#lookoutsidekin

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I miss lyle a lot and thats honestly so embarrassing. "Oh gosh i sure wish my mutated spider-camera-thing stalker was here" <- sentences thought up by the utterly deranged. Idk man i just. Wish i could talk to him again i guess. Maybe kiss him again too but we don't gotta get into that-

It truly does hurt my soul to think about what happened to the other astronomers. I miss them. I miss all of them. It's not fair that I pushed forward and lived when they did not.

Dear Lyle

jasper, it wasn't your fault. you did everything you could for me. i appreciated you more than anything. you made my last days so much less painful. i wouldn't have wanted it any other way. i hope you've found peace, and i hope you can forgive yourself. i love you.