Is it true you feel something when you think your feeling nothing, the feeling of nothing. Slowly giving up and not caring which way you walk down the path. Thinking whatever happens, happens, and you don't care for the aftermath. Letting go of all that matters so you don't have to worry cry, yell, or do any other type of hyuman needs anymore. To be silent, unoticeable just because how careless you now are. Giving up slowly to life and reality realizing there is only 1 eternal escape, but which you can't take. You crave realease but you hide the truth in the back of the black depths of your mind keepting it all in so you and feel like nothing matters anymore. Even though in the back of your mind you know what you truly want most. Their is a temporary relief, but you can not take it for you have to act as if you don't care or people will notice. Act like nothing in the world matters anymore as you slowly succumb to harsh reality. Webbing you cocoon until there is not even an inch of light that can seep in. Enhancing your brick wall so no noice can creep through. Building your armor and shell with no chinks so nothing can pierce through. Locking your heart away so no emotions can ignite inside within you. Slowly inching towards the inevitable life with no escape, yet in desperation slightly clearing your mind from its haze to think and the truth of escape slowly crawling back forwards. yet you are not willing to take that step back down the path into the darkening corridors behind. Continue walking on until all that once mattered is none, but a stone on the ground and a whisp of wind blowing by. Finally you took alll the steps to carelessness and invisibility so none without looking in the corner of their eyes shall see the lone figure in the shadows behind, crying alone. That is the payment and curse of taking these teps, walking this path, and finishing this problem to close your book, By caring none to become invisible. Loneliness.
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that is the only sense of comfort he found on the flight. The fact that you wonât get killed deliberately by him is always a reason to rejoice.
Of course, the strangerâs eyes werenât helping much either.
Kyle had settled into his seat and almost passed out when a young teenage boy plopped down next to him. The boy was 13 years of age at the oldest and had his nosed shoved so far into his Gameboy Kyle was surprised he was able to play the game itself. Pixelated music rang from the fuzzy brown-haired boys ear-buds that were clearly five notches too loud and Kyle could tell this was going to be a longer flight than just a mere fourteen hours.
Kyle hadnât remembered shutting his eyes but he was woken by a rude shove of the kidâs hand. Kyle glared at the kid and then looked up at the waitress, who smiled brightly only because it was mandatory for her job and held up a small note pad. Kyle arched his eye brows âOh, uh coffee with two sugars and a ham sandwich, please.â Kyle spoke robotically. Regardless of the flight he always got that meal, it was always a safe way to go. The woman nodded and walked off without another word. Kyle returned to his original position of staring at the back of the other chairs but not without catching the boyâs bright blue eyes staring at him.
âYouâre weird.â He said straight up. âTrust me,â Kyle replied, âyou have no idea.â
Kyle attempted to take his position once more but the boy continued. âLike really unnaturally weird. Though I guess itâs not my area to judge you. Iâm Michael by the way. Iâm going to Korea because of a foreign exchange program. My mom said it was to be a learning experience though I think my parents wanted me out of their hair for a while.â Â
Kyle stared at the kid who made no father comment. âAlrighty thenâŚâ Kyle sighed back into his chair.  It was going pretty well, the sandwich was a bit dry but he didnât complain, when he started noticing the Michaels head twitch over and look at the flight attendant speaking to an older man. Kyle strained to see through the mist just incase he was missing something, but nothing unnatural was there. The kid was starting to worry Kyle. Thatâs when the asshole of a man decided it was within his duty to gracefully rise from his seat and smack the young flight attendant across the face.
Kyle jolted out of his seat, nocking the red hand held gaming system out of Michaelâs hands. âHey!â He yelled instinctively. He was banking on his luck that this guy wouldnât be much of an issue because Kyle was far out of energy. The older male glared at him and he could feel all the other eyes turn towards him as well, including the flight attendant who was holding her nose, a small red trickle running down her face. He pushed his way towards the aisle and Kyle immediately regretted sitting next to the window. Kyle had to climb over Michael in just enough time to come face to face with the abuser. âSir, I donât think that is a civil way to act.â Kyle spoke soothingly, trying to keep his nerves at bay. The plane jostled around a little from turbulence and no one moved.
Everything was still for only a moment more before the man swung at Kyle. True Kyle wasnât expecting it but he was fast. Quickly his knees bent and he dodged the first attack much to his dismay the guy had a knee on the way. It made contact with Kyleâs stomach, but he fled back in time to not let it cause much, if any, damage.
Now he was annoyed.
The man approached Kyle once more. âIâm so done with ass holes like you.â Hyun-jun mumbled before finally taking his first blow. He swung his leg towards the front of the manâs knee, popping it back and out of place causing him to fall onto his butt. Kyle continued the momentum into another kick from his other leg into the males stomach. âI hate seeing people act like you.â Kyle left the man on the aisle of the plane.
Three more hours until he landed.
Great.
The strangersâ friends helped him back into his seat and movement started once more on the plane but no one dared speak a word more. No one looked at him anymore as he made his way back to his seat and slid down next to Michael once more.
The flight was silent for another hour until Michael decided to speak first. âDude. Dude.â He whispered to Kyle âDuuuuuude.â Kyle finally looked over at him. âThat was so awesome! How did you, I mean like, two blows and he was done for.â A few whispers became audible from other places in the plane. âListen, Michael, itâs late and itâs been a long flight. Letâs not talk about it.â He shushed the child. Kyle must have been exhausted because nest thing he knew he was being woken up by a flight attendantâs voice coming over the speaker as though nothing had happened just three hours prior informing them to prepare for landing.
Kyle sighed, pushing himself up to the seating position. Hopefully meeting his family would go smoother than the flight had.
Getting of the plane went smoother than he had expected only a few glares from some other people that didnât take the fight lightly. Everyone else had clearly decided collectively to forget about the plane incident, which was fine by him.
He emerged from the terminal, carryon in hand and instantly made eye contact with him.
 Propped up on Kyleâs suitcase, Hyunsu, his oldest brother.Â