#lillian rambles

ok, i get it.

you’re suuuuuuper good at art and so many people love you (and hate you)

get over yourself.

i don’t care that much.

i feel like a jerk when thinking that, and every part of me doesn’t want to. i wanna support them, but it feels icky when i do it. but then it feels icky when i don’t because i’m just ignoring this beautiful art.

idk why i’m like this

it’s probably from my ✨✨ANXIETY ✨✨ since apparently that’s the whole reason i’m fucked up (according to random doctor lady)

school is hell and i have like 3 plays rn