#lis having... troubles

the amount of fandoms i want to draw for simultaniously needs to be studied and manually reduced bc now i just have a shit ton of wips and no time/commitment to finish either of them TT

discovering iron lung merch does in fact ship to my country (probably) but even so i physically won't be able to dig up enough money to buy it before they're out of stock is such a pain ughhh I'm gonna chew on walls😭😭😭😭😭

some companies have such obscure corporate identities i am amazed any designer has ever agreed to work for them. wdym your brandbook is a powerpoint presentation with ONE font NINE colors and a bunch of symbols. this is not a brandbook, this is a presentation guide for your workers. how do i use your fucking logo. how do i design your products and not end up with a lawsuit. why is your white written as hex #1f1f1f this is black dumbass. what is wrong with you

my poor mother is trying to convince me not to get face piercings and usually i take offence at her policing my body but at this point it's so funny. ma'am which part of my "clearly has Pathological Demand Avoidance" child- AND teenagehood made you think I'm gonna listen to that. girl has known me for 20 years and some, you think she'd catch on

oh no i found a perfect song for an edit so now i have to find a ton of good clips and learn how to make it fast enough before i lose interest. the race against time has started

trying to get used to drawing a new fandom is so annoying. i been knowing how to draw. why does art isn't arting

something tells me that doing my stretching exercises only when i can feel my neck audibly creaking upon turning is not the optimal choice......