Hi my is bradley Quaife
Well that's my name but not my life Many people out there don't know me truthfully and honestly There's no excuses for anything I am about to say. I was born jan 10th 1994 not 91. I told people I was older because of myself letting my depression get hold of me and destroy me after all the bullying I have ever had towards me, another words split personality disorder aka SPD. Reasons I came to Australia To honestly get away from all my struggles and pain of loving there in New Zealand. Another big thing I don't have kids , I was going to be a father twice. Both of them didn't make it one at 21weeks miscarried , 2nd one at 23weeks miscarried, to me every time those dates come around I would make up stories about why I'm upset, the names I said they were called were the names I had chosen for them each time, The mothers are not locked up in jail they were effected similar to me in the situation but both of them were put in mental wards because they fell through the cracks just like I did. I was diagnosed with extreme post dramatic stress aka EPDS another thing. Now I'm here in Australia I did have a full time job But I got raped for the second ,then third then fourth time while being here so far, I lived in refuges and hostels around Australia to try and live after all these times but after all these times my mental and emotional side of me and physical was damaged more and more, The last time it happened was only 2 months ago, But after this last time I did something so stupid I'm going to court next week possible jail time because I fell into the wrong crowd and took my anger out on life by doing stupid stuff, Another thing Because of all my problems and stupid things I have done and the things I am victim too I am so broken I'm homeless again back on the streets of Australia Thanks too one of my mates Gracie Townsend for talking out of doing something even more stupid and that was going to be suicide. I understand if people delete me from there life's just understand this How would you survive all of this?? How would you be affected if this happen to you all in a space of 10years?? If you delete me from your life I leave you with this motto I have had for. Very long time "The moment you seek life is the moment you will experience everything you never thought you would know of let alone live with". I think life is a learning experience I learnt I live with all these things including epilepsy as another thing But I want you all to know if I was too die tonight tomorrow I hope me helping any of you's through life while I'm struggling made you realise anyone can achieve anything "just believe and you can achieve".
