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that certain in ur fics get really climax?! running 🏃 action? like its that point where the long chapters have me gripping my seat and hunching towards my screen like its fifa. all i can say is my heart races at the best way with the work it is such a good read everytime. but holy moly congratulations on the engagement!!!! will we get a future floral bouquet reveal
Spoiler for you sweet soul
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BANG!!
They still got that shit on
Hello, loved the last few chapter, but im kinda confused now about sebastian, does he really hate dregs now? How will his view on her change? Before i thought he was like a "crazy cannibal boyfriend that loved her but didnt know how to express it" but now i think he wants to kill her, or am i wrong?
Sebastian is purposely confusing because he doesn’t know what he wants. He hates that the other yn hated him. He genuinely deluded himself into thinking she liked what he did.
Sebastian has never had a normal relationship since the death of his mother at his child hands. It, his father’s “youre too powerful for this world”, and the bomb have made him deeply ill.
He is a facade. An actor. Smaller on the inside.
He does not love her. Not the sense you or I love. Deeply, domestically, wanting to grow together. Most of the Mark’s don’t- they possess more than love. Though think it is love. It’s obsession, ownership, and infatuation.
It’s all the reason more Seb’s I think I could fall in love with you hits so hard. He genuinely means it.
Sebastian would not say he loved her either. Even if he was capable. That is a weakness, the same way his grief is. Sebastian does not like being weak. He knows that one thing about himself.
When he believes lies, he is weak. He doesn’t want to be lied to. He wants you to fight, be truthful in your hate. See, it’s better you hate him honestly. If you’re honest, maybe you won’t kill yourself.
As for trying to kill you, he was trying in 49. He’s wounded, the first time in a long time. He’s reactionary as an animal.
As to what he feels next, only time will tell.
Seba drawings for my pookie bears bday!!!
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you had me crying for 10 minutes... i loved Seb😭 i was mentally preparing myself for anything for ch49. but the ending had me caught offguard. i love your writing and i cant wait for arc 3.
also fvck "the ashole". i must've blanked out at this part bc im slightly confused about him😭😭 is he on the ship or is he gonezooo ????
This is the arc 3 yall are waiting for btw.
i’m a grown ass woman at work mourning the loss of a fictional character.. ?? help
Seb genuinely thought he was going to win that fight. He did not think he was sacrificing himself. He did not feel his death at all. One second he’s winning, the next he’s nothing at all.
Chapter 49 had me going through the five stages of grief. Seb just finally had it in him to do something and not run for once and then... gone. Im praying that somehow someday Seb is alive and will come back later...somehow. And Markus' and Gray's betrayal stung, they had an escape, they could've helped but they chose not to... Also I'm starting to hate Grayson and like Sebastian... your writing is so good that it made me hate a weird little stumpy dude and start to adore a cannibal.
No fair, I was crying for like fifteen minutes straight after finishing the chapter. I felt like a widow whom lost her fiancee in war.
Please don't stop writing, I look forward to the start of every month just so that I can read a new chapter of this wonderful fic.
Side note - if its ok w u can I plz be 🍋 anon?
Markus and Gray fundamentally believe in structure above all else. While Mark is an insufferable loose cannon- he also provides stability they both need to stay in control of themselves and their environments.
I believe Markus would EVENTUALLY have the ability to make a seamless escape with you- I’m unsure so many years in he’d really want that. Markus has been worn into a smooth grove by his father. And while it’d be an easier life to escape the empire he can not see himself anywhere but in a powder keg.
Also if he were to escape, HE has to be in control of EVERYTHING. He knows the empire is also too strong to make an insane enemy of that way Thragg has.
Grayson I think will grow on a lot of people in arc 3. Im really excited for him to be able to talk more! He’s genuinely so awkward. Big scary ass horse who just stands there sending you psychic messages of I LOVE YOU PLEASE GET BETTER. But also? He’s insane.
Sebastian is going to go places. He’s a really weird dude and I’m excited to show you how this character in particular evolves- or if he even can.
Seb unfortunately is gonezo. We’ll likely do dead wife flashbacks here and there but not for awhile. I want you to feel the absence. There is no more cool boy relief in him. An island among the cold, black sea.
The next chapter is already halfway through it’s write phase! We’re super excited !! Thank you for the words of encouragement
