#louki

hiya, i’ve been thinking about this for almost a week now. i am not one to say ‘i’m not into it’ because let’s be real, i can usually convince myself to be into basically anything if i think about it long enough. that being said...i really don’t like loki, and i don’t forgive him for the terrible things that he did and all the destruction and death that he rained down upon everyone around him and ultimately everyone in the entire universe, thanks for nothing, loki!!!!!!! he basically did to clint what hydra did to bucky, he partnered with thanos even though he KNEW what that fucker was capable of, and he tried to exterminate like the entire population of earth?? uhh?????

so anyway, i never say never, but i can’t ship loki/louis. what i CAN do is...

louis as a loki figure. zayn as a thor figure. it’s 2015, and zayn is being called to a higher purpose, but it means he has to leave his found family behind, including louis (louki?), who is like a brother to him. and all louis can feel is the bitterness and hurt and jealousy, and he lashes out in ugly ways that don’t have much to do with zayn himself and are probably more related to his own self-loathing and disappointment and feelings of abandonment. they were so close, and then they fractured, and the betrayal is so potent that it seems impossible to mend. and then there is loss, and they uneasily find their way back into each other’s lives. and they’ve grown up and grown apart, but they were brothers once, and underneath all the resentment and hurt and anger, there is some powerful, epic connection that can never be broken. they are fated for each other. their stories are impossibly intertwined, and though they drift apart sometimes, they always come crashing back together.