#lifeat25

I don't know how life works?

How was it?

Am I overdriving? Overplaying? Overreacting?

Am I faking it or am I just having fun?

Am I just telling and proving myself that it's okay to feel bad and blessed at the same time that no matter what you feel and experience we need to go back in our senses that we are just a human being, alive and kicking because how we, humans life makes me think that we're completely in the race of surviving, occupying space on this earth or we are just moving forward to get what the society is up to and no longer getting what we truly want and deserve.

I don't know yet how my life will be or going to be, it feels like I am forgetting something that unusual to me.

But then again it makes sense, life is a bit hard and rough, we must try to mold it in our own way in a different path but a beautiful perspective that you can ever imagine. I MUST try to live and whatever happens, happens.

Plainly don't know what the answer yet, but yes, I'm ok!

Lalaine Lorona. 12:56PM

my plan was to just go to sleep... which I will soon I'm just uhhhhhhh... day 4... 🥴 I keep saying the day to keep the post up to date I should put the times too... I might post stamp my blogs a certain way every time...

I took this photo.

I am the luckiest. 

Another Christmas has come and gone, and by all accounts it was a good one. 

After all the traditional festivities, I sat down with my folks and watched a movie called About Time. 

It’s a interesting little film that I’ve seen once before, about a family in which the men can time travel to any point in their past. 

Without getting to much into the film, it was about family and the relationships between them. 

It kind of hit me right in the heart and I had to fight back some tears. 

The father in the film passed away, but the son kept reliving time with him until he no longer couldn’t due to circumstances surrounding their power. 

Their farewell made me entirely appreciate the fact that I am getting to spend quality time with my parents after spending the past seven years away in a city far away. 

For what it is worth, I believe I am the luckiest. 

So I plan to cherish each day and live each day to the fullest. 

Friends and most people come and go in your life, but family is always there no matter what. 

I’m slightly saddened by the fact that I never posted a review of this short film the first time I watched it.

It is call Me & You, and it tells the basic story of a relationship from start to finish, through the point of view of the guy’s room. 

Now anyone who has ever been in a relationship before, knows a room becomes the defacto home base for movie nights, dinners, breakfasts... pretty much anything and everything. 

Now where this film gets me, is that it is so relatable. Almost to the point where I was brought to tears just watching it (even on the millionth time I watched it). 

It’s real. It’s honest. And it sucks that it makes me feel that way from an emotional stand point, but my god. As a filmmaker, it has everything that makes it relatable and memorable for the audience. 

2015 has been a year that hasn’t brought particularly good memories, but it wasn’t a total wash. 

Me & You reminds me of a journey that I started back in 2012, but one that was cut abruptly short. 

I finished that journey, but got lost along the way. 

(Just like how this started as a film review, but devolved into this.)

I didn’t end up where I wanted to be and some of the characters in my story didn’t make it through to the end. 

So I’m at the point in my life, where I want to turn the page and move on to the next chapter.