#lyrics masterlist

venice bitch

The summer fades away / Nothing gold can stay

Paint me happy and blue

If you weren't mine, I'd be jealous of your love

fuck it i love you

I like to see everything in neon

Maybe the way that I'm living is killing me

I moved to California, but it's just a state of mind / It turns out everywhere you go, you take yourself

Dream a little dream of me, make me into something sweet

Fuck it, I love you / I really do

Wish that you would hold me or just say that you were mine

If I wasn't so fucked up, I think I'd fuck you all the time

California dreamin', I got my money on my mind

Drugs is in my veins, running out of time

doin’ time

Summertime, and the livin's easy

I love her so bad, but she treats me like shit

Take this veil from off my eyes

My burning sun will, some day, rise

Ornery, scandalous and evil, most definitely

I'd like to hold her head underwater

love song

We go so fast, we don't move

I'm a star and I'm burnin' through you

Be my once in a lifetime

[I] would like to think that you would stick around

You know that I'd just die to make you proud

Touch me anywhere 'cause I'm your baby

I believe that you see me for who I am

Is it safe to just be who we are?

cinnamon girl

You try to push me out but I just find my way back in

There's things I wanna say to you / But I'll just let you live

If you hold me without hurting me, you'll be the first who ever did

Kerosene in my hands, you make me mad, I'm fire again

how to disappear

The waves came in over my head

All of the guys tell me lies, but you don't

This is how to disappear

Cuts on his face 'cause he fought too hard

He's in over his head

He moves mountains and pounds them to ground again

I think about those years

I'm always going to be right here / No one's going anywhere

california

You don't ever have to be stronger than you really are

I wanted to reach out, but I never said a thing / I wanted to call you, but I didn't say a thing

This is crazy love, I'll catch you on the flip side

We'll do whatever you want, travel wherever how far

You're scared to win, scared to lose

Changing like the weather, oh, that's so like you

the next best american record

My baby used to dance underneath my architecture

We gave all we had

'Cause we were just that good / It was just that good

Whatever's on tonight, I just wanna party with you

You made me feel like there's something that I never knew I wanted

We lost track of space / We lost track of time

It's you, all the roads lead to you

I see you for who you really are

the greatest

I miss dancin' with you

Those nights were on fire / We couldn't get higher

We didn't know that we had it all

But nobody warns you before the fall

Don't leave, I just need a wake up call

I guess I'm signin' off after all

I want shit to feel just like it used to

I guess that I'm burned out after all

"Life on Mars" ain't just a song

bartender

Sometimes girls just want to have fun

The poetry inside of me is warm like a gun

I'm just tryna keep my love alive

Hold me all night

Our love's alive

Baby remember, I'm not drinking wine

Our love's sweet enough on the vine

Wearing white for their tea parties

Meditating in the garden

I love the little games that we play

When at last the day is done / I grab my keys

They don't yet know where I reside

60 miles from the last place I hide

happiness is a butterfly

Do you want me or do you not?

I heard one thing, now I'm hearing another

Happiness is a butterfly / Try to catch it like every night

It escapes from my hands into moonlight

Every day is a lullaby

If he's a serial killer, then / what's the worst that could happen to a girl who's already hurt

I'm already hurt

I guess I'm cursed

Looking into his eyes, I think he's already hurt

Don't be a jerk, don't call me a taxi

Sitting in your sweatshirt, crying in the backseat

I was one thing, now I'm being another

I lose myself in the music

hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but i have it

Smiling for miles in pink dresses and high heels on white yachts

I've been tearing around in my fucking nightgown

Writing in blood on my walls

The ink in my pen don't work in my notepad

Don't ask if I'm happy / You know that I'm not

At best, I can say I'm not sad

Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have

Church basement romances

Calling from beyond the grave

Like a goddamn near sociopath

She couldn't care less, and I never cared more

There's no more to say about that

There's a new revolution / A loud evolution

Born of confusion and quiet collusion

A modern day woman with a weak constitution

I've got monsters still under my bed that I could never fight off

LUST FOR LIFE (2017)

love

Look at you kids with your vintage music

You're part of the past, but now you're the future

Signals crossing can get confusing

You get all dressed up to go nowhere in particular

Doesn't matter 'cause it's enough to be young and in love

The world is yours and you can't refuse it

Seen so much, you could get the blues but that don't mean that you should abuse it

It doesn't matter if I'm not enough / For the future or the things to come

lust for life

In these stolen moments, the world is mine

Keepin' me hot like July

We're the masters of our own fate

A lust for life keeps us alive

My boyfriend's back and he's cooler than ever

There's no more night, blue skies forever

They say only the good die young

There's no stopping now, green lights forever

13 beaches

I don't belong in the world / But that's what it is

Something separates me from other people

Everywhere I turn / There's something blocking my escape

It took thirteen beaches to find one empty

I'm camera ready almost all the time

But I still get lonely

Let your memory dance in the ballroom of my mind

It hurts to love you / But I still love you

I still love you, it's just the way I feel

I've been dying for something real

Finally I'm fine

In the white sunshine

You can still find me if you ask nicely

Underneath the pines with the daisies, feeling hazy

cherry

Real love, it's like feeling no fear / When you're standing in the face of danger

It's like heaven taking the place of something evil

I fall to pieces when I'm with you

And all of my peaches are ruined

It's like smiling when the firing squad's against you / And you just stay lined up

My rose garden dreams, set on fire by fiends

And all my black beaches are ruined

white mustang

Packing all my things for the summer

Lying on my bed it's a bummer / 'Cause I didn't call when I got your number

But I liked you a lot

Slippin' on my dress in soft filters

Everybody said you're a killer, but I couldn't stop the way I was feeling

Caught up in my dreams and forgetting

I've been acting like armageddon ['cause you] Held me in your arms just a little too tight

Summer's meant for loving and leaving

I was such a fool for believing / that you could change all the ways you've been living

You're gonna hit me like lightening

summer bummer

It's never too late to be who you wanna be

Leave if you wanna leave / Stay if you wanna stay

I got a feeling in my bones / Can't get you out of my veins

You can't escape my affection

Wrap you up in my daisy chains

Let's skip the games, let's quit the playin'

Between you and me I'm usually single

White lies and black beaches

Miles in between us

We traveled for weeks, just to escape your demons

groupie love

You're in the bar, playing guitar / You're in the club, living it up

It's so sweet, swingin' to the beat

I know that you're doing it all for me

Every time you look up I know what you're thinking of

Time after time, writing my lines

This is my life, you by my side

Key lime and perfume and festivals

Taking our dreams, turning them to things

It's like magic, babe, isn't life wonderful?

in my feelings

I'm smoking while I'm runnin' on my treadmill

I'm cutting up roses, could it be that I fell for another loser

I'm crying while I'm cummin' / Sobbin' in my cup of coffee

Get that cigarette smoke out of my face

You've been wasting my time

Talk that talk, well now they all know your name

There's no coming back from the place that you came

You got me in my feelings

Talking in my sleep again

Who's tougher than this bitch

I'm feeling all my fucking feelings

I'm laughing as I'm taking my prisoners

In the smoke they can hear me coming

If you were me, and I was you / I'd get out of my way

Got me feeling so blue make a mess of the love

coachella - woodstock in my mind

For a minute it was Woodstock in my mind

They put out the warning tensions were rising over country lines

I turned off the music tried to sit and use it

All of the love that I saw that night

What about all these children and what about all their parents

What about about all their crowns they wear

Wrapped up like garland roses 'round their little heads

I'd trade it all for a stairway to heaven

I'd trade the fame and the fortune and the legend

Critics can be so mean sometimes

Doesn't take a genius to know what you've got going and to

Got a million things I wanna say

What is it all for? Will it be okay

god bless america - and all the beautiful women in it

Take me as I am

Only you can save me tonight

There's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

You let me in, don't leave me out or leave me dry

Even when I'm alone i’m not lonely

I hear the sweetest melodies on the fire escapes of the city

God bless America, and all the beautiful women in it

Take me as I am don't see me for what I'm not

With you I've got nothing to lose

when you talk that talk with those lips I'm most certain in hell

when the world was at war we kept dancing

Don't forget your pearls and all of your horses

As you make your way across the pond, don't forget your curls

Memorize them in a little song

Shake it up, throw your hands up and get loose

Is it the end of an era?

It's only the beginning

If we hold on to hope we'll have a happy ending

If you find you're in a foreign land don't make too much noise

Don't try to be funny / Other people may not understand

beautiful people beautiful problems

Blue is the color of the planet from the view above

Long live our reign, long live our love

Green is the planet from the eyes of a turtle dove / 'Til it runs red, runs red with blood

We get so tired and we complain 'bout how it's hard to live

But we're just beautiful people with beautiful problems

Warm is the body of the girl from the land he loves

My heart is soft, my past is rough

Something close to like a sugar rush

But is it wasted love? / It's not wasted love

But we gotta try every day and night

tomorrow never came

Hey, what you doing?

Baby don't ask me why

On that side of paradise

If I had my way you'd would always stay

I'll be your tiny dancer, honey

I waited for you / In the spot you said to wait

In the city, on a park bench in the middle of the pouring rain

I just wanted things to be the same / You said to meet me out there tomorrow but tomorrow never came

I wish we had stayed home

I could put on the radio to our favourite song

heroin

The rumbling from distant shores sends me to sleep

The facts of life can sometimes make it hard to dream

Grab me by the ribbons in my hair

Life rocked me, ultra-softly like the heavy metal that you wear

Flying to the moon again / Dreaming about heroin

Probably gave you everything And took your life away

I put you on an aeroplane destined for a foreign land

My hopes that you come back again / And tell me everything's Okay

I want to leave, I'll probably stay another year / It's hard to live when absolutely nothing's clear

Something 'bout this weather made these kids go crazy / Something 'bout this sun has made these kids get scary

I'll be lying if I said I wasn't sick of it

Taking all my medicine to take my thoughts away

I hope that I'd come back one day

Don't know what it is that makes my head get crazy

change

There's something in the wind I can feel it blowing in

Lately I've been thinking it's just someone else's job to care

Who am I to sympathize when no one gave a damn?

Change is a powerful thing people are powerful beings

Maybe by the time this song is done I'll be able to be honest, capable

Holding you in my arms without letting you fall / When I don't feel beautiful

Maybe it's enough to just be where we are because

Everytime that we run we don't know what it's from

There's something in the water I can taste it turning sour / It's bitter, I'm coughing but now it's in my blood

get free

Finally, I'm crossing the threshold / From the ordinary world to the reveal of my heart

Take the dead out of the sea and the darkness from the arts

I'm doing it for all of us 

All my birds of paradise who never got to fly at night

It feels like I've got a war in my mind, I want to get off but I keep riding the ride

I never really notice that I had to decide to play someone's game or to live my own life and now I do

Out of the black, Into to the blue

Gone is the burden of the crawling way of being

We're not in your right mind

There's no more chasing rainbows / Their arches are illusions 

You try to touch them, there's nothing to hold on to

HONEYMOON (2015)

honeymoon

Don't go 'cause truly there's nobody for you but me

We could cruise to the blues

The history of violence that surrounds you

There's nothing to lose now that I've found you

There are violets in your eyes / There are guns that blaze around you / There are roses in between my thighs

music to watch boys to

Singing soft grunge just to soak up the noise

I've been sent to destroy

I know what only the girls know

Lies can buy you eternity

terrence loves you

I don't matter to anyone

I lost myself when I lost you

I won't change you for anything

Isn't strange that you're not here with me

I know the light's on in the television

god knows i tried

Sometimes I wake up in the morning, To red, blue, and yellow skies / It's so crazy I could drink it like tequila sunrise

Dance around like I'm insane

I feel free when I see no one, and nobody knows my name

God knows I live / God knows I died / God knows I begged, borrowed and cried /God knows I loved / God know I lied /God knows I lost / God gave me life / And God knows I tried

Sometimes I wake up in the morning, to red, blue and yellow lights

On Monday they destroyed me, but by Friday I'm revived

I've got nothing much to live for

Light up my life

high by the beach

Look at you looking at me

I know you know how I feel

Loving you is hard, being here is harder

I don't wanna do this anymore, it's so surreal

I can't survive if this is all that's real

All I wanna do is get high by the beach

The truth is I never bought into your bullshit

You could be a bad motherfucker / But that don't make you a man

Now you're just another one of my problems / Because you got out of hand

We won't survive we're sinking into the sand

Don't need your money to get me what I want, i’ll do it on my own

Everyone can start again

Not through love but through revenge

Through the fire, we're born again

Peace by vengeance brings the end

freak

Flames so hot that they turn blue

Palms reflecting in your eyes, like an endless summer

That's the way I feel for you

If time stood still I'd take this moment, make it last forever

Screw your anonymity

Loving me is all you need to feel

Talk till we both turn blue

Life makes sense when I'm with you

Looking back, my past, it all seems stranger than a stranger

It's like I told you, If you stay, I'll stay

art deco

You're not mean, you just want to be seen

Want to be wild

A little party never hurt no one

You want in but you just can't win

Shining like gun metal, cold and unsure

When they all say hello you try to ignore them

You put your life out on the line

religion

Everything is fine now

Let's sleep in the dark's day

All our minds made up now, all our beds are made

No one's out of time, no chips fall wherever they may

Leave it all behind, let the ocean wash it away

It never was about the money or the drugs / It never was about the party or the clubs

'Cause you're my religion, you're how I'm living

When I'm down on my knees, you're how I pray

Hallelujah, I need your love

Everything is bright now no more cloudy days

Even when the storms come, in the eye we'll stay

No need to survive now, all we do is play

salvatore

Everything looks better from above my king

Like aqua marine, ocean's blue

All the lights are sparkling for you it seems

I adore you, can't you see, you're meant for me?

Summer's hot but I've been cold without you

the blackest day

I don't really wanna break up

It's not easy for me to talk about a half-life in lost dreams

And not simple, it's trigonometry

It's hard to express I can't explain

Ever since my baby went away it's been the blackest day

Because I'm going deeper and deeper, getting darker and darker

don't wanna talk about the things to come

Looking for love in all the wrong places

I got you where I want you

I'm falling for forever

I'm playing head games with you

24

There's only 24 hours in a day, and half as many ways for you to lie to me

Half of those, you lay awake with thoughts of murder and carnage

If you lie down with dogs, then you'll get fleas

Be careful of the company you keep

Lie like you lie

Love like you love

There's only 24 hours in a day and half of those you lay between the sheets with me

Give me your heat

Give me your diamonds

And my crooked lust

You count to three while they're all dying

You're hard to reach

You're cold to touch

swan song

Why work so hard when you could just be free?

You got your moment now, you got your legacy

Let's leave the world for the ones who change everything

Nothing could stop the two of us

Let's just get lost, that's what we want

With just one wave it goes away

Dive in, dive deep in dark blue suede

Rushing up from the water where the ice meets

And you've been gone so long, you missed everything

Say good night to the life in the world we live

don’t let me be misunderstood

Don't you know no one alive can always be an angel?

When everything goes wrong, you see some bad

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good

Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

Sometimes again it seems that all I have is worry

I want you to know I never meant to take it out on you

Life has its problems and I get more than my share

Baby, I'm just human

Don't you know I have faults like anyone?

ULTRAVIOLENCE (2014)

cruel world

Share my body and my mind with you

There's not anymore I can do

And I like my candy and your women

I'm finally happy now that you're gone

Because you're young, you're wild, you're free

You're dancing circles around me

You're fucking crazy

I love your women and all of your heroin

Everybody knows that I'm a mess

ultraviolence

I was filled with poison but blessed with beauty and rage

He hit me and it felt like a kiss

This is ultraviolence

I can hear sirens

He used to call me poison, like I was poison ivy

I could've died right then

He hurt me but it felt like true love

[Jim] taught me that loving him was never enough

Crying tears of gold, like lemonade

shades of cool

My baby lives in shades of blue

And when he calls he calls for me, not for you

I can't fix him, can't make him better

I can't do nothing about his strange weather

I can't break through your world

Your heart is unbreakable

He prays for love, he prays for peace

brooklyn baby

They say I'm too young to love you

I don't know what I need

They think I don't understand

I think I'm too cool to know ya

You say I'm like the ice I freeze

You say I'm too dumb to see

They judge me like a picture book, by the colors, like they forgot to read

I think we're like fire and water / I think we're like the wind and sea

If you don't like it you can beat it

You never liked the way I said it

If you don't get it, then forget it so I don't have to fucking explain it

I get high on hydroponic weed

Yeah my boyfriend's pretty cool but he's not as cool as me

west coast

That's why I'm leaving you for the music

I push it hard you pull away 

I'm feeling hotter than fire

There's no one else that brings me higher than higher

You say you miss me and I wanna say I miss you so much but something keeps me really quiet

sad girl

It might not appeal to fools like you

He's got the fire and he walks with fame

Being a bad bitch on the side

We've been around when he gets high

pretty when you cry

All the pretty stars shine for you

Am I the girl that you dream of?

You make me feel like your whole world

I'll wait for you, babe, that's all I do

I'm pretty when I cry

All those special times I spent with you, my love, they don't mean shit compared to all your drugs

Like my memories, I don't need that

Don't say you need me when you're leaving

money power glory

How are we supposed to get there

That's not what this bitch wants

I want money, power and glory

I wanna take you for all that you got

The sun also rises on those who fail to call

My life, it comprises of losses and wins and fails and falls

fucked my way up to the top

Lay me down tonight in my linen and curls

I fucked my way up to the top

This is my show

I'm a dragon, you're a whore

Mimicking me is a fucking bore to me

Lay me down tonight in my diamonds and pearls

Tell me songs at night about your favorite girl

Need you baby, like I breathe you

old money

Where have you been? Where did you go?

Those summer nights seem long ago

But if you send for me, you know I'll come / And if you call for me, you know I'll run

Sunsets, small town, I'm out of time

Will you still love me when I shine from words but not from beauty

My father's love was always strong / My mother's glamour lives on and on

Yet still inside, I felt alone for reasons unknown to me

black beauty

I paint my nails black / I dye my hair a darker shade of brown

I paint the sky black

It suits the mood of your soul

Nothing, my sparrow blue

Life is beautiful but you don't have a clue It don't make sense to you

Paint the house black

My wedding dress black leather, too

You have no room for light

Love is lost on you

I keep my lips red, they seem like cherries in the spring

Darling, you can't let everything seem so dark blue

guns and roses

Heavy metal love of mine

I should have learned to let you stay

You didn't want me all the time but you were worth it anyway

You were so much better than the rest of them

Out of all the others you were the honest man

I should have learned to let you play

I wasn't the marrying kind I should have done it anyway

Back to the promised land

I can feel it coming in the air tonight

I can see you bathing in the summer light

You got game boy

florida kilos

They're special, just for you

Loving you is free

I like it down way low

Prison isn't nothing to me, if you'll be by my side

Sun in my mouth and gold hoops

We could get high in Miami

PARADISE (2012) 

ride

I've been out on that open road

Singing blues has been getting old

You can be my full time, baby, Hot or cold

Don't break me down

I've been travelin' too long, I've been trying too hard

I hear the birds on the summer breeze, I drive fast / I am alone in the night

Been tryin' hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind

So, I just ride

Dying young and I'm playing hard

Drink all day and we talk 'til dark / That's the way the road doves do it, ride 'til dark

I'm tired of feeling like I'm fucking crazy / I'm tired of driving 'till I see stars in my eyes

I look up to hear myself saying, baby

american

Play house, put my favorite record on

Flirting with the girls like you're so pretty

You make me crazy, you make me wild

Be young, be dope be proud

Drive fast, I can almost taste it now

I don't even have to fake it now

You're way ahead of the trend

Honey put on that party dress

I don't really want the rest, only you can take me there

I don't even know what I'm saying but I'm praying for you

cola

My pussy tastes like Pepsi Cola / My eyes are wide like cherry pies

I got sweet taste for men who're older /It's always been so it's no surprise

We can escape to the great sunshine

I know your wife and she wouldn't mind

I wear my diamonds on skid row

I pledge allegiance to my dad, for teaching me everything he knows

Don't treat me rough, treat me really nice

body electric

Jesus is my bestest friend

We don't need nobody, 'cause we got each other / Or at least I pretend

We get down every Friday night

Mary prays the rosary for my broken mind

I sing the body electric / I’m on fire

My clothes still smell like you and all the photographs say you're still young

I pretend I'm not hurt and go about the world like I'm havin' fun

blue velvet

She wore blue velvet / Bluer than velvet was the night

Softer than satin was the light From the stars

Warmer than may her tender sighs

Ours a love I held tightly

Feeling the rapture grow like a flame burning brightly

But when she left, gone was the glow

I still can see blue velvet through my tears

gods & monsters

In the land of gods and monsters

I was an angel living in the garden of evil

Screwed up, scared, doing anything that I needed

Shining like a fiery beacon

You got that medicine I need / Fame, liquor, love, give it to me slowly

Put your hands on my waist, do it softly

Me and God, we don't get along

No one's gonna take my soul away

Headed towards a fucked up holiday

Fuck yeah give it to me, this is heaven, what I truly want

It's innocence lost

I was an angel, lookin' to get fucked hard

Life imitates art

Dope, shoot it up straight to the heart please

I don't really wanna know what's good for me

God's dead, I said 'baby that's alright with me'

When you talk it's like a movie and you're making me crazy

If I get a little prettier, can I be your baby?

You tell me life isn't that hard

yayo

I like the snake on your tattoo

I like the Ivy and the Ink blue

You have to take me right now / From this dark trailer park

Put me onto your black motorcycle

Fifties baby doll dress for my 'I do"

It only takes two hours to Nevada

I wear your sparkle

You call me your mama, Let me put on a show for you daddy

Let me put on a show

Need you like a drug

Hello Heaven / You are a tunnel lined with yellow lights

bel air

Gargoyles standing at the front of your gate

Trying to tell me to wait, but I can't wait to see you

So I run, like I'm mad, to heaven's door / I don't wanna be bad

I won't cheat you no more

I've been waiting to meet you / Darling I'm waiting to greet you

The violentest kind of love anywhere out there

Mon amour, sweet child of mine, You're divine

Didn't anyone ever tell you / It's okay to shine?

Don't be ashamed / Walk in the way of my soft resurrection

I know your name

Lead me to war with your brilliant direction

Grenadine sunshine, and it fades sublime

BORN TO DIE (2012) 

born to die

Feet don't fail me now, take me to your finish line

My heart it breaks every step that I take

I'm hoping that the gates, they'll tell me that you're mine

Walking through the city streets / Is it by mistake or design?

I feel so alone on a Friday night /Can you make it feel like home if I tell you you're mine?

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough, I don't know why

Keep making me laugh / Let's go get high

The road is long, we carry on / Try to have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side

Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain

You like your girls insane

Choose your last words, this is the last time

Lost but now I am found / I can see but once I was blind

I was so confused as a little child

Tried to take what I could get / Scared that I couldn't find All the answers

off to the races

I can't deny the way he holds my hand and he grabs me / He has me by my heart

He loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart

Swimming pool Glimmering darling / White bikini off with my red nail polish

Watch me in the swimming pool bright blue ripples

Light of my life, fire in my loins / Be a good baby, do what I want

Gimme them gold coins, gimme them coins

Facing time again at Riker's Island and I won't get out / Because I'm crazy, baby

I need you to come here and save me

I'm your little scarlet, starlet, singing in the garden / Kiss me on my open mouth, ready for you

But he got a soul as sweet as blood red jam

And he shows me, he knows me, every inch of my tar black soul

He doesn't mind I have a flat broke down life / In fact he says he thinks it's what he might like about me

Slipping on my red dress, putting on my make up / Glass film, perfume, cognac, lilac fumes

Says it feels like heaven to him

I'm gonna stay and pray with him till the end

I trust in the decision of the law, to watch over us

I'm not afraid to say that I'd die without him / Who else is gonna put up with me this way?

I need you, I breathe you, I'll never leave you

They would rue the day, I was alone without you

You're lying with your gold chain on, cigar hanging from your lips

blue jeans

Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn

But you fit me better than my favorite sweater

That love is mean, and love hurts

I still remember that day we met in December

I will love you 'til the end of time / I would wait a million years

Promise you'll remember that you're mine

Baby can you see through the tears?

When you walked out that door, a piece of me died

I just want it like before

video games

Pull up in your fast car whistling my name

It's you, it's you, it's all for you

I heard that you like the bad girls honey, is that true?

Swinging with the old stars, living for the fame

Kissing in the blue dark

He holds me in his big arms / Drunk and I am seeing stars

diet mountain dew

You're no good for me but baby, I want you

Do you think we'll be in love forever?

Baby, put on heart shaped sunglasses, 'Cause we gonna take a ride

I'm not gonna listen to what the past says

I've been waiting up all night

Take another drag, turn me to ashes

Maybe I like this roller coaster, maybe it keeps me high

Can we hit it now low down and gritty

national anthem

Money is the anthem of success/Money is the reason we exist

He says to "be cool" but, I don't know how yet

Tell me I'm your National Anthem

Summer's in the air and baby, heaven's in your eyes

I'm standing over your body, hold you like a python

You said to "be cool" but, I'm already coolest

Do you think you'll buy me lots of diamonds?

Overdose and dyin' on our drugs and our love and our dreams

God can only, I need somebody to hold me

Boy you have landed in the land of sweetness and danger

dark paradise

All my friends tell me I should move on

I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song

Loving you forever, can't be wrong

Even though you're not here, won't move on

there's no remedy for memory your face is like a melody, it won't leave my head

Your soul is hunting me and telling me that everything is fine / But I wish I was dead

Every time I close my eyes it's like a dark paradise

No one compares to you

I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side

When you find true love it lives on

There's no you, except in my dreams tonight

There's no relief, I see you in my sleep

Everybody's rushing me, but I can feel you touching me

radio

Not even they can stop me now

Their heavy words can't bring me down

Boy I've been raised from the dead

No one even knows how hard life was

I don't even think about it now because i've finally found you

Now my life is sweet like cinnamon / Like a fucking dream I'm living in

Baby love me cause I'm playing on the radio

Pick me up and take me like a vitamin

'Cause my body's sweet like sugar venom

I heard the streets were paved with gold

How do you like me now?

carmen

It's alarming, honestly how charming she can be

You don't want to be like me, don't wanna see all the things I've seen

The boys, the girls, they all like [Carmen]

She gives them butterflies, bats her cartoon eyes /She laughs like God, her mind's like a diamond

Only seventeen, but she walks the streets so mean

It's alarming, truly, how disarming you can be

Relying on the kindness of strangers

Tyin' cherry knots, smilin', doin' party favors

Put your red dress on, put your lipstick on

million dollar man

You said I was the most exotic flower

Holding me tight in our final hour

I don't know what you do, it's unbelievable

Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you

I love you honey, I'm ready, I'm ready to go

How did you get that way, I don't know

You're screwed up and brilliant, and look like a million dollar man

So why is my heart broke?

You got the world but baby at what price

It isn't that hard [boy] to like you or love you

If you're going crazy just grab me and take me, i’d follow you down

summertime sadness

Dancin' in the dark in the pale moonlight

High heels off, I'm feelin' alive

Cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99

Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare

Honey I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothin' scares me anymore

Think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the mornin' sky

Kiss me hard before you go

I'm feelin' electric tonight

I got that summertime sadness

this is what makes us girls

Remember how we used to party up all night?

Sneaking out and looking for a taste of real life

Drinking in the small town firelight

Teachers said we'd never make it out alive

She starts to cry, mascara running down her little Bambi eyes

We all look for heaven and we put love first

Don't cry about him

That's where the beginning of the end begun

Everybody knew that we had too much fun

We were skipping school and drinking on the job with the boss

Baby's table dancing at the local dive

Drinking cherry schnapps in the velvet night

Screaming, "Get us while we're hot, get us while we're hot"

A freshmen generation of degenerate beauty queens

Crying 'cause I know I'm never coming back

without you

Everything I want I have

I even think I found God in the flashbulbs of the pretty cameras

Hello, hello ca-can you hear me?

You're so good, your love is deadly

Tell me life is beautiful

They all think I have it all

I'm nothing, without you

All my dreams, and all the lights mean nothing without you

My life is sweet like vanilla is

Gold and silver line my heart

Can you picture it babe the life we could've lived?

Boy, you're so dope

We were two kids, just tryin' to get out

Live on the dark side of the American dream

We would dance all night, play our music loud

When we grew up, nothing was what it seemed

lolita

Would you be mine / Would you be my baby tonight

Could be kissing my fruit punch lips in the bright sunshine

'Cause I like you quite a lot, everything you got don't you know

It's you that I adore,[though] / I make the boys fall like dominoes

Kiss me in thedark tonight

I know what the boys want, I'm not gonna play

Never was in love, skipping heart beats with the boys downtown

Topple you down from your sky forty stories high

Shining like a god, can't believe I got you inside

I want to have fun and be in love with you

I know that I'm a mess with my long hair and my suntan, short dress, bare

I don't care what they say about me, what they say about me

You make me happy

lucky ones

Let's get out of this town, baby we're on fire

Everyone around here wants to be going down

If you stick with me, I can take you higher, and higher

It feels like all of our friends are lost / Nobody's found, found, 

I got so scared, I thought no one could save me

Every now and then, the stars align / Boy and girl meet by the great design

Could it be that you and me are the lucky ones?

Everybody told me love was blind / Then I saw your face and you blew my mind

Boy get into my car, got a bad desire

You know that we'll never leave if we don't get out now

You're a careless con and you're a crazy liar

But baby, nobody can compare to the way you get down

Tried so hard to act nice like a lady / You taught me that it was good to be crazy

Feels like Falling in love for the first time

SINGLES 

burning desire

Every Saturday night I get dressed up to ride for you, baby

I drive fast, wind in my hair, push it to the limits 'cause I just don't care

You ask me where I've been? I been everywhere

I don't wanna be no where but here

I've got a burning desire for you

Every Saturday night I seem to come alive for you

Your hands were on my hips, your name is on my lips

Over over again, like my only prayer

dont’ call me angel

Boy, don't call me angel, you ain't got me right

I appreciate the way you watch me, I can't lie

I fell from Heaven, now I'm living like a devil

You can't get me off your mind, I appreciate the way you want me

god save our young blood

Damn, look at the sunrise / Glowing finish line

Made it in record time, hey, baby, we made it

My head's faded, headlights dilated

Baptized in blue skies

Roll the window down, reach out, feel around for new life

Damn, you and those green eyes

We can never stop movin', we see nothin' but the green lights

God save our young blood

Climbed up the tree of life, kicked out of paradise

Living good, doing evil is the toss of the dice

She's an angel and a devil of her own device

Baby save me one last sip while you strip on the beach

I'll save you in the waves if you swim too deep

looking for america

Took a trip to San Francisco, didn't work, so I left for Fresno

Pulled over to watch the children in the park / We used to only worry about them after dark

No bombs in the sky, only fireworks when you and I collide

It's just a dream I had in mind

That's another place and time

So many things that I think twice about before I do now

once upon a time

I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream

I know you, that look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam

I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem

But if I know you, I know what you'll do

You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream

season of the witch

When I look out my window, many sights to see

So many different people to be

When I look over my shoulder what do you think I see? 

Oh no, must be the season of the witch

shades of cool

My baby lives in shades of blue / Blue eyes and jazz and attitude

When he calls, he calls for me, not for you

He lives for love / He loves his drugs, he loves his baby too

But I can't fix him, can't make him better

And I can't do nothing about his strange weather

You are unfixable, I can't break through your world

He prays for love, he prays for peace

Your heart is unbreakable

you must love me

This isn't where we intended to be

We had it all, you believed in me, I believed in you

Certainties disappear

What do we do for our dreams to survive? /How do we keep all our passions alive

Deep in my heart, I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say

Scared to confess, what I'm feeling frightened you'll slip away

How can I be, any use to you now?

Give me a chance, and I'll let you see how / Nothing has changed

young and beautiful

I've seen the world, done it all

Hot summer nights, mid July when you and I were forever wild

Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful? / Will you still love me when I've got nothing but my aching soul?

I've seen the world, lit it up as my stage now

Hot summer days, rock and roll the way you play for me at your show

And all the ways, I got to know your pretty face and electric soul

Dear lord, when I get to heaven, please let me bring my man

All that grace, all that body, all that face, makes me wanna party

REPETITION by purity ring

make your way in through my tears

tell me i’m the only one & i’ll move back

watching me is like watching a fire

that’s the only thing that keeps & takes you

searching in my dark eyes to break what’s been said

a wake of grace hunting your soreness down

there’s a light in my skin that’s been dimmed

it was all forelorn; if only for a season

SHOW ME WHAT YOU’RE LOOKING FOR by carolina liar

please i’ll be strong

so show me what i’m looking for

i’ve been waiting for you

i’ll pay any cost

save me from being confused

don’t let go; i’ve wanted far too long

mistakes become regrets

i’ve learned to love abuse

I'LL BE GOOD by jaymes young

i never meant to start a fire

i’ll be a better man today

i’ll love the world like i should 

for all the times that i never could

my past has tasted bitter

grace is just a weekness

the blood on my hands scares me to death

maybe i’m waking up today

for all the perfect things i doubt

EYES CLOSED by halsey

if i keep my eyes closed he looks just like you

he’ll never stay; they never do

you’ve been replaced

i’m face to face with someone new

would’ve gave it all for you

tell me where i went wrong

they don’t realise that i’m thinking about you

STAY by zedd, alessia cara

i could give a thousand reasons why

underneath the rising sun

all you have to do is stay

i’ve never been the best at letting go

your hands on mine

we can stay forever young

POWER by little mix

i’ll be catching fire; gasoline when i do it

i’ll make it shower

i make this look easy

i know just what i’m worth

i’m the one who’s in control

got you thinking that i’m all innocent

GET ON YOUR KNEES by nicki minaj, ariana grande

you look good when you’re begging

i don’t need a dozen roses

you ain’t gotta wine & dine me

i don’t need a pretty poet

you better know who’s the boss

TIGERLILY by la roux

i can see you burning with desire for a kiss

you won’t see it by the light of the sun

i’m gonna give you all you want

i know you better than this

i’ll be your light in the mist

the page of a story that has long since found a home

FRIENDS by chase atlantic

must be waiting for you to move on

heart on your sleeve like you’ve never been loved

& what the hell were we ?

tell me we weren’t just friends

i’m way too far gone

now look what you’ve done

RUN AWAY WITH ME by carly rae jepsen

i wanna be there with you

i’d run away with you

i’ll be our hero

run away with me

we could turn the world to gold

i never wanna let you go

HEART AFIRE by defqwop ft. strix

kryptonite desires set my heart afire

don’t stop the thrill

with crimson secrets and forbidden bliss

i’m waiting and always hesitating

soft words whispered in the dark

the start of intoxicating want

ANGEL by fifth harmony

who said i was an angel ?

should’ve never crossed that line with you

i’m more brilliant than you’ll ever be

you ain’t the only one running the streets

i’m no angel when you look at me

CIGARETTES AFTER SEX

“EP” (2012) 

nothings’ gonna hurt you baby it was a perverted thing to say (but I said it anyway) made you smile and look away as long as you're with me, you'll be just fine nothing's gonna take you from my side always ends in a hazy shower scene there is no way out except to watch the love between us die when it brings you down it gives you butterflies now I'm longing for your kiss bet you could read it on my lips think you're just my type now I'm dreaming of you think you’d suit me fine. what can I say to make you listen. what can I do for your attention. when I'm alone I hear & feel you wish that I could reach right out & touch you

“CIGARETTES AFTER SEX” (2017)

“remember when I first noticed that you liked me back i could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then i've been waiting for you to slip back in bed think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe i like you best when you're just with me stay with me I don't want you to leave all I wanna know is if you love her you just can't say goodbye come out & haunt me

OTHER SONGS FROM CIGARETTES AFTER SEX

i’m ready to find you i'm ready to show you how I feel  you weren’t mine. lost and found standing in the rain. you know that it's hard when you look that way when I said that I love you I meant that I love you forever i’m gonna keep on loving you. make love to me inside the darkness i can see you wanna take my hand.

RUELLE 

“UP IN FLAMES” (2015) 

glimmer in the moonlight only shadows there dwell we are keeping on the outside creeping on the edge of the dark we feel warmth in the cold corners we’ll be the last ones standing / last ones standing. sin so thick you can't see the stars i feel it running through my veins i need that fire just to know that I'm awake come to me in the night hours i will wait for you thoughts of you consume. i can’t help but love you. i know that i’d die without you. overcome in this war of hearts in my bones can feel it in my bones. you never stood a chance. ready or not. hit me like a ton of bricks. like a crashing wave. up your sleeve again. can't hide in the den of lions can't move with your feet tied no rest when you sleep in shadows you can't hide from the big guns vanish into the night with me raising heartbeats shadows on concrete set fear on fire awaken in the dark with me

“MADNESS” (2016) 

fraction of a memory waited so long something sweet like this where I belong living in a daydream caught in a daydream there will be blood in the water faith falls hard on our shoulders we could live like legends no turning back waking up from a fantasy all that's left is you and me invincible in a violet sea dare to move, dare to believe how do you fly with no wings how do you breathe without dreams wearing thin the heart beneath there's no place to call our own like a drifting haze we roam a world I can't control down in my soul gripping my bones won’t you wake me up? nowhere to run from all of this havoc nowhere to hide from all of this madness feel the fury closing in all resistance wearing thin

OTHER SONGS FROM RUELLE

nothing is the same a new world calling my name i can't escape this shadows break the dark our fate is beckoning nowhere to run we're coming after you this is the hunt won’t give up this fight caught off-guard by you like a wave I pulled into a feeling I can't fight like a wildfire taking my heart by storm lost in your love i can't hold back anymore torn apart by you a spell I can't undo can't escape it now in too deep to get out no place to hide. feeling like a villain, got a hunger inside. you're running cause I'm coming going to eat you alive heart hits like a drum he chase has just begun monsters stuck in your head monsters under your bed one misstep, you're mine and you better stay clever if you wanna survive once you cross the line you'll be wishing you would listen when you meet your demise we're kings of the killing we're out for blood we'll take them one by one don't know what you're asking for bring on the fire and bring on the storm we'll still be here when it's all said and done burn down the bridges and tear down the walls we'll still be standing invincible thunder in my chest, adrenaline in my veins if you wanna play my game one look at you; my whole life falls in line. i prayed for you; before I called you mine. i get to love you its the best thing i’ll ever do the way you love, it changes who I am. i am undone your heart i will choose it hurts too good to say no you're pulling me in this is how it begins see how much I can take push and pull 'till I break stay locked to the rhythm of my heart everybody wants a hero these iron chains ain't nothing gonna stop us the worlds sitting pretty in the palm of my hand shadows are calling me light in my veins darkness is sinking me lost in the deep end

BLUE FOUNDATION

“BLUE FOUNDATION” (2000)

i will rise and shine in the mornin' light. if you don't watch out she'll get to you i never knew the truth in her sighs came toe to toe with nemesis it left my mind unscathed all i wanted was to bathe in the rays of eternity one is left with piles of ash

“SWEEP OF DAYS” (2004)

nikes

these bitches want nikes

she said she want a ring like carmelo

you been holding your breath

he don’t care for me but he cares for me and that’s good enough

we don’t talk much or nothin’, but when we talkin’ about something we have good discussion

that’s good for us

living so the last night feels like a past life

devil be possessin homies

we only human and it’s humid in these balmains

i may be younger but i’ll look after you

we’re not in love, but ill make love to you

i’m not him but i’ll mean something to you

it’s only awkward if you’re fucking him too

ivy

i thought i was dreaming when you said you loved me

i had no chance to prepare, i couldn’t see you coming

i could hate you now

it started from nothing

it’s quite alright to hate me now

the feeling still deep down is good

i could see you’re faking

we didn’t give a fuck back then

i ain’t a kid no more

we’ll never be those kids again

everything sucked back then

arm around my shoulder so i could tell how much i meant to you

you ain’t a kid no more

i broke your heart last week, you’ll probably feel better by the weekend

had you going crazy

there were things you didn’t need to say

i could dream all night

i could drive all night

pink + white

won’t let you down when it’s all ruin

you showed me love

it’s all downhill from here

make it out when the sun is ruined

bending up my nikes

stealing granny cigs

be yourself

stop trying to be somebody else

don’t try to be someone else

be yourself and know that’s good enough

be secure with yourself

solo

i’m dirty dancing by myself

might lose my jacket

them police turned down the function

gotta tell you how much i vibe with you

we too loud in public

we outside and the timing’s perfect

i think we were better off solo

it’s hell on earth and the city’s on fire

i’m skipping showers and switching socks

it’s just me and no you

skyline to

making sweet love, taking time

a pretty fucking fast year flew by

summer’s not as long as it used to be

can you come when i call again

self control

pool side convo about your summer

could i make it shine last night

little virgin wears white

i’ll be the boyfriend in your wet dreams tonight

wish we’d grown up on the same advice

keep a place for me

some nights you dance with tears in your eyes

you made me lose my self control

i made you use your self control

i know you gotta leave

good guy

said if i was in ny i should look you up

you text nothing like you look

here’s when i realized you talk so much more than i do

i know you don’t need me right now

to you it’s just a late night out

nights

everybody needs you

you don’t even got nobody being honest with you

you know i won’t need you

you are from my past life

wanna see nirvana, but don’t wanna die yet

shut the fuck up, i don’t want your conversation

pretty sweet [cover!!]

we pour a taste out for the bed

said you wanna hurt me now

you can’t end me now

that might be what you need

we know you’re sweet like a sucka

close to you

you could’ve held my hand through this

we’re getting older, don’t have much longer

they’re keeping me close to you

just like me, they long to be close to you

white ferrari

bad luck to talk on these rides

sixteen, how was i supposed to know anything?

we’re both so familiar

left when i forgot to speak

stick by me

i care for you still and i will forever, that was my part of the deal

we got so familiar

good times in this life

if you think about it it’ll be over in no time

you dream of walls that hold us in prison

we’re free to roam

seigfried

flawed crystals hang from your ears

i couldn’t gauge your fears

i can’t relate to my peers

i’d rather chip  my pride than lose my mind out here

maybe i should move and settle

two kids and a swimming pool

i’ve tried hell

it’s just a fond farewell to a friend

eat some shrooms, maybe have a good cry about you

i’d do anything for you

godspeed

i will always love you for how i do

wishing you godspeed

there will be mountains you won’t move

i’ll always be there for you

i let go of my claim on you

you’ll have this place to call home

this love will keep us through blinding of the eyes

i’l always love you until the time we die

futura free

i used to work on my feet for seven dollars a hour

i’m just a guy i’m not a god

sometimes i feel like i’m a god but i’m not a god

let me run this bitch

please gimme immortality

pray you catch me

you can taste the dishonesty, it's all over your breath as you pass it off so cavalier

my lonely ear pressed against the walls of your world

i’m prayin’ you catch me listening

i’m prayin’ you catch me

i’m prayin’ to catch you whispering

what are you doing my love?

hold up

they don’t love you like i love you

can’t you see there’s no other man above you?

something don’t feel right

what a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you

i smell your secret

i’m not too perfect to ever feel this worthless

i don’t wanna lose my pride, but i’mma fuck me up a bitch

there’s something i’m missing, maybe my head for one

what’s worse, looking jealous or crazy?

know that i kept it sexy, and know i kept it fun

let’s imagine for a moment that you never made a name for yourself

being walked all over lately, i’d rather be crazy

never had the baddest woman in the game up in your sheets

they used to hide from you, lie to you

y’all’ know we were made for eachother

you let this good love go to waste

don’t hurt yourself

who the fuck do you think i is?

when you diss me, you diss yourself

you ain’t married to no average bitch boy

get a bigger smile on my face, being alone

when you hurt me, you hurt yourself

you can watch my fat ass twist boy as i bounce to the next dick boy

when you love me, you love herself

love god herself

beautiful man i know you’re lying

you don’t love me deep enough

i’m just too much for you

sorry

headed to the club, i ain’t thinking ‘bout you

now you want to say you’re sorry

now you want to call me crying

tell him boy, bye

now i’m the one that’s lying

looking at my watch, he shoulda been home

i regret the night i put that ring on

he always got them fucking excuses

let’s have a toast to the good life

me and my baby, we gon’ be alright

he better call becky with the good hair

6 inch

she walked in the club like nobody’s business

she murdered everybody and i was her witness

she’s stacking money everywhere she goes

she fights for the power, keeping time

she too smart to crave material things

she pushing herself day and night

she fights and she sweats those sleepless nights

she don’t mind, she loves the grind

daddy lessons

daddy made a soldier out of me

daddy liked his whiskey with his tea

my daddy warned me about men like you

he said baby girl he’s playing you

love drought

you’re trying to be fair and you’re trying to be there

you’re caught up in your permanent emotions

all the loving i’ve been giving goes unnoticed

you and me could move a mountain

you and me could calm a war down

you and me could make it rain now

you my lifeline, think you tryna kill me.

i don’t care about the lights or the beams

tell me, what did i do wrong?

sandcastles

i made you cry when i walked away

every promise don’t work out

dishes smashed on my counter from our last encounter

i scratched out your name and your face

what is it about you that i can’t erase?

your heart is broken cause i walked away

show me your scares and i won’t walk away

forward

best foot first just in case

i love you more than this job

please don’t work fro me

go back to your sleep in your favourite spot next to me

freedom

i break chains all by myself

won’t let my freedom rot in hell

call me bulletproof

a winner don’t quit on themselves

i'm telling these tears, "go and fall away, fall away”

running blind in truth

all night

found the truth beneath your lies

true love never has to hide

how i missed you, my love

our love was stronger than your pride

if you go deep, you touch my mind

tru love’s the greatest weapon

every diamond has imperfections

my love’s too pure to watch it chip away

true love breathes salvation back into me

my torturer became a remedy

i’ll trade your broken wings for mine

formation

earned all this money but they never take the country out me

i like my baby heir with baby hair and afros

i twirl on them haters

sippin' cuervo with no chaser

i dream it, i work hard, i grind 'til i own it

“Sick of all these people talking, sick of all this noise, tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised “ 

“I'm headed straight for the castle, they wanna make me their queen”

“Oh, all of these minutes passing, sick of feeling used, if you wanna break these walls down, you're gonna get bruised.”

“My demons are begging me to open up my mouth, I need them mechanically make the words come out.”

“Knock me out, knock me out, saying that I want more, this is what I live for.”

“Survival of the richest, the city's ours until the fall.”

“Young James Dean, some say he looks just like his father, but he could never love somebody's daughter.”

“We know very well who we are, so we hold it down when summer starts.”

“All we do is think about the feelings that we hide”

“All we do is sit in silence waiting for a sign”

“And California never felt like home to me”

“I'm a one night stand, don't belong to no city, don't belong to no man”

‘Do you remember the taste of my lips that night, I stole a bit of my mother's perfume”

“You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece”

“You were red and you liked me because I was blue”

“You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky”

“And you decided purple just wasn't for you”

“I'm searching for something that I can't reach”

“I like the sad eyes, bad guys, mouth full of white lies”

“You say that you're no good for me, cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve”

“Everybody wants to know, if we fucked on the bathroom sink”

“That's the beauty of a secret ,you know you're supposed to keep it”

“You've got a fire inside but your heart's so cold”

“Cause I've done some things that I can't speak, And I've tried to wash you away but you just won't leave”

“And I couldn't stand the person inside me, I turned all the mirrors around”

“Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?”

“You're part of a machine, you are not a human being”

“I keep a close watch on this heart of mine, I keep my eyes wide open all the time”

“And I promised myself I wouldn't let you complete me.”

“I'm trying not to let it show, that I don't want to let this go. Is there somewhere you can meet me?”

“I'm sorry but I fell in love tonight.”

“Could we pretend that we're in love?”

“He says, "Oh, baby girl, you know we're gonna be legends, I'm the king and you're the queen and we will stumble through heaven”

“Would you bleed for me? Lick it off my lips like you needed me?”

“Let's cause a little trouble. Oh, you make me feel so weak.”

“Would you lie for me? Cross your sorry heart and hope to die for me?”

Heroes Or Ghosts

Am I just too cynical for my own good, too scared to say, we'll get there if we should

From the shadows you're cast to play the part

So don't grow old, forgetting who you are

And you could say we don't care or that we don't believe

Just Like That

Yeah we thought this could be our final war

We both go oh my god it's a terrible thing, that we're so drawn to each other

And we both go oh my god it's a wonderful thing, that we're so bound to each other

I'm not saying I want you back not unless you say it first

Cause I've said things just like that, only to end up getting hurt

Someone Else’s Hands

I can't hide from the thought of losing control

This disguise means I'm not who you think you know 

In a daze I watched it move behind your eyes

And if you hurt, know you broke your soul to save two lives

You know we got too close, I hope you understand that I can't give you all the things you want

You know my heart belongs in someone else's hands

How This Goes

I pretend I'm ok but I'm really not

But you'd kill and you killed to defend yourself, ‘cause you've been messed up with someone else

Could someone please take me home, I don't think I should be alone

Laugh out loud there's nothing else to do, ‘cause we screamed every term of abuse we knew

The Long Way

Yeah it's just like us to take the long way home

Do you wanna try? I can waste another year

We can take our time / there's so much you need to hear

Cause we're further now than we've been before

I'm not too sure what I've become but I tried as hard as anyone

You always stood your ground and I know how much you've got fucked around

Get Loose

Back then, you were never that discrete

But you say it's me that plays it safe 

We can decide we have all just had enough 

What A Love

Who believes things before they speak?

Does it get easier? Does it get easier? With every fight, and fault you find

Though my envy tries, and tries, and tries 

What a love, what a love, what a love, the kinda love that wakes you up

She's just the kind that gets you safe, someone to share the pain 

With the guts to tell you straight when things are not okay 

If I Gave Myself To Someone Else

If I gave myself to someone else, would it hurt just a little less? 

You chose to torture yourself, clung on to everything I left

It might just make it easier to forget what was said / wouldn't mean that I love you less

I never liked all the sounds the city makes

My Fault

I want to belong to something true

"I have this really high priority on happiness and finding something to be happy about." -- Taylor Swift

“We live on a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to a moon that moves the sea, and you don’t believe in miracles?” -- Marteria

“She’s like a fire, she lights up the room.” -- Unknown

“Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You.” -- Dr. Seuss

“Do it with passion or not at all.” -- Unknown

“I’d rather have flowers in my hair than diamonds around my neck.” -- Unknown

“Sometimes people are beautiful
 not in looks, 
not in what they say, 
just in what they are.” -- Markus Zusak

“That’s always seemed so ridiculous to me, that people want to be around someone because they’re pretty. It’s like picking your breakfast cereals based on color instead of taste.” -- John Green

“And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.” -- F. Scott Fitzgerald

"But I keep cruising. Can’t stop, won’t stop moving. It’s like I got this music in my mind saying it’s gonna be alright.” -- Shake It Off, Taylor Swift

"A thousand disbelievers couldn’t keep me on the ground. I’ve invented a momentum that’ll never slow me down.” -- Anything, Hedley

“When I’m counting up my demons, saw there was one for every day. With the good ones on my shoulder, I drove the other ones away. ” -- Everything’s Not Lost, Coldplay

“I’m through with accepting limits ‘cause someone else says they’re so. Somethings I cannot change, but until I try I’ll never know.” -- Defying Gravity, Wicked

"The glow that the sun gets; Right around sunset; Helps me realize; This is just a journey; Drop your worries; You are gonna turn out fine.” -- Keep Your Head Up, Andy Grammer

"I’m just a girl with crazy dreams, I see the sun in everything, hold onto what I believe and loving me." -- It’s Good, Katelyn Tarver

“I would swim all the oceans just to see you smile. Whatever it takes is fine.” -- Stand Up, One Direction

“I’ll run away with your foot steps. I’ll build a city that dreams for two. And if you lose yourself, I will find you.” -- Find You, Zedd

“Who’s to say tomorrow won’t be the best day of your life?” -- Matt Healy

“I hope there are days when you fall in love with being alive.” -- Unknown

“Happiness is not found in things you possess, but in what you have the courage to release...” -- Nathaniel Hawthorne