did you have muse you tried to play, but ended up dropping for various reasons? (the rpc wasn’t active, you lost interest, etc) //munday
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09. ( did you have muse you tried to play, but ended up dropping for various reasons? (the rpc wasn’t active, you lost interest, etc) )
in the beginning of my roleplay years, for sure! it was about ten yrs ago, give or take, and little ol me thought i could handle countless blogs. my main one at the time was a naruko blog (fem! naruto). i absolutely ADORED her, and still do. i don’t want to say i ‘tried’ rp-ing her, because i did rp her. fully. letting her go was bittersweet, but i had great memories there & felt i did her justice. now, numbers aren’t so important to me, but having 1k+ followers on that blog boosted my ego lmfaoo. i created hc’s upon hc’s, made amazing bonds, wrote fantastic threads, but in the end i deleted her bc i believe my chapter with her, my connection if you so will, had come to an end. im sure there were personal things that influenced me to delete the blog... because she IS a cheerful character, one of the HAPPIEST in my muse list, and for that reason, i don’t think i can go back to those types of characters. not entirely.
so, with the less depressing things. i had made a fandomless oc bc there was a song i liked & i wanted to base their whole character on that song. he plummeted HEAVILY. i don’t even think i tried. fandomless oc’s weren’t as popular as they are now. i also made a fem!sasuke blog but that lasted for like three days & i got bored. then i made a senna blog! yes! the one from the bleach movie! i remember seeing her and absolutely falling for her. i loved how agile she was, her little flips and tricks, the motifs of falling leaves. her orange eyes. the ribbon at the end!!!! ugh i was a sucker for angst even then. but i think i stopped because i wasn’t getting a lot of interactions? i can’t quite remember (HahA)? it was hard to integrate her in everyone's canon compliant verse, i think, so i just eventually stopped. i was probably getting bored too bc she was my first muse in the bleach fandom. & i didn’t really know where to start or how to reach out to ppl. will i ever pick her up again? nah, i don’t think so. including nelliel, i already have three muses im looking after.
oh. i also made a peter parker muse, too. but tbh i think i just wanted to make a pretty blog lol. he never reached past an interaction.
