Apr 5, 2020
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Wi does are meant to let light in the room there for courts is shouldnāt even exist
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Wi does are meant to let light in the room there for courts is shouldnāt even exist
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I was thinking about what was that idea i had for a comic the whole day. It was really funny and I know u guys would love it! . But sigh its not meant to be, so here's a drawing of me thinking hard about what was the idea i had šš¤£ . I tried to draw the details as much as possible but tsk, im so bad with it and colours š . . . #lifeofqin #idea #missingidea #loosethoughts #whatwasit #ughmybrainsucks #ugh #ughhhhhhhhh #catstuff #catsillustration #cats #sleepykittyontummy #sleepycats #singaporearts #singapore #singapura (at Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw9Qw3GhPrR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=122lu0f8f7tr3
Since I couldn't go to Masego last cause I was in Cincinnati I will be bumping Masego all day today....stupid adulting #Masego #Trapscat #LadyLady #LooseThoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/BpZncE9AzrQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bl4ujnvld8ii
Iām not sure why some people project their insanity onto others. Like, you feel poorly about yourself & that perception bleeds into how you respond to everyone around you & everything they say. You believe that every word & action is designed to maliciously hurt you in some manner. What a monstrous fucking egotism to think anyone elseās world revolves around you & you alone. You canāt even explain after youāve flipped out eitherā because now youāre just a crazy person & no one cares what you have to say anymore.
ā¦ I do this & I hate myself even harder for it.
Iāve always been a bit socially stunted, you could sayā¦ I have a lot of anxiety & sometimes I get so discouraged that I just detach from even trying to make friends. I donāt mind being on my ownā often it is even preferable because social interactions can be draining.
However, like any other creature designed to be social, eventually I crave, nay, I need some sort of human interaction. The tricky bit is that Iāve had so many bad experiences with people that it has become really difficult for me to open myself up & form any sort of lasting bond. I assume that everyone will leave at some pointā & thus, they do because of my inability to let them know I care. It has become a self-fulfilling prophecy.
Case in point: Last summer I had made a friend that had the potential to be romantic. I really enjoyed the time we spent & I also really cared for himā¦ but eventually he quit talking to me so much & spending so much time. Whenever I asked what happened he told me, well, heād met someone else & I was kind of crushedā in a later conversation he revealed to me the reason he was still ālookingā was because he didnāt even realize I cared about him. He thought I didnāt want anything more. Heās actually married nowā but stated that had he known I cared, he never would have met or began dating her because there was something between us.
I feel like I miss out on so many opportunities because Iām scared or just canāt seem to open myself up to it. Itās so frustrating.
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Sometimes I sit up all night choking on my tears & struggling in between breaths because grief is still so near it leaves a knot thick in my throat. Other times I sit up all night doing nothing-- feeling nothing.
There are so many stories & songs & poemsā All about love in One form or anotherā¦ But whenever I think of love A thousand tiny memories Trickle down my brain stem All these physical momentsā A breath caught in your chest, A tremble beneath my lightest touch So much that will never ever Find its way to the page Yet will remain eternal So long as this heart beats & these neurons keep firing.
I wish I could write you an epic sonnet spouting lovely adjectives that question if English is really your native tongue A hyperbole of all the ways I can imagine how to love a soul like yours... But too often have I found that people are never what they seem Too often am I left wanting when I pour my all into an empty receptacle Forgive me if it takes a moment to spit out all the things I want to say My kindness has been taken as weakness more than I care to admit And the truth... the truth is we just met- But for some reason being close to you is the closest I've felt to home in quite some time I'm sorry I can't tell you this yet I'm so sorry I can't be sure of my own intuitive notions sometimes Right now I want to be holding you the way I was when we laid in your bed The way you moved against me stirred movement in my soul As you lay down your weary head upon my chest; rising & falling with every breath My heartbeat did not hasten & panic didn't find it's grip For some reason I feel like loving you could be easy & my guard is starting to slip.