reactions - anything from anger to confusion to sadness - but what she does not count on is the smile that begins to form on Lydiaâs face at her confession.
âOh, those clever boys,â Lydia says quietly, more to herself than to Tessa.
âAm I missing something?â
âI lost my own soulmate, John, several years ago,â Lydia supplies. âAnd feel much the same way about my ability to fall in love again.â
Tessaâs breath catches in her chest as the pieces fall into place. It isnât that Magnus thinks he can convince her to love again, itâs that he knows Lydia will understand exactly why she canât⊠and that might be enough for both of them.
âSo where does that leave us?â Tessa finally asks.
âI like where we are,â Lydia admits, âand Iâd like to stay and see where weâre going.â
Tessa considers this offer for several long minutes before finally nodding.
âIâd like that, too.â
Itâs scary, terrifying even, to allow herself even a fraction of the emotion sheâs blocked out for so long. It may not be love, but itâs something special, something unique that she hasnât felt for anyone else, and sheâs curious enough to want to see where it leads as well.
Children chase each other, bursts of magic flickering after them like fireworks in the making. The oldest, with wolfish features and pointy teeth, sends a tiger of sparkles hounding down the narrow alley and the children scatter with gleeful cries.
Aline lets them run past her and watches Helen lingering in the dark alley of the Shadow Market. The blonde looks like she doesnât want to move away, but eventually she does, stepping inside Alineâs favorite teashop. Aline rolls her eyes at her date. For all her bravado, Helen is out of her depth here.
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Femslash February Prompt: Seraph BladeÂ
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Cecily didnât know what to expect when she joined her brother Will among the ranks of the Nephilim.
She certainly didnât expect Sophie.
Sophie Collins catches Cecily entirely by surprise⊠probably because they have so much in common. Sophie has the Sight, but she wasnât born and raised a Shadowhunter like the others in the Institute. She knows more than Cecily, but as far as the Nephilim are concerned the two of them are almost entirely equal. In fact, Cecily has more of a claim to becoming a shadowhunter than Sophie simply because of her Herondale bloodline.
Itâs absurd because Sophie is everything Cecily aspires to be in her personal life and her shadowhunter training. Sophie is everything Cecily admires in a person: sheâs helpful no matter the inconvenience to herself, and most of all, sheâs kind. Sophie is a good person through and through and Cecily feels herself becoming a better person the longer she spends around the other girl. When it comes to their training and studies Sophie doesnât give up, not when itâs something she wants and not when itâs something she believes in - and what Sophie believes in is keeping her friends and loved ones safe.
Cecily doesnât know what she did to earn a spot as one of those coveted loved ones, but sheâs thankful for it.
âTheyâre never going to let us go out on our own are they?â Cecily complains, walking side-by-side with Sophie down a dark London alleyway. She can hear Gideon and Gabriel behind them, probably no more than two yards back judging by the sound of their close footsteps.
âOf course they are. They have to,â Sophie reassures her. âWe just have to show them weâre ready.â
âYou two have the lead tonight,â Gideon reminds her, clearly listening in to their hushed conversation. Yeah, definitely too close, Cecily thinks to herself.
âJust like we had the lead last patrol?â Cecily snaps back.
âI was instructed to let you take point, not to stand back and watch you die,â Gabriel says. âI may dislike your brother, but Iâm not about to let you get hurt and suffer that wrath for the rest of my life.â
Cecily can feel her frustration rising, and Sophie must sense it as well because a moment later a gentle touch on the top of her hand is calming her down, a second hand on the small of her back grounding Cecily enough to silence the angry words on her lips.
âWeâll show them,â Sophie repeats, soft and steady.
The chance to do just that comes almost immediately, in the form of a shax demon skittering across their path. The demon lunges toward them and before either Gideon or Gabriel can react Cecily has her seraph blade out and meets the demon halfway. She gives no warning before she moves, a potentially reckless decision without knowing if any of the others even saw what she did.
Cecily goes high and a bit to the right while Sophie, in a move they practiced a number of times in their countless hours of training, goes low and to the left, ensuring they cover any direction the demon might go to escape. It works, with Cecily being the one to get the first hit, catching the demon with her blade just as the demon gets in a lucky swipe with its pincer. Sophie isnât far behind, swinging back around to slice the creature down its back.
Together they make short work of the demon, and the second the danger is over Sophie is by Cecilyâs side, placing an iratze over the cut on her arm.
âI didnât even hear it,â Gabriel mumbles, clearly displeased.
âGood thing we had it covered, right Soph?â Cecily says, laughing despite the sting of pain her healing wound shoots through her arm. She turns back to face Sophie, placing a hand on Sophieâs cheek and pulling her in so that their foreheads touch. âThanks for having my back.â
âWeâre in this together, Cecy,â Sophie smiles. âIâm just glad youâre alright.â
They lean in ever so slightly, sneaking in a quick kiss, barely more than a gentle brush of lips, while the boys are distracted by examining the demonâs remains.
âAs long as youâre by my side,â Cecily smiles back. âIâll be just fine.â
Pairing: Isabelle Lightwood/Catarina Loss
Rated: Gen
Prompt: Magic/Flirting
Izzy wasn't sure what Alec had against the warlock, Catarina Loss, but if it meant being able to flirt with a beautiful woman and annoy her brother at the same, she just couldn't resist.
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Izzy had heard of Catarina Loss; she was a powerful warlock by day, a badass nurse by night, and had a multitude of talents that Izzy could only wish to possess. One of those, she quickly realized, was having just as much sass and quicker wit than Izzy could dream. Of course, that was possibly the bane of both her brother and his boyfriendâs existence. (Pardon the pun, Izzy couldnât help herself.)
âAnd here I thought that Magnus had found the most beautiful Lightwood in Alexander. I didnât realize he had a sister,â Cat began, turning toward Magnus with a hand on her hip. âMagnus, why didnât you tell me that Alexander had a sister?â
âIâm sure I mentioned it,â Magnus said with a wave of his hand, âbut that doesnât matter right now, darling. We need your expertise toââ
âIsabelle Lightwood, Alecâs sister,â she introduced herself, holding out a hand to Cat.
â Younger sister,â Alex grumbled. Izzy ignored him in favor of squeezing Catâs fingers lightly in her own.
âAge is just a number, big brother. Isnât that what youâve always said,â Izzy said. âItâs so great to finally meet you, Ms. Loss.â
âOh, please. Call me Cat.â
âCatarina, I really donât think now is the time toâŠâ Magnus tried to interrupt but Cat waved him off, her focus solely on Izzy.
âTo what do I owe the pleasure, Isabelle?â Cat asked instead, a bright grin on her face.
âIzzy,â she corrected, âthough, Iâd let you call me anything you want.â
âIz, by the angel ,â Alec groaned, throwing up his hands as he walked toward Magnusâ desk. âWeâre here to figure out why your hospital has been targetedââ
âAh, yes, my hospital. I donât see why Iâm here instead of protecting my place of work,â Cat shot back, narrowing her eyes at Alec.
âCat, my dear, heâs trying to help.â
âWe all are,â Izzy chimed in, taking a step closer, âbut I think she has a point, guys. You two know enough to figure it out here, donât you? That way, I can accompany Cat to the hospital, make sure sheâs protected, and gain any intel there that might help us out.â
âYou just want an excuse to flirt with her,â Alec retorted, raising his eyebrows in an unenthused look that Izzy recognized fondly.
âAnd who are you to stop her, Alexander?â Cat argued. For a moment, Alec and Cat glared at each other like a challenge, neither blinking nor making any move to look away. Even when Magnus clapped his hands, they continued to stare each other down. Izzy couldnât help but laugh as Magnus started to speak.
âWell, as fun as this has been,â Magnus began, shooting an unimpressed glance at Alec before turning to smile at Cat, âI can just feel the magical energy stirring in a not-so-productive way. Isabelle, my darling shadowhunter, while it was lovely to see you, I think itâs best if you escort Catarina back to her luxurious career at the ICU. What do you think, sweetheart?â
Alec didnât agree, that much was clear with every turned-down feature of his face, but instead of arguing, he said, âOf course, Magnus. Ms. Loss, always a delight.â Cat shot him a smile as equally sarcastic as Alecâs words.
âMr. Lightwood, the pleasure is all yours.â
Isabelle waved goodbye to her brother and made her way out of the front door with Catarina leading the way. Once they reached the hallway, Cat conjured a portal but before she could step through it, Isabelle grabbed her hand.
âWere you flirting with me to annoy my brother or because I piqued your interest?â Izzy asked. Cat smirked at her and raised an eyebrow in response.
Pairing: Helen Blackthorn/Aline Penhallow
Rated: Gen
Prompt: Lake Lynn & Sunrise
âThis is perfect, isnât it?â Helen asked as she sat on the grass with her back against one of the tree limbs. She stroked her fingers over the wood gently before letting her hands graze over the moss and other greenery that seemed to grow just by her mere presence.
âI can think of one thing in the world thatâs perfect,â Aline whispered before pressing a gentle kiss to Helenâs temple. âIâ Well, speaking of perfection, thereâsâ uh, thereâs something I wanted to talk with you about, actually."
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Aline was nervous. It was a feeling she wasnât quite used to, always confident in her shadowhunter abilities, her impressive work under her mother, the Consul, and even the day-to-day conviction that had her walking around with her head held high. Right then, she wanted to collapse in on herself and pretend that the picnic basket she held in her grasp didnât contain the most important question she would ever ask.
âI like this spot!â Helen said, pointing her witchlight to a small grouping of fallen tree limbs that would act as a perfect setting for them to watch the sunrise over Lake Lynn in just a few minutes. âCâmon, Aline, we have to hurry or weâre going to miss it!â
âIâm coming, Iâm coming,â Aline laughed, hearing the worry in her tone so clearly. She just hoped that Helen was too happy spending time in nature to notice.
âThis is perfect, isnât it?â Helen asked as she sat on the grass with her back against one of the tree limbs. She stroked her fingers over the wood gently before letting her hands graze over the moss and other greenery that seemed to grow just by her mere presence.
âI can think of one thing in the world thatâs perfect,â Aline whispered before pressing a gentle kiss to Helenâs temple. âIâ Well, speaking of perfection, thereâsâ uh, thereâs something I wanted to talk with you about, actually.â
âIs everything okay?â Helen asked. One of the flowers blooming at Helenâs side started to droop just enough for Aline to notice so she smiled softly as she took a seat on the patch of grass across from her girlfriend.
âThereâs a reason I wanted to bring you here this morningâmore than just letting you bask in the sunrise that you love so much.â
âThere is?â Helen asked and suddenly, Aline wasnât the only one visibly anxious. Weirdly enough, it calmed her to know that she wasnât alone.
The sun had just begun to peek out from the horizon and Aline knew that if she was going to ask Helen her particularly important question, sheâd have to act fast before either of them were distracted by the beauty of it.
âHelen, Iâ I must have rehearsed this a million times. I think Izzy and Magnus were thoroughly unimpressed by the thousandth time but they knew how important this was to me, how important you are to me.â Helenâs hands were trembling and Aline took them into hers in hopes of calming both of them down. âYou speak of the perfection of nature like you arenât part of it, you know? You sprouted from the earth just as much as these flowers have and somehow you are even more beautiful. You live life with all of the responsibility that shadowhunters have but never forget to worship the land that makes you that much more special than the rest of us.
âI watch youâwhich isnât as creepy as it sounds,â Aline noted with a small chuckle which Helen returned easily. âI see the way that you care so fully about everyone and everything around you. I see the joy and happiness that you bring to others and that you let them bring to you. You allow yourself to bask in all of the things that I take for granted. Have I ever told you when I fell in love with you?â
Helen shook her head and whispered a barely audible, âNo.â
âIt was the day after Jonathan attacked Alicante. Everyone was devastated by loss whether it was the people they loved or their homes or even the safety net they thought was wrapped around this sacred realm. They were ready to give up in the dark of the night and each person you spoke to was told the same thing: âwait until the sun rises and youâll see everything that truly matters.â Do you remember?â
âI do,â Helen said, glancing over to where the sun was rising over the beautiful lake, just breaking through the trees surrounding them before gazing back into Alineâs eyes again.
âIâve waited for so many sunrises and each one has told me the same thing; you are what truly matters to me. Your happiness, your love, yourâeverything is what makes each sunrise special. I want to wake up to each one making sure you know how important you are to me and how much Iâm in love with you, Helen.â
Aline opened the picnic basket with trembling fingers, rummaging through the contents before they landed on the small box she had in her possession for the last six monthsâsix months of sunrises and spending time with the person she was sure she wanted to wake up to every day. It was now time for that moment and when she glanced back over to Helen, all of the anxiety leading up to the day flowed off of her like water.
âI donât need another sunrise to know that what truly matters to me, more than anything in this world, is you. Helen,â she began, taking a deep preparatory breath, âwill you marry me?â
Aline barely heard the shouted âyesâ before Helen was launching at her, both of them falling backward onto the cushion of green grass and moss behind them. Flowers sprouted up from the dirt, an array of colors that were illuminated by the sun joining the open sky above them. As they kissed through their laughter and tears, Aline thanked the sun for being the second brightest star to shine in her life, knowing without a doubt that the first was Helen.