just unfollowed avid and marm. i feel sick omds like i never really cared for them past thinking they were cool and liking avid's characters and marm by proxy, so i know how ridiculous this sounds, but i was genuinely shaking unfollowing avid's twitter. i hope everyone affected by this situation, including them, can heal, i hope they are safe, i hope their children are safe, i hope everyone they hurt is save. please let this be your reminder to get help if you need it, neither you nor the people around you deserve to suffer you not accepting (your need for) it. if this post feels awkwardly paced, i'm sorry, i'm trying to arrange my thoughts in a way that can be followed at all, i'm very sorry. please stay safe. please, i cannot say this enough, get help if you are in need of it. please know you are so loved.