Dear Tumblr Audience,

As I mentioned in my first blog, i once did believe in free will. For your insight, i sort of grew up in a presbyterian household. So yes i guess one can say i believe in God. Not saying what i believe is true cause honestly i don't even know. Anyway, i believed that God gave us our body, our family and our gift and it was up to us how we used these. But now that has really all changed. I know believe that most of the human population lives in free will. Meaning they do get to choose what to do with their lives. But i do believe that every so many years or so God as a set plan for a certain person. I'm not talking like apostle stuff, not like jesus stuff, but just a normal human who has a set path so the human race can grow. Im talking like certain people are put on earth for a distinct mission and things happen throughout their life to focus them on that mission. A fair example would be martin luther king. I believe he was put on this earth to fight for civil rights. I believe God knew that things had to change so he sent someone to change them. When it comes to sports i think of shaun white. He was put he to progress the sport of snowboarding. The point of this is because i believe that this is why i was put here, to progress the sport of running or something.

Why in hell would i think this. It's simple, everytime i try in anything else, or start to enjoy myself in anything else something bad happens that makes me focus  back on running. As i mentioned in my first blog i am a sophomore in an american university. That puts me at 19 if you are wondering. The point of this is that i have never had a girlfriend. I have not even had my first kiss yet. And yes i do try. I have tried multiple times. I do have friends that are girls but it literally seems like no girl likes me in that way. Anyway, what is the point of this loser topic, well this is just one example of how i believe i have a set purpose. Not having a girlfriend makes running my girlfriend. Another more recent idea of this is my laptop. I have a super computer basically. This is do to the fact that i do have a youtube channel and one of my hobbies is making videos. Anyway at the beginning of this winter term my screen broke. So i brought it in to get fixed. It took over two months to get it fixed. Just cause stupid literally things would happen slowing my laptop fixing progress down. I recently got it back and started playing a certain game on it. My roommate and i played like 3 straight hours and i had to stay up late to finish my hw. The next morning i tripped carrying my coffee and spilt it perfectly on my laptop, frying my motherboard. I honestly do believe that this had to happen in order to keep me focus on the process. I have Boston coming up so soon and i can’t get distracted making videos or playing video games.

So, these are just two examples of why i believe what i believe. I do understand if you think it sounds silly. I really do not blame you at all. But just think about those key figures in history that changed something for the better. What put them into that situation? Don’t know, just a theory i have collected over the past year.

-Dream Big, Run Bigger