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"Spend time doing things you hate"

"Increase your tolerance for boredom"

Yes. But also. Learn to find comfort (and joy) in meaniality. Flip a situation on it's head and have fun anyway. I'm tired of the whole "people don't know how yo be miserable anymore." Yes we do! Yes! We do! We are always miserable! And that's why we seek comfort in instant dopamine (screens mostly).

I feel too creative for a 9-5 right now. *8-4.

I have Ideas.

I have Desires.

I want to see the psychic and ask her if I’m still the same color. Ask if I still have ribs in my garden or if I’ve re-earthed&re-birthed my foresides until they took wind; afflux ferrite mites affix to my lashes. Mr. Sandman is bringing me more than just his dream. Promising for you this part of me. Grey matter pillow talking to rose petal pink. Ask her if she ever read Gathering Blue. Ask her why she suggested of all things I pursue reiki. Healing is something I do unwillingly. Nobody said singeing in the scar was plush, pleasing, pretty.

Burns don’t bleed.

All the best fires are blue. Top dog in the temperature hierarchy. It means combustion is occurring in balance, in harmony. Blessed are those burn borning. That’s what my god sings.