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𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

warnings: smoking, swearing, I think that's it? if I missed something just comment

summary: you're in a relationship with evan but you had a fight. slytherin reader x slytherin evan

"WHY DOESN'T HE LOVE ME ANYMORE?" asked a crying y/n. dorcas held the girl tighter and tried to calm her down.

"he does still love you, y/n."

the two girls were in their dorm, in the bathroom. y/n was crying, lying on the floor with her head in dorcas' lap. dorcas was stroking her hair gently and slowly while trying to soothe her.

evan and y/n had a decent relationship. it wasn't the best but it could be worse. yes, they did love each other and they rarely got into fights. but when they did it lasted really long. they were both too stubborn to admit they are wrong so sometimes one fight lasts weeks.

this time it was even worse. after whole two weeks, and a lot of conversations with dorcas, y/n had decided to apologize to evan, even though she still thinks she was right. when she went to his dorm she found him with another girl.

she didn't even know they've broken up but apparently they had. it hurt her to find out that it took him jut two weeks to get over her. they'd been together for almost a year now. and all it took was two weeks?!

"then why was he with this girl?" y/n asked, sobbing quietly. dorcas' heart broke.

she rarely saw her best friend crying but this, this was something else. she looked so... broken. she shook her head briefly.

"he probably thought you broke up, or something, and he was trying to get over you." dorcas defended evan. she didn't want them to be over forever.

"i doubt it." y/n continued crying.

"I'm sure tomorrow he'll come to you and apologize." dorcas reasoned but y/n just shook her head, wiping away her tears.

"no." she said simply. dorcas looked at her confused as she got up. "I'm not gonna listen to his apology." she started walking out of the bathroom before stopping at the door. she sniffed and turned to dorcas. "if he even tries to apologize."

with that y/n walked out the bathroom and went to bed.

THE NEXT DAY Y/N HAD MANAGED TO avoid evan. she didn't sit next to him in class, sat far away from him at breakfast, lunch and dinner, etc. he didn't really approach her. yes, he glanced at her occasionally but he didn't try talking to her.

later that night she sneaked out, careful to not get caught. she was at the outskirts of the forbidden forest when it started raining.

the slight rain quickly turned into pouring and she started fast-walking towards the castle. but luck was never on her side so she bumped into the only person she didn't want to see. evan fucking rosier.

y/n just glared at him and walked past him quickly. evan quickly turned around to follow her. he grabbed her shoulder gently and stopped her.

"y/n, please. we need to talk."

"i have nothing to say to you." she turned around sharply, her h/c hair twirling behind her.

"then let me talk." evan kept on insisting. y/n opened her mouth to say something but he cut her off. "i know you're mad but I need you to hear me out, okay?"

he didn't let her onswer as he continued.

"i thought we had broken up and I tried to get over you. I'm sorry. but you didn't even look at me for two weeks. and yes, I know we've fought and longer but this time it felt different. I thought we had really broken up." evan looked at her pleadingly but she just chuckled a little, more like a scoff.

"well, let me make this easier for you. we are over. this time for real." her expression said ghat she's about to yell at him so evan just sighed and let her do what she wants.

"i don't care what you "thought". even if we really were broken up, did it really take you two fucking weeks to sleep with another girl? or have you done it and before but I just didn't catch you? huh?" she waited for an answer.

evan was a little offended that she thought so low of him but he answered calmly. "no, that was the only time. I promise you. and I didn't sleep with her. the second you walked out the door, I sent her to her dorm. please, please, believe me."

at this point they were both soaking wet but they didn't even notice as evan continued pleading an angry y/n.

"you know what? I'm sick of this. there's a million reasons why I should let you go. and this time I am letting you go." with that y/n turned around and walked into the castle, leaving a crushed evan in the rain alone.

y/n doesn't know what stopped her. but she made only two steps after she closed the door. she stayed there for a second before quickly turning around. she ran out and kissed evan, wrapping her hands around his neck.

evan was pleasantly surprised but the force of y/n's kiss sent him stumbling slightly back before he regained his composure. he wrapped his hands around her waist gently but firmly.

the rain continued pouring as they got lost in each other. after a while evan pulled away and chuckled a little breathlessly.

"what happened to having a million reasons why you should let me go?"

y/n smiled lovingly at him and replied with a soft voice.

"there's a million reasons why I should let you go." she repeated before giving him a quick peck on the corner of his lips.

"but the heart wants what it wants."

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𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

warnings: smoking, thoughts of family abuse, blood mentions, sirius angst, no smut but suggestions?

summary: you went out late at night to smoke at the astronomy tower when a mysterious guy joins you... ravenclaw fem!reader x gryffindor sirius black.

Y/N WAS AT THE ASTRONOMY TOWER, a cigarette between her lips. she was sitting on the edge, her legs hanging. just as she watched the smoke slowly fade away she heard footsteps.

she quickly turned around, thinking that it's filch, and she saw the one and only sirius black.

sirius black, a part of the four marauders - james potter, sirius black, remus lupin and peter pettigrew. he was tall and athletic. probably because he played quiddich until lasts year's "accident", a beater. no one knew what the accident was. but whatever it was, he stopped playing. he had black, shoulders length hair, grey piercing eyes and a defined jawline. he had that wolfish smirk on his lips and his hair was messy. he was probably sleeping till now. he was holding a cigarette as well.

he sat next to her, a few feet away. they smoked in silence for a while, looking at the night sky. there was something about the stars that always mesmerized y/n. sirius was the one to break the silence.

"so what are you doing here, l/n?" he asked.

he had to admit. he had definitely noticed y/n. she seemed like an outgoing girl, which is unusual for ravenclaws. she was friends with the girls so she was in the gryffindor common room pretty often. her best friend was marlene mckinnon. he often found himself staring at her. but he never approached her. he's a flirt. he shouldn't be nervous to talk to a girl like her. but he was. he hated this feeling but it also exited him.

"what does it look like I'm doing?" y/n asked with a playful smirk, lifting the hand that wa holding the cigarette. sirius chuckled and nodded, doing the same gesture.

"yeah, me too." he lied. he didn't come specifically for smoking. he needed to clear his head.

he had a nightmare, again. about his family. it was mostly the abuse he had gone through. memories.

he was laying on the floor in a pool of blood. his blood. he couldn't understand how his parents, his own mother, could do that to him. what did he do to make them so angry? sure, he didn't agree with his parents' beliefs and yes, he was a gryffindor, even though his whole family are slytherins and yes, he wasn't the perfect son. but was he that bad that he deserved that?

the cruciatus curse. the pain wasn't only physical, it was also emotional. the cold, emotionless look in his mother's blue eyes. the rage in his father's grey eyes. the same eyes like his own...

he shook his head slightly. he shouldn't think about those things. he've been living with the potters for almost a year already. they were his family. the ones who loved him. a real family. he took a drag from the cigarette in his hand before blowing out the smoke.

"you okay, black?" y/n's voice startled him. he glanced at her, she was already looking at him. she had beautiful eyes. they sparkled under the moonlight. he looked back at the sky, nodding slightly.

"yeah..." y/n didn't look convinced but she just nodded once and continued smoking in silence, dropping the subject. sirius was grateful for that.

y/n suddenly smirked. sirius saw it from his peripheral vision so he turned to her. she looked at the stars with a smirk and asked.

"so you like watching the stars or a particular star?" sirius was confused at first but when he followed her line of sight, he smirked. she was looking at sirius. the dog star. his smirk was full of smugness.

"well, I am the brightest star, after all. I can just look at the mirror if I wanted to." y/n laughed and moved her h/c hair out of her face. merlin, she was beautiful.

sirius descretly scooted closer to her. y/n noticed but didn't comment on it. she just continued taking drags from her cigarette.

"do you like the stars?" sirius asked, now only a few inches from her.

y/n smiled and looked at the stars. sirius stared at her, she looked angelic. so sweet and innocent but also had that dangerous look in her e/c eyes.

"yeah, I... i love the stars. they're so pretty." she answered dreamily. sirius nodded slightly, still looking at her.

"yeah, they are..." y/n glanced at him only to found him looking at her. she smiled softly but didn't look away.

sirius continued inching closer and closer. at this point he could kiss her any second. and merlin, did he want to...

y/n glanced at his lips for a split second and then back up at his grey eyes. he didn't notice, he was too busy staring at her lips. so perfect, so pink... fuck it. he closed the gap between them and one of his hands snaked around her waist, bringing her closer to him.

she reacted almost immediately, kissing him back. she locked her hands behind his neck loosely, her fingers playing with the ends of his dark hair. her e/c eyes fluttered closed.

he brought her as close to him as he could. he couldn't get enough of her. she was so sweet. her lips tasted of blueberries and smoke. her taste mixed with her lavender scent was intoxicating.

he brought her even closer, at this point she was practically on his lap. y/n's hands around his neck tightened slightly.

he broke the kiss to take a breath and looked at her. her eyes fluttered open and she looked at him with slightly parted lips.

he started tracing light but passionate kisses along her jaw and went to her neck. her eyes closed again and she tilted her head slightly to the side to give him more access to her neck. his hands were firm around her waist, keeping her in place while he kissed her.

but merlin, she didn't plan on leaving anytime soon.

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