the concept of heaven is actually so fucking scary. like hell is eternal suffering so heaven is eternal peace. wouldnt eternal peace be as bad as eternal suffering in the sense that its never ending? so everyday in heaven would be a good day but how would we know its a good day if everday is like that? idk the idea of it just makes it out to be something great which it is but it definitely sounds like smth id get bored of really quickly. like if i ever spawned in heaven(not likely) but id have a serious panic attack bc wdym all my days are gonna be the same exact thing? like i already hate my life rn bc its the same thing everyday, go to school, come back, have an identity crisis, talk myself out of kms, cry myself to sleep, wake up and have a meltdown bc im going to school then repeat. i hate the loop(yves reference?) but maybe im just really paranoid and heaven is gonna be really lit🔥🔥🔥
