#lletter

Elementary pa tayo nung nagkakilala tayo eh. 2 years ang agwat mo sakin. Nagkakilala tayo dahil inaasar mo ako sa ibang tao. Nakakatawa diba, parang dati lang inaasar mo ako sa iba, ngayon ikaw ang gusto ko. Highschool na tayo. Aalis ka na. Hindi ko padin alam kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman mo. Yes, I’ve been hating you, loving you, hating you, loving you. Pero hindi ko alam kung ikaw, ano ba talaga? You used to be so sweet to me. You used to call me until your unlimited call expires. You used to make promises that you’ll never forget me. I want to know, will you still keep that promises or you just let it flow out to your mouth and don’t mean any words that you have said? I love being teased by others to you. Because I just love you so much. I don’t know if this is puppy love or what ever love but the next thing I know, you are one of the things that I won’t forget. Never. You are the greatest thing I ever had. You make me happy even though we don’t have labels. But, I don’t want labels now, all I want is to know what feelings you have for me. Am I just waiting here for nothing?

Few more day and yes you’re leaving me. I don’t want to be hurt. But this is me, enjoying seeing myself sad and hurt because we only have few days left and I’m still out of my words. Words that will tell you all. Are we just waiting for each other? I hope not. You are the guy and I know that you know that there is something in me that really wants to get into you. 

Every time our eyes met I can see something, there is still spark between us. Is that a spark that says we still have chance for each other or a spark that I should wake up myself from this big joke? Oh damn, I miss you so much. I miss our closeness. Please, tell me everything now.