Can't be late so here's an update! ๐ It's been 1๏ธโฃ5๏ธโฃdays since the epic fall and honestly Ive made minimal over all progress with movement, feeling or strength. Today, I learned this road will be long and challenging. It was also here that my greatest fear had become my truth but #IRISE. Since we last chatted I've had to put my big girl panties on, advocate for myself and be my own HERO. 41/2 years ago I wrote BE YOUR OWN HERO in my DREAM journal, lacking understand and not aware of the message God had instilled in me ๐๐ I'm taking back what the devil STOLE FROM ME !!!!!๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐พ Today I was able to Sit up with assistance/support. The most exciting was attempt with assistance was to bear weight on my legs. I wasn't able stand as I can't feel my legs. However, It wasn't about standing. It was about the dig, my ability to dig deep and choose the uncertainty versus not trying at all... Im so proud of myself. I was scared but I tried๐๐ฝ๐๐ Each night I lay in this hospital bed and visualize myself WALKING across stage in my size 11 ๐ RED BOTTOMS. I can see, smell and feel the whole event occuring!! As you all know I'm Fashion & Makeup Inspirer (MUI), and I've never owned a pair of Red Bottoms, I've only dreamed of owning a pair, but I'm no longer dreaming Im gonna to manifest them. If all you ever do is wish, pray, dream, you'll never truly achieve what you are searching for. #standup #redbottoms #focused #livingbold #fromparalysistoparadise #visualization #growthu #anythingispossible #loveyouenoughtofight #dontquitonyou #kenyastrong #IRISE #tommorrowweresttodaywegrind (at Mercy Gilbert Medical Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpEmg0AgWOP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v9k30fx9ejd1
