lovesick-wrenches replied to your post: Okay work all day tomorrow then Sunday free to...
This makes me incredibly happy to read <3
I'm happy and I know a lot of people have been there for me and helped me while I was struggling
Actually, TBH, I feel like I've been a real bitch this year. I took my anger out on a lot of people that didn't deserve it. I pushed people and took things the wrong way and let horrible events take over my life.
They are still there. The effects aren't going away. But the wound is healing. Its scabbing and the skin repairing. I'm gonna live with the scars but the pain is gone. And each time I pick the scab, theres less there to bleed.
And even though I've been a horrible bitch, my friends are still here. And that means so much to me. I know this is sappy but jesus, no one has really left me. Some had to walk away and I get that, but you're all still here.
I'm ready for Youmacon and all the events to come. And thats the first time I can honestly say that. I'm ready to face this.