Me my head phones and

Against the univers!!!

Sabd hai

Dard hai

Anywayss I'm literally so sorry for being absent lately. Life has been really fucking overwhelming, and it feels like everything is closing in on me at once. There’s been so much to deal with so many expectations that feel impossible to meet, and it’s left me feeling drained. And I feel like if I don't meet those expectations then they'll be disappointed that I'm not what they thought I could be. I don't know if this really makes sense lmao. >.< Writing for me has been like an escape uk, like a spark of joy but now it's like that spark has been way too hard to find. It's really frustrating. But I don't want to put up some half assed thing if it's not my best, and right now I don't think I can give it my all. I keep hoping that things'll get better and istg when they do, I'd be beyond happy to return to it. But for now I think, it's best to wait until it gets better. I'm fine though ig.. I just can't put up a brave face anymore. Again I'm so sorry. Sorry for the vent.

Passing this message along from @blueberryheartache

I don't remember much but there was a pile of racing cars at the finish line and one said Monaco?! Is that something in racing??

Clearly Tumblr is invading my subconscious as I know nothing about the sport other than what appears on my dash lol

Hope you're well 💞

Damn, you went to a Grand Prix in Monaco?? Lucky you 😌 Yeah, I reblogged a lot of stuff from last week's f1 race in Monaco so that's probably it. It's a pretty iconic race track (and beautiful place as well).

I'm glad I'm slowly creeping in your subconscious, my work paying off 😂