I've been reading one of the tales about Arséne as I need to read for a class project & Arséne the persona from p5r that I'm the most curious about the origins of. And this... THIS has made me hysterical.
IMAGINE being this fucking lady on the train. It's 1900 whatever the hell, you're on a train sitting next to your husband, the train cart is empty except for you and your hubby. And this odd lookin guy with a tophat, overcoat that I've been imagining as bright red comes it and sees you. Concerned, annoyed, whatever have you, you tell your husband and he just stora shrug tell you not to worry about the guy - you assume is a weirdo. And the guy is just standing there with his silly lil top hat and overcoat monologuing in his head. You don't even know that he's Arséne Lupin, just some weird guy on the train standing there monologuing in his head with a silly lil top hat and over coat.
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✎.. Hello & Welcome to LighterFire's Blog
This post is going to be quite the doozy. As it's going to be an introductory, master post, commission information & an all in general guide to my blog all in this one massive massive post. As I will admittedly lazy & quickly discovered it's just easier for me to keep track of everything if it's all just in one single post. Due to this post being fairly long, more information can be found under the cut for quality of life of myself & anyone that doesn't want to scroll through everything.
You can find me in different places under these handles;
Tumblr (art) - @lighterfire9000
Tumblr (Main?) - @dumpster-lighterfire
YouTube - @/LighterFire9000
ToyHouse - @/LighterFire
.... One day I'll throw everything together in a carrd, .... eventually.
✎.. General
Let's start with the basics and the general information you likely could have figured out on your own. My name is LighterFire but Light and/or Fire also works, you may also call me Charlotte. I am an autistic artist, writer, youtuber & witch. The content I make usually evolves around whatever is my current strongest special interest and hyperfixation. The two strongest ones are normally Don't Starve Together or Persona. However it is know to be all over the place everything from books, games, art, anime, podcasts, cats, the rings of Saturn (not Saturn it's self just it's rings) and other random things. I am with my special interest and hypefixation like a... Bouncy ball. A bouncy ball that a higher being picks up, drops it and that ball bounces everywhere before landing inside a cup labelled with the special interest and hypefixation is going to be.
But when everything is boiled down to it's most simplest form and the chaos of life is put to the aside at heart I am a storyteller, a ponder, a dreamer. Sometimes when I read lore or lines from something, I can't help but wonder what's the story behind this? What were the people like who experience this? What is the impact they had on others? And sometimes I take those questions to create a story to answer them. Reading, sharing, wondering, and dreaming about stories is what I do, it's in my blood. So no matter what the current special interest or hyperfixation is, you will always find stories here. But not every story is suitable for all audiences and the same can be said about my blog and content. It may be inappropriate for younger audiences to see, some may find it dark, disturbing, uncomfortable, or upsetting. If you fall into that boat, please to do not continue.
I'm also trying to put myself out there more. Become more social and put out the story, art, creative little things I've made. Not because of attention or money but because I want to get better at socializing, I want to get better at being well... Myself. I want to share who I am and what I love with the world. It's a journey, one that I hope to share with others so somebody else may find the courage to be, well themselves and share the things they love and cherish as well.
✎.. Repost, Usage & Translation, Permissions
I am totally fine and chill with it if you want to repost my work on another platform that I may not be on, translation to another language, and/or even personal / private usage (like useing one of my drawings as your pfp or a face claim for a character). However if you do this, put credit & do NOT remove my signature / watermark.
If my work inspires you to go do or create something of your own, neat! Go ahead and do it, make that thing! No need to ask for permission if you can. Tag me too, I'd like to see anything that I help inspire to be made. However.... With that said, I don't condone the usage of plagiarism, cleaning my art to be yours, & it being fed to ai. Seriously don't, just don't do any of those things. If you do then... Welp you just have given me permission to send you to the shadow realm and/or steal your heart~~
✎.. Tags Navigation
I will admit, I live my life in half organized chaos. With different variations of effort into organising and maintaining it.
Caught all / who knows what you will find are - 'Too lazy to tag', 'Light's silly lil posts', 'Light silly lil reblogs', 'Text posts'
Art & creative project tags should hopefully be the most simple, self explanatory - 'art', 'illustration', 'artist on trumblr', 'fanart', 'traditional art', 'my art', 'not my art', 'fanart', 'writing', 'poetry'
Original Characters & my D&D characters are definitely more of the neglected tags. I haven't bothered to really organise em, so just like on ToyHouse ... It's a god damn mess. However looking the name of the character and/or their fandom might help... - 'oc' '(insert name)', '(insert fandom) oc', 'D&D character' 'DnD Character'
Miscellaneous tags, the truly random russian roulette of my tags... I have no idea what you will find. You might laugh, or you might be horrified, it's up to you to decide - 'sleep deprived', '4am rambles', 'witchy shit' 'unintelligible screaming'
Fandom related posts should be tagged with the name / abbreviation of the content. Such as if you were looking for things about Don't Starve or Persona then the tags would be - 'Don't Starve', 'dst', 'Persona' 'P5R' ⤵
ㅤㅤㅤAlso Fandom specific related things like character names, ships, builds, ect will have it somewhere in the tag. Idk where or how consistent, it's honestly up to you to furiger it out & know how Trumblrs tagging system works lol ⤵
ㅤㅤㅤㅤSome of the of the fandom / topics you can find me rambling to different extents include but are the limited to; The Persona Series, P5 & P5R especially, Don't Starve, Welcome to Nightvale, D&D, Star Wars, Undertale / Deltarune, Hollow Knight / Silksong, Destiny, Cult of the Lamb, Stardew Valley, Bloodborne, Bladur's Gate 3, Shoulder a Coffin Kuro, Sailor Moon, Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun, The Owl House, Gravity Falls, Pasmophobia, .... I know that I'm missing some.
✎.. Commissions & Requests
..... I will admit commissions are something I would like to set up eventually. But that will happen, when it happens. In the meantime however, you are always free to request I draw something.
✎.. Special Thanks & Credit
Thanks to...
My big brother - For always being there for me. Picking on me, sending me random ass shit, letting me ramble about whatever has my attention, making me laugh, helping me with ideas, reading me stories. You are truly the best big brother I could ask for. <3
My two adorable lil cats Puffin & Maple - They can be such little brats sometimes but I love them so much and they both can be super adorable. Sometimes all it takes is seeing these 2 cuddling together, or cuddling me to make my day instantly better. <3
Credit...
None so far, as I haven't used anybody else's work yet.
ㅤ *The version of this post on the dumpster lighter fire account may be outdated. If that seems to be the case, please let me / remind me to update it. Otherwise it likely won't until I randomly remember / notice. Thank you.
... I was eating ice cream, thinking about Silver again. Specifically an "evil" Silver or well her bad ending. A Silver that once she gets out of Snezhnaya that never understands, never learns that not everybody will treat her the same as Dottore did. Not everyone will treat her like an object to break and bend. Not everyone will treat her so poorly. A Silver that's bitter, scared anger, a Silver that can never come to terms with it.
A Silver that's... In a way, like Dottore.
A Silver that treats those around like an object. A Silver that sees others as plays thing to dominate and control. A Silver that learned there is no place for weakness. A Silver that decides there is no place for kindness. No, a Silver that believes full heartly there is no place for kindness. That kindness is a lie. That kindness is fake. That kindness is weak. And Silver can't be weak. No, no, no, if she was weak, she would end up in the same situation as she was with Dottore again. An object. A thing to control. A thing to own. So if she reflects that cold cruelty to others. A Silver that is curl to others before they get the chance to even think about being curl to her. A Silver obsession with power & freedom... A Silver's obsession whom leads them to death... Either by Dottore's hands - getting dragged back to him and eventually killed for no longer being obedient. Or by the Traveller. An action of necessary evil.
.... Okay, ice cream finish. Time to go back to Persona 5. Lmao.
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Should I be asleep? Yes. Am I asleep? No. Do I keep randomly remembering I have a Tumblr account? Yes. Do I have a new special interest since last time I last? Yes - It's Persona 5. Am I here to ramble about it? No... Surprisingly. Nah instead I'm gonna ramble about an old special interest, oc, and how time is fucking weird. (... Maybe a little existential, thank Persona 5 for that bit)
Last night my big brother reminded me of one of my old ocs. Specifically, Silver. My one and only Genshin Impact character from... Likely over 5 years ago if my math is mathing. Essentially how he described her was "Dottore made a genderbent clown of himself meant to replace one of the gods but fuck up somewhere to be a cinnomroll instead."
Yes that is the description of her that I'm using because I am 1. way too lazy (& tried) to think of another short description for her. 2. He's not wrong. 3. It's makes me fucking giggle. 4. THAT IS TOTALLY SOME CRACK ME FROM 5 YEARS AGO WOULD COME UP WITH AHAHAHA.
... Now I'm kinda at a lost of words, wow that's a frist. But it's weird to think about a character I made 5 years ago. One that I put so much heart and soul into but forgot about. With Silver I can really tell I was reflecting my own reality, wants, my desires onto her. A reality, want, desire that seemed impossible for me to have back then 5 years ago but I do now.
Also weird because I literally haven't thought about Genshin Impact in years. I wonder how much the game changes, what's been added. Shit I honestly wonder mostly about Dottore. I wonder how accurate Silver's story still is. I read a fanfic (Which yes did more or less cause this ramble and yes I will link in when I have the brain power to) and few things online I've seen, Silver's story still stora makes sense. Which has me creaking up so badly because at the time I made Silver, Dottore was just a character in the Genshin Impact manga series and I went based on pure vibes alone. So that is hilarious.
But also DOTTORE'S GLOW UP. I swear in the manga he looked so goofy, silly, just a total dork. But oh his design, now? Oh, it's slays hArD. Mihoyo really did that thing with Dottore like "Okay, I'm going out. Not like that. Better? Much." ... Which is funny to me. Honestly it's 4 am so most things are funny to me rn. But regardless my mind is now stuck on that blue haired villain. His new (or current???) design makes the art gremlin in my foam at the mouth like "GIMME, GIMME, GIMME" kinda like Persona 5 Royals did to me.
.... I was gonna say something about different interpretations of Dottore and how my view of that funny mad scientist man has changed. But... I spaced out. I forgot. I DO KNOW tho tomorrow I'm probably gonna doodle Silver. She's probably gonna get an alcohol marker drawing, and Dottore to. Take your bets on if I'm gonna actually do this and/or just forgot to post it to Tumbler.
just gonna wait till something else becomes the big topic to point the laser at in the sw fandom (not just on here but places like x too lol), move some of the weight away tbh. It's just very silly, for a person that went through a lot of troubles in her youth & would understand I'm just tired having a whole different perspective nowadays.
