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Sent 8th November~

Yeah! I can’t explain it in any simpler terms than the way you just did, because that’s absolutely right.

Tagged by @loyalunicorn ^^

Rules: tag 5 people or whatever I dont know

Name: Jonna

Nickname: I don’t really have one

Birthday: November 9th (1996)

Star sign: Scorpio

Height: 159.5 cm (so approximately 5′2″ - 5′3″?)

Gender: (cis) woman

Sexual Orientation: Queer. Probably pan, possibly demi

Romantic Orientation: Queer, probably pan

Fav color: Black

Time and Date as of right now: 15.11.2017 19:31

Average hours of sleep: I guess around 8 hrs?

Lucky number: Don’t know

Last thing i googled: 159,5cm to ft

first word that comes to mind: ummm..?

A place that makes me happy: Hmm I don’t know

How many blankets do I sleep under: 1

Fave fictional character: Right now I think Rosa Diaz

Fave famous person: I don’t have one, I don’t really follow famous people

Celebrity Crush: Don’t have one

Fave book: My answers are so boring but I don’t really have a fave book either.. I remember reading Emily of the New Moon as a kid, I think I was like 12 maybe? and I’ve reread it once or twice and I really liked it so maybe that? hah

Fave anime: Aa probably the monogatari-series? Or Free!

Fave tv show: Brooklyn Nine-Nine! Not sure if it’s my all time favorite but I really like it

Fave bands/artists: Sixx A.M., Sonata Arctica, Avantasia.. Those are the first that come to mind but I listen to a lot of different kinds of music

Fave game: Don’t have one :D

Last movie: Good question.. Maybe Wonder Woman?

Dream holiday:  Right now I would love to go somewhere warm..

Wearing right now: Pyjamas (aka a shirt I stole from my boyfriend)

Last book i read: The last book I finished was probably the Welcome to Night Vale novel, I’m currently reading It Devours.

Rules! 1. Post these rules 2. Answer the questions given by the tagger 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people!

What are you currently reading? I’m reading Eclipse, like the trash I am. 

What is something you’re excited about that is going to happen in the near future? Hopefully I’ll be graduating from my Bachelor course soon... If I try really hard and not manage to break down.

If you could get any writer in the world to write something, who would it be and what would you have them write? I would probably ask Oscar Wilde to write this beautiful, queer story with different types of queer people and you don’t know if it is happening in this world or some fantastical realm <3

If you write fic, what is the ship or the fandom you’ve written for most? Merthur :) That’s the only ship I’ve written for. However, if the made up scenarios in my head count, there are a lot more fandoms and it’s usually me paired up with my favourite character. 

What toppings do you put on your pizza? AALLL THE CHEESE and salami/pepperoni

Did you ever go through a Twilight phase? As I am trash and I re-read the entire Twilight saga in one week, two weeks ago, after not having read it in almost 10 years, my answer would have to be yes... (Honestly though I was such a huge fan from ages 13 to 15/16 and it’s how I met my friend group at secondary school so I’m not even mad about it anymore). 

If you could marry a fictional character, which one would it be? Merlin, or Neville Longbottom, or Edward Cullen because I’m trash (also book Edward really isn’t so bad), or Jane Eyre or Lizzie Bennet (gotta have some girls on the list). 

What is a book you loved as a child that not many people know about? We have a Dutch book at home with fairytales. They’re not really conventional fairytales, but I really liked them and the illustrations in that book are beautiful. 

Name a celebrity you’ve met in real life Colin Morgan <3 I saw him in the Tempest, Mojo, The Living and the Dead screening and in Gloria. I also saw Rupert Grint in Mojo of course (I almost cried when he got on stage cause jesus christ that’s my childhood...). 

If you wrote your own TV show, who would you like to cast in it? Myself and Colin Morgan, we’d be lovers (of course) and then somehow it would also become an off-screen thing because of my alure :) 

What song has been stuck in your head a lot recently? Stupid Bitch, from the show Crazy Ex-Girlfriend. It’s freaking brilliant. xD The line: “You’re a poopy little slut who doesn’t think and deceives the people she loves”, is everything to me. 

My questions:  1.Do you have any tattoos and if yes, what are they of. If no, do you want any?  2.What does your favourite outfit look like?  3.What would be your dream job in an ideal world?  4.What was your first fandom and how did you get into it?  5.What is your favourite character thrope?  6.Do you have any pets? If yes, tell me about them. If no, do you want any?  7.Who was/ is the best teacher you’ve ever had?  8.Are you still friends with the people from secondary school?  9.Where do you want to be five years from now?  10.Put your playlist on shuffle, the first song is your funeral song. What is it?  11. What is the last book you read? What is it about? 

Well, hopefully I do! Most of these are mindfulness techniques that I’ve collected through dealing with anxiety, but hopefully there’s something in here that will definitely help you

getselfhelp.co.uk has a ton of resources for a variety of mental health disorders, including mindful breathing (there’s also a more in-depth page about colour breathing), and there’s also some about using imagery (aka ‘think of a happy place’ but done in a way that might be able to really help)

There’s the Headspace app & website. It’s for mindful meditation, and while there are specific packages that you can buy for anxiety and stress etc. I’ve found that the basics is all I need but you might feel differently.

Similar to the Headspace app, there’s also this quick 3 minute one that basically gets you to do the same thing but is on Youtube and might help

If you haven’t already, it might be worth it to get an adult colouring book (minding physical health and financial situation of course). You can grab some pretty cheap ones from Amazon, there are fandom-specific ones and they can really help

Other distraction techniques can be very helpful. like making geometric art, creating your own galaxies, playing with coloured fluids, or even maybe compiling a playlist on Youtube of things that make you happy

Also if you have any pets, go cuddle them. There’s a reason why puppy rooms are becoming so popular

Below is Weightless Part 1 by Marconi Union. The Weightless album was scientifically designed to reduce anxiety, and the full album is definitely available on Spotify and Apple Music