#littleplotfreak

1. If you could live in any tv show which one would you choose and why? Hm, depends. Do I get the superpowers of the world or something, too? If so, I'd totally be demon or even a rebellious angel in Supernatural. If I was human though, I wouldn't stand a chance against any supernatural being so nope. Except if we're talking about the end!verse. I'd live the apocalypse any day. Decadence, whoo!

2. Who is your favourite fictional character and why? That's a hard question. It's a tie between 2014!Castiel and Lucifer. Cas because he breaks my heart, having fallen so far, and oh, I also like drug addicts. Lucifer because it must be worse than any hell one could imagine to be so sure that you're right, and yet be rejected by your family and a GOD DAMN WHOLE PLANET with everyone blaming you for everything bad. I can also very much relate to being so loved for a really long time and then making one mistake and suddenly being hated by the people you thought loved you most, and then being alone, isolated and hated until someone comes along and 'opens the cage'. 

3. Your OTP? Samifer, always and forever, because they're MFEO, two halves made whole, and Sam freed Lucifer, so Lucifer wants to give him everything.

4. Do you have any NOTP? If so, whom? I generally let people ship what they like but there are a few ships I personally can't stand. The one I rant about most is Freffy from Skins because they have absolutely no connection - Ceffy shipper here. Another thing that annoys me are the Winchesters' romantic relationships with (human) women on Supernatural. Or rather people who actually interpret that as love stories. To me, Lisa, Amelia, they were just means to an end, the boys loving the idea of a normal life rather than the person they're spending it with. Of course, that's only my opinion.

5. Do you read more books or fanfictions? It changes more or less from year to year. I sometimes need some distance from any fandoms and turn to books instead, usually classics. I very much love victorian and postmodern literature, I do. But at the moment I can't read this kind of stuff. I'm too deep into my fandoms, Supernatural in particular. So rn I only read fanfiction, lots of it, but overall it's more or less 50:50.

6. One book and/or fanfiction which you would recommend to others. Book: Depending on your taste either The Island of Dr. Moreau by H.G. Wells - it's short, scary and soo thrilling) or Buddenbrooks by Thomas Mann. That one is a social novel and you have to like that kind of thing but even though the first 100 pages are kind of boring, trust me, it gets interesting. As a bonus, the brothers Thomas and Christian are just like Michael and Lucifer - or maybe Dean and Sam if they were fighting. For fanfictions just check my fic rec page.

7. What was your dream occupation when you were a child? I always wanted to be an author. Wrote pages and pages without any plot. I'm still good at this, hehe.

8. Are you generally happy with the way your life’s going? Would you change anything? I'm never happy with the way my life is going because I'm a romantic and with romanticising everything comes the feeling that reality is just not good enough, and it never will be.

9. What should be your ideal partner’s interests and hobbies? Fandom and some kind of art, be it painting or literature. That's it.

10. If you could marry your celebrity crush who would it be? There is only one right answer to this: Misha Collins. I love Mark Pellegrino too, but I would always be afraid to somehow disappoint him. Misha is so open you're not afraid to be yourself around him, I think.

11. What would your ideal wedding look like? (If you ever want to get married :)) Well, considering I'm pansexual I like to imagine it to be one hella gay wedding. I'd marry my girl / trans partner in a pink room full of rainbows and strippers of all genders. Yep. Of course, it had to be legal for this to happen at all, and I would actually need to end up with someone not cis male.

My questions:

1. When did you first start using Tumblr and what kind of blog did you have?

2. If you could choose your own name, what would it be?

3. At which time of day can you concentrate best?

4. Is there something you've always been wanting to do, but don't think you ever will be doing?

5. What is the happiest memory you can think of?

6. What was your first fandom-related obsession?

7. If you read fanfiction: What kind of fanfiction do you prefer (angst, fluff, AU, etc)?

8. Was there ever some sort of event that changed your view on life?

9. Which song would you love to be played at your own funeral?

10. Describe your life in five sentences?

11. What keeps you going?