Jul 10, 2023
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Wondering whatβs taking so long with my fic updates?
This is how I have to write nowadays.
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Do the propeller π΅πΆ I seem to almost always find myself singing my kid's music. It is stuck in my head 24/7. You really can't help it after being subjected to it all day. The wiggles must have a gazillion views on this song in particular from Hasan alone. Anyhow.Although it is not my choice of music but it is a phase I must experience with nugget.
Final note;Feeling blessed and trying to soak in every minute for they grow up so fast π
Midwife has advised me against seeing Top Gun Maverick in the cinema due to the loud sounds of the jet engines πΏ
Didn't get see the first one in the cinema as I was a baby at the time of release, now won't get a chance to see the new one either! π
Don't get me wrong, I totally understand that loud sounds can affect our unborn child, but still gutted to not see a film I waited over two years for, or hear that awesome Lady Gaga song on the big screen! π
The midwife said that Scott could go and then tell me all about it, but the thing is, he's not even interested in the film - he was going to take me as a treat! π π
So now, I'm a very sad panda-cat πΏ
A selfie a day 11/14/17 I took this seconds before my 4 year old grabbed my arm and asked for juice. My house is always hectic...
A selfie a day 3/2/17 Hey, I never said they had to my own selfies, right? πππ My kids love using the camera on my phone and amidst the pics of blurry stuffed animals and books, there's a gem like this. If you ignore the finger, that is.
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I'm totally having a "please stop growing and stay my little baby forever" kind of day. Emma's tooth cut through and she's trying so damn hard to crawl, she's almost got it. How has 6 months gone by so fast? I'm just going to sit here all teary and hold her while she naps.
There is something I always forget: being touched out is a thing. I always forget that it's normal and that it's okay. I'm not a bad mama just because I don't want to pick little one up for the tenth time in as many minutes. I'm not a mean mama because I get overwhelmed by tiny hands hugging my legs while I'm trying to clean. I'm not horrible because some nights I look at the clock hoping that it's bedtime. It's normal and I need time to reset too.
I've been tired.
Not just lately. For years. I can't remember the last time I felt fully awake, refreshed, well rested, energized. I get kicks from adrenaline when I'm excited, or scared, or angry. But they don't last. I feel hyper for a little while, and then I crash. I can drink a Monster and then feel like I need to take a nap, even after I feel the fake energy trying to snap me out of it. I made a doctor's appointment to see if I have chronic fatigue. I need to wake up. I can't deal with this anymore. I can't run around with my daughter like I want to, need to, because keeping my eyes open is too hard. I hate this.