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Wow I literally haven’t posted/been on here in 4 months, but I just wanted to say something and tumblr is a great place to yell into the void.
Its been exacty a year and a week since I tried to kill myself and HOLY FUCK how my life has changed since then.
Actually never thought I could be this happy. While my life isn’t perfect, its 1000% better and I’ve never been more grateful.
That is all.
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I did some double exposure edits of Dodie because i felt like doing some and I was thinking about that picture where she has stars under her eyes and thought it would look hella with a space pic and then that escalated.
The quality may not be the best because I had to get the pictures from google but yeah
Wow what am I doing on tumblr at 5 am on a wednesday?
Is it 2012 again?
I'd very much like to not be alive right now Or a different person Either would be good Thank you
I've dropped my physics class and I'm going to do an exciting thing this weekend even if it amounts to nothing till be fun Im forcing a good week even if it's not going to happen
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Omg so dodie is playing tonight in Manchester, like 20 minutes away from me but I can't go bc I have no way to get there and no one to go with, And tomorrow I'm going to London with my cousins and SHES PLAYING THERE TOMORROW TOO AND I CANT GO THEN EITHER UGH I HATE EVERYTHING I WANT TO GO SO BADLY
So last night I was panicking and having a horrible night, so I just decided to skip at least my first class of the day, maybe all of them. So I did. I skipped all my classes. And not one person texted me to ask if I was ok or if I overslept or anything. Which I've seen them do for other people. God I hate this place.
So I just tried astral projection for like 30-40 minutes. I wasn’t able to actually project but holy shit it was wild. I was essentially in a meditative/hypnotic state? It was really weird bc I was trying to seperate my astral self from my body and I was kind of doing it but it was crazy how my body felt. Like when I started getting into it i could feel circular pulses coming from the bottom of my felt and my entire body just felt like it was pulsing and then I felt really warm. At one point I felt pulsing and pressure coming from in between my eyebrows which is where your third eye is. And while this was happening it was almost like I couldn't feel my body. Like I could feel its presence but it felt numb? And then at one point my brain, like inside my head, felt insane. Like almost staticky, numb but tingly. It was crazy. Like I physically got warm and just super pulsatey and insane. And at some point I started seeing like colored rings? Like my eyes were closed but I could see almost like muted rainbow circles like getting smaller. And every now and then I’d see cracks in it and flashes of really vibrant deep bluey purple. And it was crazy. The reason I stopped was because I could feel myself getting too tired and drifting off but I can’t wait to try again later this week when I have more time. But I just feel so peaceful and my body feels so relaxed right now. If anyone has any tips that would be amazing.
