Okay guys, so this is gonna sorta be my final post bout this stuff just do there's no more... Misunderstandings... And hurt feelings ending in me being called names. I'm gonna warn now, there's some negative personal shit in this post, so you're welcome to ignore it but I'm gonna be real with you guys here. I know I haven't been replying to stuff. Friday morning at about six I got home from my twelfth night in a row at work. Now I work about 8 hour shifts, and travel another six. Friday my phone was also disconnected and I received notices that the power and Internet were next, as well as not having paid my rent yet. Now. Even with working basically until I'm dead from exhaustion, it hasn't been enough. My anxiety has been spiking, to be honest I've been highly suicidal from it all and am sorta worried I'm developing a dependency on my anxiety meds. And I've still been trying to reply to stuff on here despite working on top of it all. I Am Tired. And I'm not PLANNING on dropping anything, I made that post to warn last night about the possibility of dropping some if I /can't find them in my activity/. Things get buried. I'm working a ton this week too, I am incredibly sick from exhaustion, and my brain is still not in the safest place. I have not forgotten you guys. I just need you to be patient and bear with me. If any of you have questions about a thread, don't hesitate to message me, but understand I am busy and not well and not in the most stable position. Thank you.