#mage warfare

One thing that has been going through my mind lately is how different some mind planes become from human average. Plenty of people (myself not included) can see energy and astral beings with ease, visualizing fantasy worlds and realities that would put fantasy in a job coma. Plenty have permanent handicaps that render them useless by most career standards. And some picked divergent pathing making them hideously incomparable. I’m one of the last kind, despite not being able to see energy types very easily after almost three years in the craft. Schizophrenia is likely the cause here. What is that, anyway? UPG and clinical research follow.

Schizophrenia is genetically linked with autism, ADHD, and PTSD.  A quick google search can find multiple scholarly articles confirming these links. The problems arise when schizophrenia is looked at exclusively in terms of mental illness, not a magical gift for mentalism and divine worship. Schizophrenic anchors are usually tuned to static buzz or earth garbage empathic nonsense. That’s why so many people without studying their illness need deadening medications to function. When I was on olanzapine, a 33% increase in signal strength was needed for a couple of my spirit guides (Samus Aran and Colette Barjack, a spirit within Angel Aura Quartz) to communicate with me. Whereas prohibited by certain applications of divine law, they still passed information into my mind to fight demonic oppressors hired by “Henry”, my ex-mentor mentioned in an earlier post. Divine thoughtforms, power embodiments like elemental forces, and planetary intelligences can all act as attunement points letting disciples of their craft gain knowledge, insight, and wisdom by calibrating their mind planes upward. This increases potential knowledge within brain functioning exponentially. It also allows divine beings catalysts for work here on earth, and soldiers in the Astral Realms.

So how did we get from mental disorder to divine anchor point within mage-class humans? A shattered mind gravitationally adheres to itself by being carried around in a skullcase all day. Information retention is diminished, having to pass through jagged mind frames and slivers of experiences before being read again. Schizophrenics were historically the mad priests, prophets and holy clergy, since so much of their minds were attuned upwards towards their divinity of choice. That divine essence saturated their thinking, and allowed them to hear clearly what others might perceive as a whisper. The trend continues where mentally-jacketed mind planes can store different pieces of information and energy, but conflicting parts interfere in stable minds. In shattered/schizophrenic mind planes, different segments don’t have to agree or even work together, fractures barring cross-threading standing in the way. 

When I was in the hospital after my 2016 war, the demon-goddess impersonating Nyx attuned a bunch of fractal pieces within my mind to different forces. Some with in the Lovecraft mythos, others from planes far away. Some she made into angelic thoughtforms and then killed the external angels by synchronistic magic. I should mention when “Henry” (please see earlier post) set up an neural handshake with the “negative karma spirit (read: demon) Dmitri, I didn’t know its name or anything about it. It gave the demon full rights to use my astral body without my knowledge or awareness. I was then blamed for everything of that war, since I had used demon-type sex magic patterns to create a pure angel, Colette Barjack, whom I’m still power-bonded with. Did I mention a couple demons within magic ignored light!Hekate and took over my case completely at that point?

Fractures can be weaponized. I’m not going to put this in a public space tho. Cleanup is messy and usually involves mass/aggregate transmutation in the “whatever, just go with it,” category.