#maybeimjustcrazy

When you've been asking your significant other how their day has been going and you get bland answers; just to discover they've posted on social media several of today's adventures in Shakespearian detail?

There are times when I wished he knew so he can hold me at night. So he can comfort me. So he can tell me I'm completely normal. Where I can tell him everything and we'd be happy.  But I  know that in reality, we're no where near those days.

But I think I'm going to start fighting for my boyfriend's attention soon. I don't really why but lately it seems like I am always waiting for him and just wanting his attention and now i feel like i have to do many things just to get his attention for myself only. I do see him stare at other girls and that's fine before but now i am getting more and more annoyed, irritated, and angry. I sometimes think that think that this is the work of the pill but no it is not. Or I'm just exaggerating things and becoming more selfish as I accumulate more times spending with him.