Text ✖ Clare
Eli: There's literally no way I can sum up this entire situation. I know explaining it won't help either; I've already done the damage by pushing you away.
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Eli: Do you think we could talk? In person? If you don't even want to give me the time of day, I understand completely. If I were you, I wouldn't even want to think of me again. I hurt you and I don't deserve another chance, but I really need to talk to you.
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Eli: I went to the bookstore today and hoped you were there. I even went to the supernatural fiction section, thinking you might be curled up in an armchair with one of those idiotic books. But you weren't. And I wanted you to be so badly.
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Eli: I'm such a piece of shit, Clare. You did nothing wrong; this is all me. I'm so sorry.
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Eli: But maybe this is for the best. Maybe you deserve a clean slate and to forget there was ever even a possibility of us. You don't know how much I'm sparing you right now. You're hurting, and I feel awful for it, but you'd be hurting so much more if you let me into your life for good.
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Eli: You're perfect and I'm so sorry.
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