Iāll Never Die:
[Sapphic Heroine x Villain] [CW: mentions of drugs.]
[To @mirohtron and @cybelpunk: Hereās your food, ducklings. Make me proud.]
The villain, Heroine thinks grudgingly, is toying with her. Teasing her. Flaunting a distinctive HermĆØs bracelet that goes all too perfectly with her black turtleneck and leather trench coat, but is completely out of place because after all, Villain supposed to be hiding her identity.
Itās infuriating, really, that sheās wearing something so expensive and walking on the railings of an office building like gravity wouldnāt dare to touch her. Meanwhile, Heroine is hiding behind the electrical box, swallowing down a sick exhaustion as she grips her wounded arm.
Sheās certain her injury is more than it seems. The nausea and her sudden cold sweat is proof of an assisting drug.
āI hope you arenāt making this easy for me, Heroine,ā Villain calls, stepping off the railing with a clack of her Christian Louboutin boots. She laughs, loud and clear, raising her arms above her head and sighing loudly. āBut then again, itād be much better for you to just fall into my arms. Donāt you think?ā
Heroine would be convinced of Villainās insanity, only it canāt be. Villain may be teasing and sarcastic with her words, carelessly wearing designer shoes on a wet rooftop, but sheās not a fool. Sheās backed Heroine into a corner more than once, has won battles Heroine didnāt even know they were fighting, and kept her identity secret, under the leather hood and behind the loud laughter. She can wear all the HermĆØs and Christian Louboutin she likes, because she knows Heroine canāt ever be sure of her identity despite the clues.
Villain is like the Cheshire Catāalways laughing, playing with words. Sheās like smoke, vanishing and reappearing, a mirage of sparkling darkness. Sheās sly and tricky, but charismatically so.
Heroine stifles a pained moan when she tries to move her arm, gritting her teeth and pushing herself off of the electrical box. Immediately, gravity sinks its hooks into her, and she staggers, throwing one hand out and slumping, crashing against the cold metal. Pain and exhaustion close her eyes as she shivers from the impact, tensing up with her arm clutched to her chest.
God. Damn. There is no way Villain didnāt hear that.
An almost disappointed sigh reaches Heroineās ears, accompanied by the slow clicking of Villainās boots, and followed by a mocking lament. āYou werenāt supposed to surrender.ā
Heroine chokes out a dry laugh. āIām not your mouse to toy around, anak kucing.ā
Kitten. Why is she calling Villain a kitten? The drug must be potent, pulling her eyelids closed and shutting down her brain enough for the word to slip.
The boots stop, followed by a rustling noise. Feather-light fingers touch the bottom of Heroineās chin, lifting it up.
Heroineās eyes refuse to clear, her vision cloudy with black dots.
Villainās soft breath against her skin makes Heroine inhale sharply, but itās futile. The velvet voice hums, āGood night, Maliha.ā
āāāāāā āāā šš„šš„š āāāā āāāāāāā
Heroine wakes up unable to see.
After the briefest second of panic, she realises the cause of her blindness: a silk cover over her eyes. When she reaches to pull it down, slender fingers cover hers and pull her hand away, gently but firmly setting her wrist down against cool, soft sheets.
āIād advise against that,ā a lighthearted voice warns.
Heroine picks up on the unspoken or else. It doesnāt faze her, though, and she slowly pulls her wrist out of Villainās grip, brushing her fingertips against a ring on Villainās left ring finger.
āWhat if I donāt listen to your advice?ā Heroine asks softly, bringing her hand to the edge of the blindfold and rubbing it thoughtfully.
The next moment, her hands are pinned on either side of her head, her back pressed against the cool sheets as Villainās knees press against her sides. Heroine freezes, completely thrown.
Villainās voice is unruffled, perfectly collected. āThen you pay the price.ā
Her breath tickles Heroineās skin, their closeness making her sense of touch send firecrackers up her spine and into her brain. Despite the heated thrum, Heroine refuses to move, to breathe, as Villain slowly moves off of her body, her fingers releasing Heroineās wrist.
Heroineās heart is most definitely not racing, thank you very much. Her voice is not breathless when she speaksācertainly not!āsimply cautious. āWhyā¦ā she inhales sharply when Villain takes her arm and rolls up her sleeve. āWhy are youā¦helping me?ā
āGuess.ā Villainās voice makes it hard to tell whether or not sheās being sarcastic, even though sheās currently cleaning Heroineās wound.
Heroine huffs out a laugh. āSo I donāt ruin your Alexander McQueen coat?ā She even raises an eyebrow, though she doesnāt know if Villain is looking at her face.
Villain chuckles once, and takes Heroineās hand, placing it on her shoulder, sliding it down to feel the buttons and belt.
āAh,ā Heroine murmurs, and a smile slips onto her face unintentionally. āMy mistake. Not McQueen, but Bottega Veneta.ā
āQuite right.ā Villain affirms, and lets go of Heroineās hand, which lingers in the air for a beat longer before Heroine lowers it.
Thereās only another two seconds of silence.
āIs this an apology?ā Heroine asks quietly.
Villainās movements donāt slow, but her response is not immediate. She finishes wrapping Heroineās wound and rolls down her sleeve. āItās not,ā she says, and thereās no guilt in her tone. āI have no apology to offer. I donāt think you expect one, anyway.ā
Silence. Villain is right; Heroine didnāt really think this strange act of kindness was anything more than that. It makes no sense for them to apologise for each other when they will inevitably clash again. When Villain will topple another company, destroying a building or a person, will toy with Heroine again. When Heroine will fight her again, maybe salvage something, and then they will separate. Thatās how their relationship works.
āWhat did you give me?ā It was an effective knockout drug, and Heroine has no clue how much time has passed. She can barely feel the pain, now, but that could be from treatment and not a lingering side effect of the first injection.
Villainās breath sounds faintly amused. āDo you want to hear my voice that much?ā Her laugh now is different from earlier, more innocent, like theyāre trading jokes. āIām not giving up my secrets to you just because Iām healing you, Maliha.ā
Heroine frowns, having expected a rejection. She raises her hand as if to wave away the question altogether.
Villain catches her hand and laces their fingers together, bringing the back of Heroineās hand to her lips, and Heroineās lungs contract, her heart hammering all of a sudden because god, Villainās soft laughter even feels like velvet. Sheās like a rich drink, warm and elegant at the same time, completely intoxicating.
āPretty girl,ā Villain purrs. Her lips dance over Heroineās knuckles, and a strained whimper makes it half out of Heroineās mouth.
God, this is worse than a drug, because of it was a drug, Heroine could easily find a stronger substance to distract herself. But this? There is nothing more overwhelming than the feel of Villainās breath on her skin, nothing stronger than her velvet voice washing away every thought in Heroineās mind, nothing crueler than the mad feelings churning in Heroineās chest right. There is nothing she wants more than to pull off the blindfold and see the face that belongs to a voice capable of bewitching sirens.
āYouā¦ā Heroine canāt hear herself so much as she feels the rawness of her voice. Breathless, wanting, after the ghost of a touch from this human belladonna. āWhat did you give me?ā
The question has no answer. Heroine has been given nothing, and she knows this. But it is impossible for nothing to have happened, and indeed something did happen.
Another battle she didnāt realise she was fighting until she lost. How easily she had let Villain strike her heart, not by a weapon, but with a few gentle words and a touch. To be shaken by her without even seeing her.
The most dangerous monster is always the one that remains unseen. No matter how pretty it speaks or how soft it acts, it is the deadliest enemy, because it is so easy to be deceived by the idea of beauty and kindness.
The Villain is like the Cheshire Cat, always speaking with two meanings. The most Heroine has seen of her is her smile, and she fears that if she sees any more, she will lose her heart.












