#marsconfesses

Sorry for being so batshit crazy. It will happen again.

I feel like Shifting is more like a backup for me. Like, I don’t script consistently and I haven’t really attempted to shift in awhile. It’s just kind of like a thing for when I’m in a really bad spot. Yeah, I’ll make Pinterest boards and daydream till my heart gives out, but I don’t think I’ll really try to shift until I get to a really bad point. It’s kinda like a last minute escape plan to me.

Determined to become the mysterious kid who wears crystals and odd jewelry that secretly has deep meanings and I just spout random but meaningful bullshit that sounds like it belongs in a poem

Oh, the moots who have been here since the beginning are NAWT ready for the edit I’m working on rn….

Tbh I don’t think my Mattheo obsession ever went away, I think I just had a Kurt obsession cause o was off my medication and my brain needed a way to chase the dopamine. Now that I’m back on my medication everything’s evened out.

I held a snake😊

Realizing the reason I like Mattheo so much is because his problems are worse than mine and I can focus more on trying to help him fix his problems instead of fixing my own🥲

I can’t fucking do this anymore. It’s like everytime I get a second to breathe another problem appears. I fucking hate life!!’