when im feeling depressed so i put on the playlist of despair and agony to make it even worse
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when im feeling depressed so i put on the playlist of despair and agony to make it even worse

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heyyouyesyouhelpmewithmyboredomidekifucanreadthisbutillbeveryimpresssedifucananywayistillhavesomethingtodoforschoolandsomethingtosubmitwhichisduewheneverbutitotallydidnotditchtoplaygenshinortowritesomethingtodayanywayillbeheadingoutnowcyasooneveryonestaysafeandluvuall
Me right now. Gotta keep it going til 10 tonight. #workingonsaturday #ugh #saturday #events #fundraising #fundraiser #prayforme #starbucks #losingmysanity
Meanwhile while I was on Snapchat early this evening. 😂😂😂 . . . . . . . . . . . #whatpoise #snapchat #losingmysanity
Fun Make-Up and Sanity: things that are fleeting #feelingmyself #glitterbrows #video #mood #endoftheday #losingmysanity #selfievideo #heterochromia (at Cambridge, Massachusetts)

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sleep deprive : something new
The past weeks man I just can't sleep like before, I had 5 hours of sleep yesterday and I ain't a bit sleepy right now, this ain't good with me, I use to love fucking sleeping and now sleeping angers me so much... fucking sleeps fucking with my mental and physical my eyes trip out on shit making it seem like its melting or drooping, and I can't think straight. Or breathe half the time, I feel like I'm suffocating, make it stop pls, make it stop
*sigh*
Between a child that won't sleep, and a dog that has decided he needs to LITERALLY be at my heels all day (I've accidentally tripped over him three times and accidentally kicked him twice already), I just want to have some alone time. Some quiet, peaceful, lonely alone time.
Alternate Universe
I hate to say this but sometimes my life is just plain boring and people could be so annoying. Then in a perverse way of the universe, it will give me excitement, excitement that will cost me my peace of mind and happiness
Sometimes I wish that I could just leave this all behind; the chaos, issues, troubles, routines, responsibilities, annoying people, even just for while. I hope there is this alternate universe I can go to when things get a bit too much. I can stop time (put it on pause) and I’ll be someone else, do something fun and crazy. Just to clear my head. I could be in Sherlock’s world (investigating a death,espionage, burglary etc) , or in Westeros wading through treachery and evil schemes (hope I stay alive) or in Middle Earth fighting orcs (if I die, I’ll just wake up, back to reality), or in Grandline/New World with Luffy and the gang (kicking evil guys asses and looking cool doing it) and I could on and on about my favorite fictional world.
Then I’ll return to this safe & normal boring existence dreaming for another chance to visit my alternate universe.
I need to get a life before I hate my job and lose my sanity.