#mars.rambles

Anyway, to deal with stress lately and to get my imagination back working, I have been reading a TON. I have always read quickly and I was taught to speed-read. This has led to me reading 12 books in the past week and a half (maybe less).

I am currently reading the Zodiac Academy series. It's ruining me, I fear. I'd LOVE to talk about it with someone or any of the other books that I am reading.

I have decided to reopen my asks. As a reminder, I do not take requests here. I wanted to open my asks if you guys wanted to chat about my fics or other things. I miss the ability to talk to you guys a bit more personally. However, if things get out of hand with my asks, I will have to close them again.

I'm having fun with this one so far!

I will be posting Drive It Like You Stole It later today here on Tumblr! I hope you are looking forward to it and show it loves of love 💞

Thank you all for your patience and support!

Love you,

I wanted to take a moment and apologize for my behavior yesterday. While I was upset and am still upset by a few things that came to light, I let my emotions get the better of me and made a gut reaction that has caused a lot of gut reactions.

I am not a child and yesterday I reacted like one simply because of high emotions and the desire to protect a friend. This now has one of my favorite things in the world struggling and me considering my role and place in the long run as part of that network.

I just want to write. That is what I love to do. While I do love running a network, at the end of the day I work sometimes 50 to 60 hours a week, and I just try to squeeze in time to write because that is my passion. The network is where my friends are and while I'm not around as much as I would like to be, at least I can see them even if I don't interact. It saddens me to think that I might lose both of those things because of my reaction and the reaction of others.

I'm not sure how this will end but I am truly sorry to those I hurt with my words and actions, not just with this incident but any other time that I have let emotions get the better of me. If I am able to move forward with my writing and be part of the network in anyway, I will try to grow and be a better person.

Thank you,

I have the flu (or something adjacent). But this fic has also gotten out of hand. I hope y'all enjoy it. 😭