#makeitlikepoetry

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I recently heard someone say, after they snapped, “no one really understands what they are going through” All that went through my head is “I’ve learned no one else can handle what I’m going through” And I have learned to make that look like a walk in the park Until I get alone And I’m not talking in the physical sense I’m talking about alone where I feel like I can’t escape from myself I can’t give back this hand I was dealt I even understand there is a plan and road for everyone’s individual life That’s why I knew my life was worth more than the cut of a knife But I don’t know what to do now I feel like ten years of my life was wasted I look back on actions I wanted to manifest and how I hesitated What was it all for 8/3/05 Back then I certainly didn’t care what anyone else thought or how their actions didn’t line up with their speaking Looking back, my mind is playing catch up on some thinking Adjusting, making some needed changes in life, a little tweaking I thought I couldn’t move now, but I was suspended in time for ooh so long I couldn’t see it then, but I’m figuring out what was wrong I was trying so hard to faithfully stay on course and finish the race Then like forbidden fruit paraphrased through all I was going on I saw the words “It’s all a waste” With subtitles like “Behind the scenes, everyone else is running in place” Now I already know better than that Life isn’t Romper Room or Cat in the Hat 9/14/06 So I held fast to my first fruits Continued to believe I was coming out of whatever I was going through Knowing that God’s word would stand, show, and prove Regardless of how hard I made it for me, myself & I I continued to hold on, but tired of fighting, and I stopped asking why I began to ask the mirror when The answer sparked me to pick up a pen