n I C E 10/10 would rec 

i haven’t listened to this song in about a month but the line ‘i threw flowers in your face/ on my sisters wedding day’ still gives me chills whenever i hear it 

walkingwithmisguidedghosts tagged me to post 6 albums i have been listening to recently (thanks calypso !!) 

1/ evergreen - broods 2/ home like noplace is there - the hotelier 3/ badlands room 93 - halsey 4/ blurryface - twenty one pilots 5/ carrie & lowell - sufjan stevens 6/ trouble will find me - the national

Eclair: What would you say to someone to convince them to read your writing?

Moleskine: What's your writing/art process?

gosh i haven’t written in forever but usually it’s something like this: i always know the first line, i always know the last line. I just have to find what lies in between.

Moon: Do you often spend time alone?

I’ve spent more time alone this year than ever- I each lunch by myself and i hardly go out. I’m well like and I have lots of friends but i’m very finicky about who i spend time with. for me, connecting with other people has to be brief and intense. talk to me about your shame, your favorite childhood memories, what items you keep tucked in the back of your closet. everything else feels shallow.

Caravaggio: Who is your favorite artist?

1. Theres this drainage tunnel that runs under a street in my neighborhood. Its all hidden by willows and I go there when I need to escape. We all need places that belong only to ourselves, places that need no censors.

2. A park in colorado, sitting on a bench swing with my girlfriend. Milkshakes, rain, a lone deer, and more tenderness then I could touch 

3. The art room of my high school. Finding someplace where I can feel safe without having to feel alone. My art teacher, bless her soul.

4. A fire escape in New York City, the top of a building looking out at the city. The dust and cigarette butts and bare skin beneath my fingers. That roof with crazy temperature problems, the girl on my lap.

1. The Trapeze Swinger, Iron & Wine I spent countless nights this summer crying to this song. Theres just something so tender, so gentle about loss. Different parts of this song apply to different parts of me- I'm a dreamer, alight with misery and want and uphill clawing. There's something terrifying about the trapeze act, those moments when you're in the air with nothing to hold onto and all that space to fall. I just want to be remembered.

2. Biting Your Tail, Iron & WineSomeday we all want nothing / and all forget that we'll get whats coming / someday i'll say the world was something / that we just couldnt change 

3. The Motion ft. Sampha, Drake Everything I write is either for or about herDriving through Colorado, falling in love in the passenger seat. 

4. Reckoner, RadioheadBecause we separate like ripples on a lake shore / in rainbows In in love with that one line. The sound somehow captures the light that i've been feeling inside me and it spills it all across the floor. so much light.

mmm julie <3 

MALACHITE:HOW DO YOU BEST EXPRESS YOURSELF?

idk sometimes i write poetry??? its not really like a big thing in my life but yeah i could say that i kinda express myself thru writing sometimes

CHAROITE:WHERE DO YOU FEEL SAFEST?

five things I love about meeee:

I have such an incredible capacity for feeling things. I just have all these emotions all the time and it's kinda amazing.

i'm like really funny. i swear. i'm hilarious.

I've grown so so so much in the last year like wow i never want to stop growing as a person.

I love writing and I love that I love writing.

I'm starting to get a little more impulsive which i think is really cool because i kinda force myself to do things i normally wouldnt? mmmm yeah.