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Don't you just love when you're trying to cheer yourself up with a happy song, only for your mind do come up with a very depressing idea and make you more depressed than you were previously?
Yeah fuck sarcasm, i fucking despise that
Anywho, have a story that i wrote as a vent
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You smile as you see her gorgeous face, adoring her beautiful eyes, her loving smile, and the cute blush she has, as she brings you to what seems to be a festival in a forest. Things are rather perfect, you think, she is rather perfect.
Your Love. Your Sanity. Your Joy. She looks, and is as beautiful as the first time you saw her, and you cant help but smile wider in happiness at being so lucky to be with such a perfect person as her.
As you follow her, you cant help but want to try to kiss her... Yet, you cant. You are confused on why you cant give her such easy affection, but you just... Cannot. Its like your body is not responding to that command, so to speak. The truth of not being able to kiss your girlfriend vastly sours your mood, your smile fading as you continue following her, as she holds your hand as to make sure you dont get lost, in the forest or in your own mind.
She notices your expression as you reach your destination, gently cupping her cheek as she gently turns your head to look at her. She looked calm, but worried. She gently rubbed your cheek as she hummed, a small grin briefly appearing on your face, before dissapating back into a sad frown. You want to kiss her at that moment, but you still just... Cant. Its madness... Madness...?
You begin to be somewhat confused when you notice her looking behind her, waving to what appeared to be a group of people. They sound familiar, you think to yourself, as you hear them converse among one another, about what, you cant seem to understand. Though it matters not as shw turns back to you with a happy, albeit still somewhat worried, smile.
Your eyes widen in suprise as it turned out the group were all your loved ones, family and friends, old and new! A small shard of a smile reappears on your face from the honest shock, as she hops away for a moment, seemingly getting the others to quiet down, before she signals to you to come over. Everone, her included, begin to sing a joyful, cheery song to you.
"Smile, darn ya, Smile!", they sing to you, as your love shows you a greatly bright smile, which you cant help but smile back at. Tears begin to appear in your eyes as your focus grows on her, as she steps closer to her, fully happy as you are.
"Smile, darn ya, Smile~! For there is nothing that you cannot overcome! Smile, darn ya, Smile! And where the clouds appear, you soon will find the sun~!", your love serenades you, tears of pure joy falling down your face as you try to hug her... Yet unable to do so, just like when you wanted to kiss her, you just couldnt.
She hugs you instead, seeming extremely happy to be with you, and you were extremely happy to be with her, in this small party that seemed to be all about you. Your love looked up and softly giggled, looking back at you before nodding upwards. Another suprise, fireworks mayby? You waste no time finding out as you look upwards only to see--
A loud buzzing of lamps fills your ears as youre blinded by the light, beginning to be confused - where were you, where did your beloved dissapear to, why... were you curled up into a ball in the corner of the room?
It quickly dawned upon you when you saw the television on the opposite corner of the room, on the ceiling, playing what seemed to be a cartoon, with your beloved in it, the song continuing still as it begins echoing in your mind. Your realisation only deepened still, and despite what the song told you, you were unable to smile as tears began falling down your face.
It was never real to begin with. You were still in your cell in this asylum, doomed to be forgotten and treated like an inhuman thing, and the only solace and salvation in your pathetic existance you could find was in the cartoon that played on repeat in your cell's television.
Your arms were tied due to the straight jacket, but if you could have, you would take off your shoe and throw it at the damn tv... yet, you cant. Its the only sanity you have left, your only salvation from this cold, dead, pathetic excuse for a life you have.
You weep, curling more into yourself, your mind unable to comprehend reality. Everything was a delusion made by your own broken mind, as to attempt to satisfy your need for companionship and affection that you were denied all your life.
You feel weak and numb as you stare off into the white pillow-walls of your cell, a soft melody playing as your eyes carefully wander to the television. You see her there, sharing treats with 'you', as she smiles at you, genuinely, and full of love.
You subcontiously decide that you have had enough of reality, and as you continue to watch, you find yourself feeling calmer as you fully focus on it, the previous revelation slowly being forgotten again.
You sink yourself back into your delusion, as you find yourself on a lovely date with your beloved. She smiles at you, genuinely and full of love, as you find yourself smiling back. You hum a soft melody that you remember from a party you were with her on once, wishing you could embrace and kiss her, as she does just that.
