#ltmil

‎𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊

no one cared enough for me like that and it really makes my heart happy. i know they’re just simple things but no one has ever done that to me. no one has ever carried some of my things for me even though i can really handle them myself. no one has ever lend me their coat just so i won’t be cold or feel uncomfortable anymore with my dress. no one has ever randomly asked me if i’m okay especially when i just space out. no one has ever let me walk first so that i could be safe because i would normally walk behind everybody else. no one has ever cared for me like that. and i am so thankful for that person. i am so thankful for that (i consider it a brotherly) care. i always longed for a brother figure, or maybe a father figure. or a sibling figure or someone who would just care for and protect me like family. i just never felt that for a very long time that’s why i’m emotional and getting paranoid by it. i hope more people would care like that for me because as much as i appear to be strong sometimes, i’m still a fragile sensitive human being. and deep inside i am breaking and falling apart. and the smallest of things can really help me bring back my pieces together bit by bit.