Oh noooo~ who’s blood could that beeee :333

More of the Lovesick AU! I didn’t feel like drawing a lot, so I used Gacha teehee

You were an interesting person. Really! I always wondered what happened in that head of yours. I will probably never the answer to that. But I can think of 2 things you think about hot wings and business related things. But my first was afraid of you. He was afraid of you because he knew what you were. We both knew. I just come out and while my first love was still in the closet but in more fear. I don't hate you because I don't hate anyone really. I don't see a reason to hate person you don't know because I don't spend that message to people. You should respect everyone because there are just like you. HUMAN. But I can thank you for one thing. You made my best friend, Mia feel whole again. She believed in love again. I honestly thought she wasn't gonna make it. And it happened if you do or don't believe in my religion we will just say the universe did something beautiful. She was so happy with you. She smiled more and was more comfortable with you. And I am glad you spent that time with her. She had learned a lot and I am glad that she did. So thank you for giving me pain yet hope.

I want you more, more than I have wanted anything. I need you more, more than necessity. Desire, it controls my everything.. My everything, in everything. Be mine in all ways, until you're numb to the doubt or have abandoned me. Just don't, say the words to fake the feelings.. Your feelings, to my feelings. 

Do you really want to do this? Is it really in you, do you truly know? Can you give yourself over to it completely? How far down the rabbit hole are you willing to go? 

Can you keep the vows and promising, to give into it all and be my everything? I'll give you my all once but, once it's gone, it's not coming back! 

The lust inside, is ever bottomless. The love coincides, without it leaves me a mess. Without one, then the other lies.. And builds on lies, then fails on lies. I'll place what's left of my heart in your care, the fade and cold is from the constant betrayal. So take care, for what you hold is fragile in everyway.. from everyway, and everything. 

Do you really want to do this? Is it really in you, do you truly know? Can you give yourself over to it completely? How far down the rabbit hole are you willing to go?  

Can you keep the vows and promising, to give into it all and be my everything? I'll give you my all once but, once it's gone, it's not coming back!

My love's a quest My lust a hunger I'll devour you To hold you closer An urge, a crave, a need If you can't then don't lead me on Because once I sense your falter Then my love is gone. If you can stay true to the path, then our love can last, So long as you believe in that, then I'll give all I have, And we can build our future from a broken past. A love so strong It can balance out the hurt For all the ways it's wrong Our bond show's it's true worth.

Do you really want to do this? Is it really in you, do you truly know? Can you give yourself over to it completely? How far down the rabbit hole are you willing to go?  

Of all the ways for me to express true, Would it be enough to say you are missed? Just say what it is for you I must do, So that I may once again be in bliss.

Without you the days dread and nights are worse, Can you accept what has become of me? For the emptiness has been quite a curse, Briefly suppressed when I came upon thee.

But as I anxiously try I still fail, So perhaps it's best to ignore this love, though my words none the less fall to betrayal, and back into the void my heart is shoved.

It’s 4:37am and I just can’t sleep at all tonight. And I know, I know I KNOW-know that this sounds a little nutsy, but I can’t stop thinking about you.

I love e v e r y t h i n g about you.

You make me want to list things. I could make Spotify (play)lists of songs about you, make to-do lists I could tack additions onto endlessly of the best ways I could make your day, list my favorite parts of your mind & body that I could compare the horizons, star showers, gods and goddesses, and timeless treasures to; and a list on The List that would never get listed, because a list about you is impossible to describe in words, rendering a list indescriptive.

You see, you’re so elusive to me; moments spent with you too real to truly be; so fleeting, but stuck with me for an eternity,

I’m counting to infinity and even Adaline could never age enough to cover the time I’ve spent,

waiting for someone as different as witty as beautiful as cool as eclectic as “girl of my dreams”-levels prototypical as wonderful as you.

You are a miracle. and I will never stop thanking Heaven for you.

I want you.