#lureen

Summary: You're ruthless, Lucretia.

But she had to be, to make it this far. And now Maureen and Lucas are dead, and she has lost her family again. Notes: Maureen Miller/Lucretia; character death; mostly canon-compliant give or take a few things; post Crystal Kingdom; spoilers up to current (ep. 65); Dead Wives’ Club

She cups the Stone in her fingers, turning it over and over and over, gemstones falling from her fingers like tears.

They fall and smash against the floor like glass. It is small, and it’s power residual, and this innocuous rock was responsible for the loss of the last thing she had left.

She kicks the table the relics lay on, shouting in pain and frustration. She clenches her fist around the Stone and slams her knuckles against the hard wooden surface.

She hears the pop of her knuckles and feels her skin split and it’s not enough, not yet. She does it again. Not yet.

Again. Again, and this time, she feels the break in her fingers, and she feels the Stone cut into her palm and she lets her knees buckle from the pain, banging her elbows against the table.

She gasps, then finally, finally sobs. She hadn’t cried yet, and it had been eating her away inside. For months she had yet to cry and it gnawed on her, dark and insidious and aching.

How could she not have cried? How could she not have been able to cry until she physically damaged herself? How had she managed to be so cruel?

She knows Maureen never wanted a world where Lucas was dead. She probably didn’t want to die the way she had, either. Or lost control of herself and hurt Lucas. Or any of the horrible things that had been relayed to her in real time and from Taako, Merle, and Magnus.

And she never wanted a future where they were both gone from her, not simply estranged, but gone, beyond her reach.

All colored! Finally done after picking away at it for so long. Strahd doesn’t stand a chance. ;)

Chapters: 4/? Fandom: The Adventure Zone (Podcast) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: The Director/Maureen Miller Characters: The Director (The Adventure Zone), Maureen Miller, Lucas Miller, Merle Highchurch, Magnus Burnsides, Taako (The Adventure Zone), Angus McDonald, Killian (The Adventure Zone), Avi (The Adventure Zone), Carey Fangbattle, Boyland (The Adventure Zone), Noelle | No-3113, Johan (The Adventure Zone) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fluff & Angst, a whole lot of time loops, will add characters and tags as i go! Summary:

Valentine’s Day is getting closer! I like drawing 6 w 6 Jackie

this is totally just a shitpost based on a convo

click on the pictures!!

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: The Adventure Zone (Podcast) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: The Director/Maureen Miller Characters: The Director (The Adventure Zone), Maureen Miller, Lucas Miller, Merle Highchurch, Magnus Burnsides, Taako (The Adventure Zone), Angus McDonald, Killian (The Adventure Zone) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fluff & Angst, a whole lot of time loops, will add characters and tags as i go! Summary:

  If I had Listened for my Name I would have heard the Sweet Silent Saint Speaking & Calling of Destiny beyond my Brittle Brain.  I am a series of abandoned places and misplaced faces turning, churning learning.

If I had Listened for My Name I would have escaped the Family Plot and Indecent Mausoleum that keeps my bones on ice.  Dust would not have gathered in splotches and griefs within crevasses of spirit and soul.

If I had Listened For My Name my world would burst forth, setting free oceans of galaxies. Seas of synchronicity.

If I had Listened For My Name I would not have signed away my hopes and dreams into obligations and duties.

I would not be a lost one looking for a home.  Sequoias and sand bid me entrance. Forest and Green Hills bid me Welcome.

That voice though unintelligible yet distinct was getting louder and more insistent on being heard.

I a Scavenger of Blues  spread stardust seeds from journey seeking the Traveler.  An impenetrable Limbo foggy and heavy misty prior to a storm.  So difficult that staying afloat feels like drowning. My views are behind a steel cage.

The Storm arrives to clear the air.

Muddled Dreams and Visions receive clarification when passing through hurricanes and tornadoes.

For I am Most Awake When Dreaming.

  Life Beyond, Behind and Through Green Cauls

  Copious amounts of letters, alphabets, symbols and gibes fell to the floor.  Some fell into gestures others were barely held together by periods, adjectives, commas, semi-colons, verbs and apostrophes.  Weak chain links that were often smashed into derpish grins.

  My Muse sprinkled the fallens with Holy Water and Anointing Oil keeping rigor mortis from settling in.  Here and There Muse Traveler plants and picks, prunes and shears. Preparing the landscape.

Mystic + Muse Join Forces with the Traveler Leading the Way Home.

My Name is planted deeply within foraging for nourishment.  Perpetuating eternal root systems

Once again I must Pray my Unconscious into Being.

  This prose poem inspired by My Ghana SiStar and Sister-Friend  Amoafowaa Sefa Cecilia 

https://amoafowaa.com/2018/01/26/if-i-had-listened-to-maame-crazy-stanzas/

  https://amoafowaa.com/2018/01/27/%E2%80%8Bwhat-you-dont-see/

    L Train Views & Vistas from Broadway Junction

Chapters: 5/? Fandom: The Adventure Zone (Podcast) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: The Director/Maureen Miller Characters: The Director (The Adventure Zone), Maureen Miller, Lucas Miller, Merle Highchurch, Magnus Burnsides, Taako (The Adventure Zone), Angus McDonald, Killian (The Adventure Zone), Avi (The Adventure Zone), Carey Fangbattle, Boyland (The Adventure Zone), Noelle | No-3113, Johan (The Adventure Zone) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fluff & Angst, a whole lot of time loops, will add characters and tags as i go! Summary: