back on my bullshit again ft. elaborated fan canon & sinner yuri

"You've been dreaming for a long time, Mayors. Drawing your own picture of an idealized world. - Do i even need to explain the idealism and hope that Carmen had

And you have chosen the ocean as the means to building a path toward that vision.

Yet... why have you failed to take the leap of faith yourself? You're not being honest with yourself. - Carmen created a mask of confidence, a persona who says she knows what to do and we remember how it ended, she wasn't really honest to herself during her life

I know it very well that you were afraid of becoming one of them.

The fear that your own creed might crumble, that you might lose your own sense of self, your ego.

The fear that you might end up becoming nothing more than just another thing swept up by the ineffably overwhelming will. - Carmen wanted to be seen, to be heard, she definitely herself didn't wanted to be nothing, I mean come on, one of associated abnos with her is Burrowing Heaven

You don't share your interest with the other devotees—"survival" isn't what you care about. - All who knew Carmen were talking about how unlike others she wants to change the world

What you really care about is giving everyone a chance to experience what it feels like to live in a world of warmth... ephemeral it may be. - Where I even start, we are talking about Miss Sun here, so you know

Please, you don’t have to concern yourself with what other people might think,

Mayors. But that’s not what you really believe, is it? You know that better than anyone. - Just, she sees though her mask because all those feelings are all too well familiar

While you hesitate, countless people who are bound to the inescapable bridle will continue to suffer.

It's okay. You don’t have to hide the shape of your heart, its colors.

The only thing you have to concern yourself with is… how you can lead the people of the City... and then Terra. - Miss "I will not finish everyone will love themselves"

Love is our collective destination, after all… - Okay there she literally says they have stuff in common

So please, let go of this tool that might break your heart.

Don’t force yourself to walk the path of thorns. Your pilgrimage needn't be that of suffering. - Carmen had her own path of thorns, even Garden of Thorns as you might say, she definitely saw a lot

You don’t believe in any recourse, do you? Other than this, anyway.

Don’t you think we should find a better, faster path with less suffering? Before more people inevitably hurt each other with their ill-intent?

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