#litglob

I find hollow screams of the sea caught inside their shells, the sandy shore awakened, pale and white to the dying, fighting light of the twilight sun that sinks, splits the world into two tearing circles. stars that prick pins and needles into my skin. and, time that slinks into unending grief, that comes  wave after trembling wave. that never lets me forget, a piece is missing from inside me since you left.

I just really wanted to say Thank You, to all who has sent a kind message checking up on me or helping me through this. It means so much to me. To have people I can trust to share this with, seek advice from or just be in the company of whilst being so conflicted and confused or hurt and angry from the pain of what happened. 

In all honesty, I always grew up thinking I’d always be alone to face what I had to with no help or support. Tumblr has allowed me to meet a few of the most incredible friends and people I could’ve never thought to meet. I’ve learned so much about respecting myself, internalizing their kind voices instead of the abusive ones I grew up with and being vulnerable and trusting because there are the very few people who more than deserve that. People I respect with my entire heart inside out. 

Despite what life throws at me, knowing I’ve had your company or presence in my life makes me feel ever grateful and blessed. I hope I can give something back to your lives too. 

No matter how much darkness or bad there might be in the world, knowing there are lights like you whom exist with your kindness and wisdom inspires me to continue fighting. 

I hope I can be such a light in another’s life in the future as you have been to mine. 

Love, 

Today, I heard that my dear friend @litglob has passed away. He had a long battle with cancer and he suffered a lot through it all. I was there for most part and I hope that our friendship brought him some relief.

He passed away on the 26th of March, 2021. Its been three months of total darkness for me.

I hope he has moved on to a better place where there is no pain and only laughter. He had only a short life here, only a few days in which he touched many lives. Mine included. Sending him love and light and prayers. You were loved dear poet and I will miss you a lot <3

the sky is grey in mourning and I am here with my thoughts of you.

what was warm and alive has gone dead cold.

Thank you :’)

Dear man on the train Please stop humming Please end the vibrations of your Vocal cords puffing their chests Within your throat Whose song are you singing, man? Whose song is that, white man? Who are you singing to? Me? Him? Them? Us?

When you hum I can feel your Thwarted voice travel below your seat Watch it lower on to the floor Crawl swiftly along the gray dirt ridden floor Glide like the belly of a ghost To the under of my chair Pushing on my cushion Pushing me up and off

Your decibel legs stretch over mine Your reverberating elbows crush my forearms The shoulders of your tune rest easily, heavily upon mine

Congrats my friend and fellow blogger!