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#36 text/letter fic + #97 time travel
Some people can time travel. Not on purpose, and not controlled, but a few thousand people every generation have the ability to move back and forward through time. No one is sure why, or how, but the more romantically inclined say it has something to do with soulmates, since most of the time, travelers seem to get pulled towards one specific person.
The first time Tony travels, he’s five. He ends up in a dirty alleyway he recognises as being somewhere in New York only because he can see the Brooklyn bridge in the distance once he stumbles out into the street proper.
“Your clothes’re silly,” a boy about Tony’s age says, grinning all gap-toothed when Tony scowls at him.
But before Tony can reply, he’s back in his bedroom in Manhattan, and the calendar above his desk says it’s 1975.
The next couple of times Tony travels to meet the boy are equally short. His mom tells him it’s normal, that the visits will grow longer the older he gets, the more used to his “powers” he gets. Tony thinks that’s stupid, so that evening, he writes his name, address, and favourite hobbies down on a piece of paper, which he carries everywhere with him from then on.
It takes another couple of years and visits, but Tony finally stays long enough to pass along the letter. And then, the time after that, he gets a letter back!
The boy he visits is called Jamie, he’s 10, he’s from Brooklyn, and the year during which he he writes his note is 1927. Tony is ecstatic to get as much.
Over the next couple of years, Tony and Jamie start a habit of exchanging letters during their short, 1 to 4 minute visits. Jamie isn’t always Tony’s age, and sometimes Tony visits a Jamie who hasn’t seen Tony (as much) yet, which is a little weird, but all in all, they get along great, and almost always have notes for each other.
They exchange funny stories, about their families and friends, or about what life in their respective decades is like. Somehow, oddly enough, if Tony tries to go into detail about something that hasn’t happened for Jamie yet, the notes always seem to get smudged or damaged? When Tony asks his mom about it, she says it’s because the universe won’t allow Tony to change history.
Then, when Tony is 19, he visits for the longest amount of time yet. He lands in the alleyway he’s come to know as the one behind Jamie’s apartment, but this time, Jamie isn’t there to greet him.
Somehow, though, Tony knows where to go. It’s hard to tell how, but there’s a tug in his chest, pulling him towards the harbour, towards what Tony knows, without a doubt, is where Jamie is. Tony isn’t sure he should be there, because the streets get more dinky and suspect the farther he goes, but Tony is stubborn and determined, and if Jamie’s there? Tony will go pretty much everywhere.
He eventually lands in a sidestreet behind a club, and isn’t sure where to go from there. Until the backdoor of what he assumes is a club or bar opens, and Jamie stumbles out, laughing and flushed, arms loosely wrapped around another boy’s neck. It’s that guy who notices Tony first, going stiff and tense, and prompting Jamie to turn around.
As soon as he recognises Tony, Jamie pushes the other boy away, face growing pale. The other boy flees back inside immediately, and Tony doesn’t understand at first, until he remembers the decade, and—
“Hey, no,” Tony says, hands held up, speaking as gently as he can. “It’s fine. I mean, it’s not totally fine where—when I come from, but it’s okay. It’s, uh, legal? Mostly? And people are still assholes about it, but it’s okay. No one gets put away for it anymore. And, uhm. Also,” he clears his throat, “I’m—too? Me too?”
There’s a flurry of emotions flickering across Jamie's face, eventually landing on tentative hope. “Legal, huh?” he asks, smiling shakily.
“Yeah.” Tony takes a tentative step closer, then another when Jamie reaches for him. “Not everywhere, but New York? A huge, flourishing gay scene. Uh. Queer? Whatever you’re calling it right now.”
And Jamie—he looks relieved, but also overwhelmed, clutching at Tony almost desperately. They’re holding onto each other tightly, Jamie breathing hard, holding eye contact until—
Tony can’t tell who moves first, but they meet in the middle, lips pressing together. Tony moans, and Jamie does the same, threading a hand into Tony’s hair. And, as strange as it seems, it feels like coming home, like kissing someone he’s kissed before, tens or hundreds or thousands of times, familiar and—
Tony blinks, and he’s back in his apartment, Jamie nowhere to be seen, but Rhodey looking at him funnily from the couch across the room.
It’s the last time Tony goes to visit Jamie for a long time.
And Tony doesn’t forget about Jamie, not really, but after five years, and another ten, and then twenty in total, it’s difficult to tell how much of it was real, how much he really felt, how much was just childish or teenage imagination and exaggeration.
The next time it happens, Tony is in Afghanistan, and he can’t even tell if it’s real or not. He’s floating, high on pain, and one minute it’s Yinsen dabbing at his forehead with a wet cloth, and the next it’s a man with Jamie’s pale grey eyes, looking terrified. But then Tony blinks, and he’s back in the cave, and everything’s full of pain again.
It’s years again, after that. Tony thinks he might have visited again, shortly after Loki and the Chitauri, but he can’t tell if him seeing Jamie’s face, hardened and devoid of recognition, was an actual instance of time travel, or just him wishing for a warm, familiar face after a week full of stress, confusion.
Sometimes, Tony misses Jamie, and the simplicity of him. But it’s difficult to hold onto someone who doesn’t even seem entirely real, who’s been little more than a ghost for most of his life.
Until 2014, shortly after Steve—without calling anyone for backup, because he’s an idiot like that—took down SHIELD and HYDRA, all in one fell swoop.
JARVIS alerts Tony to someone sneaking around his parents’ old mansion, and Tony, despite suspecting it’s just kids trying to get a glimpse into Iron Man’s childhood life, decides to check it out. He dons the armour, flies over to the Manhattan mansion, and uses the underground tunnels Howard built in a fit of paranoia to get in.
The intruder is still there, according to JARVIS, but hasn’t damaged anything or taken any pictures so far. They’re in the back yard, so Tony opens the sliding doors, stepping onto the terrace, activating the automated lights.
It makes the person creeping around the yard freeze, so Tony calls out, “It’s fine, I’m not going to call the cops. Well, I mean as long as you’re not planning on doing anything stupid, I suppose?”
The person, after hesitating for a long moment, slowly walks closer, and Tony’s breath stutters in his chest when they—when he steps into the light, fidgeting nervously, twitchy and obviously scared.
But Tony knows that guy, even if he hasn’t seen him in years. He looks different, sickly and exhausted, but those eyes. Tony has seen them on a face that was five, and seven, and ten, and twelve, and barely twenty, and—
“‘S a long shot,” the guy rasps, as if he isn’t used to talking, and—and holy shit, yes, that’s a metal arm he uses to brush his hair out of his eyes. “But someone gave me this address eighty or so years ago, an’ I—I thought, maybe—”
“Jamie,” Tony breathes, and the guy’s whole body relaxes, somewhat, his whole demeanour softening.
He waves, smiling weakly. “Hi, Tony.”











