#lycanrambles

Been a hot minute since I rambled.

It’s so weird sometimes seeing other werewolves post. My wolf is closer to how the werewolf books online are. The ones people laugh at. Aside from appearances, mine has no connection to most “lore” or history.

Before I explain this part: I am not plural. I wouldn’t be mad if I found out I am one day, but I know this isn’t a separate entity.

I’ve always felt a wolf. It’s always been there. I’ve always spoken with it much like they describe in those books. The first time I read one back in middle school, it was like “Hey! Me too!” At the time I didn’t know about alterhumanity, so I just said I was a werewolf.

Later when I was introduced to omegaverse, once again…It was a “that’s me!” When I read about omegas. I’m a trans guy in human terms, but most of the time I just say I’m a male omega(obviously in situations where it’s not completely awkward). Funny enough it’s actually helped my dysphoria. My hips aren’t wide because I’m not a man, it’s because I’m an omega. I’m lacking downstairs because I’m an omega, not because I’m not a guy. It helps. I like being a pretty male omega.

My instincts are a mix of both. I want the pack houses described in a lot of werewolf books. I want the pack. The pack links, the bond. It always feels like there’s a space missing where a pack bond is meant to go. I feel the need to nest and caregive that they describe for omegas. The need to be the internal protector. The internal provider. I want to be the last line of defense for the ones who can’t fight if the alphas get taken down.

Like, I’m 26 and it makes me feel like a teenager dreaming of an impossible life. I want it so bad. The pack, the house, the community, the ability to shift as a pack and just run. ⋆｡𖦹° ⏾ ˚｡⋆

I’m making a wishlist for nesting, mostly on Etsy, so if anyone has any store recommendations I’d appreciate them ^.^

Before we begin, I will say I'm not fully part of the miscecanis community in my eyes personally. Some things such as nests and scents make my Otherkin side happy, but the idea of a male omega being able to have children being normal and accepted makes the trans male side of me happy.

Okay-- on to the rambles: I think I figured out what my base scent would be.

Vanilla bean and strawberry. Not like ripe fresh strawberries, but the artificial scent. The one that the old strawberry shortcake dolls smelled like back in the early 2000s. Both scents make me very happy, make me feel oddly attractive, and just are very "me". I always end up getting those scents in things if I can subconsciously, so why not claim that as my base scent? I already match the omega characteristics(the caregiving, nesting, and like I said before, being trans), so sweet food related scents kind of work there too.

Just in case it's misunderstood by anyone: when I say I claim something, I do not mean that no one else can use it. Please, if you share the same scents, share your products! I don't know where to find that specific strawberry scent aside from the cheaper suave soaps.

It's so weird realizing how much closer I am to werewolf than wolf.

While running around on all fours is fun but it never quite felt right? Like that's not that my animal did all the time. On the other hand, in dreams...I could switch between four legged running and two legged running fluidly. It was always in high adrenaline or distress that I'd go to all fours, as if something changed and I had to run faster.

I'm not just a Werewolfkin. I'm a traumatized Werewolfkin(TM).

Of course I'm the way I am. I'm terrified of getting close to people, I shy away from everything, I snap when I'm overwhelmed, I will disappear and hide...but once you get past that, then you have the protector and the fun werewolf.

I'm basically a traumatized dog ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ

"I have told you repeatedly that I am in urgent need of help, and everyone is ignoring me. I hope you will assist me so that I can buy medicine for my child as soon as possible, and so we can purchase some food to avoid starving or getting harmed while seeking aid. Please have mercy on us and help us with a donation so I can buy medicine and food for my child. Please donate and share my campaign

Thanks

I can't help with money, but I can share.

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Trauma is hearing your favorite streamer say “Whoever told you to disappear was lying to you” (paraphrased but close lol I’m a little high) and immediately thinking of your dad and just being unable to type for a moment as it sunk in.

Honestly my therapist has broken through many lies my father told me or made me believe, but I think that just started cracking another one I didn’t know was hidden.

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Brains are weird. So many things get hidden away and you don’t realize until someone says the right thing. It’s like one of the ADHD bees that was in hibernation woke up. Ready to buzz around my head, going through stuff I’d forgotten or dismissed.