#linhable4ever

Tagged by @linhable4ever <3 <3

1. One Insecurity

I feel like when I talk to people all of the things I say are wrong.

2. Two Fears

Spiders. But not like “I’m scared there are spiders.” And not like “It’s a spider I am petrified and can’t move.” It more like “A spider was right there and even though I killed it and it’s very gone, I’m scared that hordes of little mini versions of the spider will burst out from the spiritual remnants of the other spider that I killed.”

Darkness. Like, I like when it’s kind of dark and there’s a candle or lamp or something. But pitch black is no good. I have to have a night light to sleep. I see things in the silhouettes in the darkness and I get all scared and feel like I’m being watched.

3. Three turn ons

Smirks. Smiles are great and make me happy, but if a bro can smirk a certain way, he can just have me.

Low-cut shirts. If you know me, you know that it’s very easy to pick someone who is my type out of a bunch, and one of the commonalities is that 75% of them are sporting some kind of low-cut top. Why is this consistent? Who knows.

Thinking I am interesting. That might sound conceited, but if I can tell someone actually thinks I am interesting, its like 7000 points to them because that’s very hard to achieve.

4. Four life goals:

Publish a book! One is fine. More than one is better.

See Hirose Daisuke perform in a stage play in Japan and sob the entire time.

See Yamada Ryosuke somehow and breathe his oxygen. This can be from a Hey! Say! JUMP concert or any other method I don’t care.

Have a happy family and approximately two kids with a dude that I am very in love with and help my mom smile so she can have the big family she always wanted.

BONUS: See Perfume live. Except I’ve done that once and will be doing it again in September, which is why I am choosing to add it as a bonus instead of putting it as one of my four things.

5. Five things that make me happy

Okita Souji. Just. Okita Souji. All of the versions. Even the historical version. Except for when I think about tuberculosis, but overall it is a happiness.

Perfume. Bless Perfume.

My friends and family ^_^

Yuffie. She is my kitten. She is precious.

Things related to video games and anime that I like. Wow that’s a big category is that cheating. I hope not.

6. Six Weaknesses

Tact. I have no tact. I don’t try to be hurtful, but tact is something I lack, so things don’t always come out quite right.

Cold. I am cold. I’m cold right now. I’m cold in the winter. I am cold in the hottest day of summer. I am always cold. Someone come warm me up Q_Q

Animals. Especially cats, but really all animals. Show me animals and I will melt I am weak.

Okita Souji. And everything surrounding him. If you want to make me cry, start talking about tuberculosis, I will get rekt.

Social situations of any kind. I cannot do the talking to people thing. I am bad at it. I am awkward. I freak out. How do I make friends I don’t know I want friends but it’s so hard.

Kitchen stuff. Especially if I am sad. I will binge buy dishes and kitchen appliances and stuff to cook with. It’s a problem. Get to my heart by buying me things for my currently non-existent kitchen.

7. Seven things I love

Yuffie! My cat. I love her more than anything I would sacrifice the world for her she is my precious baby.

Friends/Family. Love love love.

Okita Souji. I feel like I’m repeating myself, but I guess it makes sense that the things I love most are also the things that make me happy!

Books! One day I will have my own, private library and it will be perfect and smell like books always.

My bed. It’s very important to me. I love my bed.

Perfume. Another repeat, but I drop everything for Perfume I am so excited to see them again.

Final Fantasy IX. I love a fuckton of video games and anime, but FFIX will always hold a very special place in my heart because it holds so much meaning for me. The game on its own is hella meningful and has great characters and stuff. It also started me up on acting. It’s also how I’m so close to my sister. It was also one of the first video games I played. Yes. It is precious.

8. Eight people to tag Trying not to repeat tag people who have already been tagged, so my front line of usual tag people is gone, time to get adventurous. Hello, followers, I’m tagging you if I think you seem interesting! Don’t feel obligated to do this, but if you’re bored, I’d be happy to learn more about you ^_^

@crimsonkazama

@savyjayjane

@katophoenix

@boldlyirishluck

@ashfan

@lemonlen

@windchimesx

Rules: Answer the questions, write 11 new ones, and then tag 11 people.

@linhable4ever‘s questions:

Rules: answer the questions, write 11 new ones and then tag 11 people

linhable4ever’s questions:

1. What is your favorite food? Fish 🐟 2. What is your fear? To lose a member of my family. 3. Who is your celebrity/idol crush? *inhales* ALL the Arashi members, Lee Pace, David Tennant, Paul Mcgann, Matt Smith, Benedict Cumberbatch, James Mcavoy, Tom Hiddleston, Michael Fassbender... 4. If you can be in an anime, what is that anime and what character do you want to be? Ouran High School Host Club, Haruhi Fujioka. Actually, my best friend is a real life Tamaki he’s such a drama queen xD 5. What is your best moment in 2015? When I finished my 10 levels of english course, I guess xD 6. What is your goal for 2016? I don’t know xD 7. What is your ringtone? Welcome to Our Party by Arashi :D 8. Do you believe in love at first sight? Maybe. 9. Do you have any collection? If yes, what is it? No :( maybe socks 10. What is your favorite quote from a book/movie/drama/anime? D:

”We do what we must, Lucien. Sometimes we can choose the path we follow. Sometimes our choices are made for us. And sometimes we have no choice at all” 

“Never trust the storyteller. Only trust the story”

“I didn't say it was my fault. I said it was my responsibility. I know the difference”

11. What is your favorite season? Spring 🌺

Okay I'll procrastinate like you. You're a great influence on me, biggu ;)

Nickname: I DON'T THINK I HAVE ONE, PEOPLE JUST CALL ME CHRISTINA? I guess sometimes Xtina. That does happen.

Birthday: November 25th

Sexuality: Straight 

Height: Somewhere around 5'4" - 5'5". I know I'm really not that tall at all but please I want to shrink an inch or two.

Time Zone: EST 

What Time And Date Is It There?: September 7th, 1:49pm

Average Hours of Sleep I Get Each Night: Average? Uhhh. Between 5 and too much.

The Last Thing I Googled Was: "choreography music playlist"

My Most Used Phrase: UHHHH. UHHHMMM. "THAT'S UNFORTUNATE." OR MAYBE "HEY HEY HEY". I DON'T KNOW THIS IS HARD.

First Word That Comes To Mind: Shower. Because I just took one.

What I Last Said To A Family Member: "if that helps at all" so my sister because we're talking about dance and music and choreography

Once Place That Makes Me Happy and Why: My room cuz I can not wear clothes or do whatever and it doesn't matter. Also just being around friends? But not too many at once or I get a tiny bit of social anxiety.

How Many Blankets I Sleep Under: Generally a sheet and my comforter unless I'm like "fuck it's cold" and then I add some more because I own 5,000

Favourite Beverage: Tea? Or maybe chocolate milk. Or lemonade. 

The Last Movie I Watched in The Cinema: Shit. Uh. Probably How To Train Your Dragon 2 I think.

Three Things I Can’t Live Without: Laptop, phone, and my bed.

Something I Plan on Learning: How to... idk... not procrastinate? But let's be serious that won't happen.

You Have To Listen To This Song: UHH. SPRING OF LIFE BY PERFUME BECAUSE JUST YES. GO LISTEN TO IT.

A Piece of Advice to All My Followers: Don't have regrets; at one point, what you did was exactly what you wanted (unless it wasn't in which case it should be, you should do that)

My Blog(s): I HAVE LIKE FIVE SIDE BLOGS THAT I DON'T USE IDK I JUST PUT EVERYTHING ON THIS ONE CUZ I AM LAZY.

So tagging people. Okay. xamists xaltyy shupocky lemonlen iwantacoolphrasetoo

Always post the rules: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones. Tag 11 new people. Message the people you’ve tagged to let them know that you’ve tagged them.

    1: Whats your favorite color/colors?

Purple! Very much purple. But I am also a fan of blue, green, and sometimes pink. More of a pastel pink than hot pink. But yeah, purple!

    2: Do you think you’re more of an extrovert or introvert?

I actually don't know, and I get varied opinions when I ask people. I guess it depends on who I'm around, to be honest. If I don't know a single person around me, definitely an introvert. But once I know someone, I open up REALLY easily, and I enjoy the company of friends very very regularly.

    3: If you could chose any one superpower to have, what would it be?

Telekinesis. Because I could be super lazy. All the time.

    4: Favorite bands at the moment?

Perfume. Always Perfume. Forever Perfume. Favorite eternally. I also very much enjoy Hey! Say! JUMP.

    5: What is something unique about yourself?

I.... uh..... there's a bit of yellow in my eyes if you look really closely?

    6: Favorite foods?

Japanese food (okonomiyaki and takoyaki are my faves) and sweets!

    7: Are you easily embarrassed/flustered? 

DEPENDS ON WHERE I AM AND WHO IS DOING THE EMBARRASSING/FLUSTERING. Certain people can make me much more flustered than others.

    8: If you were stuck in a room with hundreds of identical mechanical clones that copied your every move, what would you do to try and prove you’re the human?

Something involving emotion. Because robots don't feel emotion. So idk, make evident some form of emotion. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SCIENTIFICALLY PROVE THAT THOUGH SO UH. WELP. EMOTION.

    9: Do you like video games/if so what game is your favorite?

Y E S. Very yes. Final Fantasy IX will forever be my favorite game in existence. 

    10: How would you describe yourself in three words? 

Lazy, creative, perfectionist

    11: What pairing is your favorite otp at the moment? 

Um, um, um... Just watched Lord or the Rings trilogy again, so I'm gonna go with Aragorn and Arwen. Yerp. Will probably be different tomorrow though!

My questions for people:

If you could have any wild animal for a pet, what would it be?

How many pillows do you have on your bed?

Got any piercings? If so, what?

What's your biggest fear?

Favorite scent (could be shampoo, candle, perfume, any kind of scent!)?

What languages can you speak and/or understand, and to what extent?

Are you left or right handed?

What's your favorite dessert?

If you could change any one thing about yourself (physical or otherwise) what would it be?

Do you dye your hair? If so, natural colors or unnatural?

What's your favorite book right now?

•Always post the rules
 •Answer the questions of the person who tagged you and write 11 new ones. Tag 11 people and link them.
 •Let them know that they are tagged.

1. If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?     Japan! But I've already been there. So if I had to choose one place I haven't been to yet, it would be... eh, either England or New Zeland.

2. What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done?     At the moment, I am inclined to say sleeping through my Children's Literature class for over half of the meeting times and on the day of my presentation. Even though it wasn't something I did on purpose, it was still stupid and I might not pass the class because of it.

3. What’s something most people don’t know about you?     I ship Zutara in Avatar. Hardcore. Like, Katara and Aang had kids and I still ship Zutara. OTP 5ever. Actually, I think all of the people who knew me before college know that. But college people. This is new information I think. If not, my true OTP is Captain Jack Sparrow x Black Pearl. The end.

4. What are your biggest fears?     My number one fear that plagues me pretty consistently is that all of the people that I think care about me are going to leave me, intentionally or not, because they dislike me or not, and that I'm going to end up completely alone and unhappy.     My other biggest fear is spiders. They make me hyperventilate.

5. Who has influenced you most in your life?     I'd like to say something cute like my mom or my sister. And while I think my sister has influenced me, and even all of my friends influence me in little ways every day, the people who have influenced me the most are the people who have hurt me. From friends that have stabbed me in the back to boys that have broken my heart, I've grown and changed the most based on those situations and how I dealt with them, and that's still accurate today. I learn from the situations where people figuratively shove me down and I have to get back up again more than I do from the loving presences of my friends and family.

6. Would you rather live in the country or the city?     If you had asked me this in high school, I would have said country because of it being peaceful and remote - since I don't really like being around a lot of people at once. But now I think my answer is city, simply because I am lazy and would rather walk everywhere than have to drive.

7. If you could go back in time, who would you want to meet?     This isn't very specific, but my family. I'd like to meet the people in my family who were Cherokee Indians, and the ones who lived in Ireland, Scotland, and England. Before they all mixed together into what my family is now. I'd like to be able to experience with them all of the cultures that came together in my family and my blood.

8. What have you learned today?     I learned that I am incapable of eating a whole dessert from Macado's due to the sugar content and the tiny size of my stomach.

9. If you could have any super power, what would it be?     Sometimes I say invisibility, but that's just on days when I am being super self-conscious. Other times I would say telepathy, but that's usually when I like a boy and have no clue what they think about me. Or when I'm trying to build friendships. But mostly, I think telekinesis. Because I am lazy as shit. 

10. When you were growing up, what did you want to be?     First, a teacher. Eventually, an architect. Then I took geometry and decided I wanted to write books.

11. What kind of music do you like?     Perfume. Arashi. Hey! Say! JUMP. Chemistry. J Rock. J Pop. Some K Pop. The occasional American music. Techno. Epic music. Video game soundtracks. Yeah.

MY QUESTIONS:

1. If you could have any wild animal for a pet, what would it be?

2. What is your favorite Holiday and why?

3. What is the best decision you ever made?

4. What is your favorite thing to shop for and why?

5. What is your favorite band/music group?

6. If you could live the rest of your life anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?

7. Favorite anime/manga?

8. What would you say you are talented at? 

9. PC or Mac and why?

10. Who in your life would you say has influenced you the most?

11. What do you want your life to look like twenty years from now?

omfg this is an embarrassing pic of me

buT I GOT A SAILOR MOON PLUSHIE I DON'T EVEN CARE AKSLJDSAKJDEIWJD

but wh y

i'm so touched ;;; /emotions flying everywhere

/sniffles