#matutu talks

i love how in books abt female historic figures that were ignored in favor of men you can /feel/ the bitterness i mean this one writes why write a book about female culture philosophs like Themista when you can write about men who did the same?

lmao just had a conversation w my sis abt my inability to take selfies bc i hate my face and feel disgusting as soon as i take one

sometimes im a bit scared of my ability to smile and sound all good and then tear up again as soon as the person is gone

lmao so i p much didnt eat anything today so i wanted to order a burger but my mom said i should wait for my dad to come home and then i heard her ask him in the kitchen and just sth abt the way or tone made me freeze and i denied it saying im not hungry anymore and now i cant rly stop crying but i somehow manage a chipper voice when someone asks sth and im so fucking hungry but i just?? cant get out of my room idk why

its only like 2pm but im already so fucking tired

vacation just started and i cant anymore 4 ppl in a 2 person room my mom is pissed off and I'll need to do damage control and im too exhausted to do anything

so i made an aesthetic blog @matus-aesthetic i know im rly creative w names