#ltyh

Keegan’s mind was racing and he felt like he was going to explode. Lea had randomly broke up with him that morning and he wasn’t expecting it at all since things were going so well for them. Or so he thought. Between that and fighting with Ashley last night, Keegan felt like shit and was extremely tempted to drink. He knew he shouldn’t, especially after all the progress he had made but it was so tempting. He felt like he had lost everything. Finally being able to move on and be happy with someone else after Troian only resulted in him getting his heart broken again and it made him feel worthless. Ashley was his best friend and he always hated fighting with her, especially when it felt like they were just saying things to purposely hurt one another. Even if he had started seeing someone new first, it stung to see Troian getting so close to Nate, going to this prom thing with him and most likely starting a relationship with him. All Keegan wanted to do was stop thinking about it all and he knew the only way to do that was to drink.

He made his way to the liquor store and even went as far as buying a bottle of vodka. He was walking around the streets of Napa Valley until he came across one and once he had it in his hands, he went to a secluded area where no one was around. Sitting on a rock, Keegan stared down at the bottle of vodka in his hands. Swallowing hard, Keegan knew how much he shouldn’t do this. The guilt was already thick in his mind and he thought about his kids and the thought of Troian taking them away from him if he started getting into the habit of drinking. His kids were the only thing he had left, at least that’s how he felt and he knew he couldn’t risk it. Throwing the vodka bottle across the street, Keegan watched as it shattered once hitting the ground, the same feeling now in his chest as he thought about everything happening.