#logbook

I don't think status quo defenders who are appalled by those of us who can easily stomach matricide grasp just how much Dr. Kelly has completely ruined Reese's life. The nature of the abuse she has inflicted on him has all but ensured he will never be able to live comfortably and freely. At the very least, he won't be able to for quite some time. He will be at the complete mercy of the generosity and kindness of others, something that can be revoked at a moment's notice. Unless someone is willing to dedicate a significant amount of time, effort, and space to allow him to basically play "catch-up" he's kind of forced into a life of homelessness and unemployment, which while not a death sentence for him, it does heavily restrict what he can do with his life. He never graduated high school, he has no job history, thus no references, nothing to put on a resume, no credit score, no way to rent, likely little to no money, little to no support network... and it's genuinely all Dr. Kelly's fault. When it feels like you have no future, it becomes almost impossible to give a fuck about the consequences or moral implications of your actions.

One time in high school I posted that picture of ewan macgregor obi-wan captioned "repost if you love Jesus" on my Instagram story and this girl that was my classmate who I knew had never seen star wars and was like ultra-religious reposted it on her story and my dad was so mad at me that he made me dm her and be like hey so that's jedi master obi-wan kenobi. Just so you know.