how exactly would i know i switch states? every time i decide, i feel like im doing it wrong and and stuck in this loop of searching for information all day every day instead of living my life.( i know its something i need to work on though). also how would i know when i'll get it? i really want my desires in the 3D now :( i keep hearing people saying "make it natural to you" but how do i know when it is? i feel so numb because of stuff i've feel through so feeling anything is a bit harder for me i feel. everyone says so many different things and im so frustrated that i cant understand any of this! im not sure why.
i also read your post where you said methods dont manifest we do but we can do them if it makes us happy (obviously not word for word lol) and i've been but every time i try to fulfill myself im right back at doubts, triggered by the 3D and such. any advice?
you know when you've truly fulfilled yourself, when you actually know that the only thing to do is to accept you have what you desire NOW
if you feel like you're doing something wrong, that's still a feeling! you're allowed to dismiss it! you don't need to figure out the when and the how, that's not something you need to worry about as consciousness since you've already fulfilled yourself, my love.
in a sense, the law isn't to "make it natural" if that were the case this would've been called the law of naturalness. you're making a new assumption natural, yes, via returning to it whenever you want.
you can decide that you're not doing anything wrong, my love. you're just being consistent with this, not perfect. i think you're probably focusing too much on finding the perfect feeling. truly just sit and ask yourself, how would you feel if right now you had what you wanted? stop thinking about the 3d for just one second, time doesn't matter, nothing matters in the mind, your inner man.
just ask yourself this, if right now, you experienced what you want, or you KNEW you were going to experience it, how would you feel? what comes up naturally as a result? if doubts pop up, dismiss it, observe it but don't allow it to become fused with your identity. regardless, if you had what you want, i'm sure you'd look at that doubt and be like "huh?? what?" that's how you should see it - acknowledge it, but don't identify with it as that doubt is NOT you.
as for the 3d, my love. know that it's neutral, it can't hurt you. if you're triggered by it, that's your outer man being triggered by a neutral 3d, not your inner man, your identity. you're allowed to know that you're safe in your mind, as your inner man that you already have what you want, you're allowed to go back to that whenever you want.